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Friday, November 30, 2007

Haha. Ordered PizzaHut for dinner! Delicious! haha. The new Jingle Joy pizza is simply awesome haha. Yummy ham and sausage. Well ouch, sinful dinner. Had loads of slices of pizzas haha. Chicken karaage is not bad too! haha. Well, we couldnt finish the pizza during dinner. But my bro and I finished it for supper around 12am! haha. oww.. fattening. My bro is having nafta(4got how to spell) test tomorrow.. he is so regretting right now haha.

Wa! didnt know my dad left for China today! He went there for some business trip. Nobody informed or reminded me about it.. Sigh. was wondering why he didnt drive his car to work. lol. But oh well, take care Dad...


i lost you,,
6:00 PM



Hahaha just had a good laugh in Battlefield 2142. Seriously man. I have no idea whats up with such people. This is what happened and the conversation i had with the oppenent:
I planted C4 on a buggy and used as a suicide car, destroying his APC which was bombarding us. Boom! Yea he died, i escaped.

*Blah blah iniated kick vote against McChick3n* (McChick3n is my new soldier btw, so he is a private... in disguise haha)

Me:Why you kick me for?
Him:He's a ramming noob. Kick him pls
Me:WTH? Then you are a noob driver
Him: Why am I a noob driver?
Me:Why am i a noob rammer? Shouldnt I be a pro rammer since i killed you?
Him:coz ramming is a noobish thing
(This isnt going anywhere so I decided to just let it pass and ignore him)
Me:Oh ok sorry, I didnt know that. Im new here
Him:Ya right. I doubt DA will allow a noob to join them
Me:So you are saying im a pro right? So you just contradicted yourself. Well done.

He became speechless haha. Loser. I think its rather fun to create new soldier. Ppl get irritated getting killed by a private haha. Oohh.. Pinkypig is back! haha. long time since i played 2142 with her. Haha. She got a new mic! i think..Her voice just sound so much clearer than last time. At least now it is easier to distinct whether she is a girl or a young boy... ok actually i still not that sure. But im 99% sure pinkypig is a girl coz she told us(Voodooking and me) last year that she is.. Hmm... wonder if she still remembers Voodooking and flamingcloud(Me)? Haha. Kinda cool eh, a girl playing 2142.. Its just so rare, she is the only girl i noe online in 2142. haha. well had fun, with existsoulz too. Ok he and pinkypig are talking all the way.. leaving me and bi9mac speechless haha. Ok la.. i just dont want to disclose my McChick3n identity only. Just afraid they can recognise my voice and figure im flamingcloud. Hm.... I think existsoulz was trying to flirt gahaha. oh well.. i think he is just being seduced lol. .. and whoa... she knows cantonese and hokkien!!! Surprised us. Because she sounds very english educated. She speaks perfect english and has a little western accent. cool sia.. haha

Tmr is SL! Hmmm.. I seriously dont know what will happen tomorrow. as in.. just cant predict anything. How will it go? Smooth? Difficult? haha. but my group haiz... CMI lol. what to do. get it over and done with.


i lost you,,
10:20 AM


Monday, November 26, 2007

Man. I just dislike going for family meetings with relatives. I mean, I also dont know them well, dont talk to them much, just kinda meaningless. One of the reason is also because I just cant remember how to call all my aunts and uncles! Why must we call our aunts and uncles according to their ranking of their age? Cant I just call them 'auntie' and 'uncle'? The just make it so difficult. Sheesh.

Well, the family outing is just the usual la, which is stoning. It is the celebration of my niece's 1st birthday. Well... I dont know my cousins well so ya, didnt talk to them at all. So i just basically went there, tried greeting every aunt and uncles, eat, and go home. Simple as that. I dont know why but there is just no communication lines between me and my relatives. Oh yea.. sorry didnt greeted some of my uncles and aunts, I just forgot how lol. Well, im sorry but i just cant remember. I can feel the disappointment and unhappiness. But.. I just cant do anything.. zz.. why is it so difficult or why did they make it so hard? Gah.. still... im sincerely sorry about that..

hahaz on the way home, my dad car suddenly came up with this warning signal. My dad was like so afraid and quickly pull over the car in a petrol station and start checking the whole car. -,-.. than my mum keep saying I never close the door properly. wa.. I open close for her to see three times already still doubtful. And cmon la,.. Theres an auto capture and locking system for the door! No way I didnt close the door properly. Anyway spent about 10mins trying to solve whats wrong. While my bro and I read thru the manual book for the car... In the end.. we found out that the signal warn about possible system fault in the suspension of the car. lol dad was much relieved but still sad lol.

