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Saturday, March 07, 2009

Fear and Anxiety

That's two words to describe the atmosphere in the air right now.

Well, time flies and very quickly, we are going to collect our A lvl results in a few hours time. And I had another sleepless night again. It was as bad as the night before our GP paper. Hope it isn't a bad sign. =/ I pray not. ><

It's funny how I tried so hard to suppress the fear and not thinking about it for these few days, when I know that it is still swirling around inside me. Yesterday night have clearly shown Im a victim of fear. It is something that we can't escape, it is in our nature for us to fear - It's inevitable. Regardless of how knowledgable or how hardworking a person is, he still feels it. Maybe the only way to totally supress this human nature of fear is to damage or remove our nerves. And I doubt anybody wants that solution.

In any case, I hope and pray for the best for everyone later! Regardless the results, please DO NOT do anything stupid. A poor A lvl certificate DOES NOT certify your death. It does not. So please, look to your friends and family, or maybe even have some quiet time if you need to. Don't look for the 'quick solution to all problems'.

Anyway, I hopefully doubt so that anybody will resort to it. So... yea. Good luck and all the best all...




"Screwing up the best thing ever, is something you will regret forever."
-Faber Drive.


The best thing ever isn't about the A lvl results, so don't regret forever.


i lost you,,
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