Yay. Bro bought new computer! haha. awesome. His laptop's LCD screen cracked. So yea, he decided to buy a new one lol. No longer have to hog my comp hahaz. BUT aHhH! Unfair! His are cheaper! His comp cost $1.2k while mine cost $1.4k! ... could it be the graphic card? haha. maybe.

Sigh haiyo... promise is a promise. must tell me on that day ok!! Just concerned.

haiz.. alright off to bed now.. tiireed..

Grant me the serenity to accept what I cannot change.


i lost you,,
6:08 PM


Sunday, November 25, 2007

Ah... feel so good to be back on battlefield 2142. Its even better when im on knifing and killing spree. Haha. It so just release all my anguish and pain and all other worthless negative feeling. 10 knife kills within 1-2 min. haha.. caught all by surprise. only 2 were knife duel. and I didnt get knifed at all! haha. awesome feeling. ecstasy.=p.

Sigh. but yet again. no matter how much i play, it doesnt totally eliminate the feeling. so yea. zzz. God help me..

Maybe I am taking it too seriously.
Maybe it is my pride.
Maybe I am just a fool to you.

Sorry. Didnt know I was dragging you all along too.


i lost you,,
6:28 PM



This is a short post... because... im being... stupid and dumb with the inability to think of words. Speechless

Firstly... SHHH... whatever I said yesterday... SHHH... haha. ty.

Secondly... Acting happy isnt gonna bring me far. I dont know why but its getting worst day by day. Zzzz you are just another poison to my life.

Thirdly... Whats going on? What is it thats so empty there? I wish to know.

Lastly... I hate myself being such a no lifer.

Maybe its just my other me here right now. Whatever

Haha.


i lost you,,
7:45 AM


Thursday, November 22, 2007

Haha. Im such super no lifer, playing maple like as if its the only game in the world. xD. Woot. Im level 38 already! Grew 6 lvl in one day! 32~38 What an achievement! XD.. All thanks to the event quest which is so utterly retarded for its fast experience. Its like within 1-3min you get 2000xp. Man. I think they are gonna nerf it lol. Yet again not. Man, wonder why we level so fast. Its like I only started last week and im level 38 now?! Last time in aquilla, I took(Or we all took) one month or more to get to lvl 30?! Strange.. lol.

Man.. 21 Nov already.. Soon holiday will be over! HAIZ. If only I can go out more, enjoy more, do many more stuffs other than mapling lol.. Sigh


i lost you,,
3:52 PM


Monday, November 19, 2007

Ok.. I practically mapled the whole day today. Yea. Im such a no lifer now. Lol. Wow. Edwin managed to high-resolution scanned the photograph! Wahaha. Its so super huge now. lol.haha thanks man.. Sigh.. haven get all the photos. lol.

Hmm.. well there isnt much to say for today so yep.. zzzz

Sorry for who I am,
for who we are.
That fear is creeping back to me again.


i lost you,,
4:05 PM


Sunday, November 18, 2007







i lost you,,
6:08 PM



Hahaz Happy Wedding Ms Chew or should I say Mrs. Chu lol.(Hope I got that right)

Bleagh... Having some problem posting the photos from today's wedding. but oh well, next time ba. Havent got all the photos anyway. Thx XX for the photos lol.

Met the guys around 11 at PP! Was late, cause Mum brought me to the bank to sign some stuffs. So yep... BuT Wow surprised! Didnt expect all, except Jan to really wear formal. Tot most will stick to smart casual. Haha. But its cool yea.. lol. Quite AA or AS ar, walk around so formally. lol. xD. Posted the present for sandy, before getting the wedding gift. Lol what a hassle. Must declare, must pack ourselves, must fill in stuffs. So mafan lol. Spent like half an hour at the post office before heading off to find wedding gift. Haha. We got them a photo album and a huge huge HUGE pooh bear. xD. Lol. big head pooh.

Ghahaha. During the ceremony/sermon the chinese translator is super hilarious. Its like he is trying so hard to translate whatever the pastor say, when he is like talking so super fast! Its like he haven even finish translating and the pastor already continue talking! The translator expression was like panicking like mad. And some of the translation are just... too direct from english.. sounds so retarded.. haha had a good laugh anyway..but.. something i just .... .... ..... ..

Went to cineleisure supposedly to catch a movie. BUT, not all can watch and most of the movies are late movies. So in the end.. we just decided to have dinner at yoshinoya. Beefbowl ftw. lol the rice sucks though.. miso soup also... not natural leh lol.. Hmm.. surprise surprise.. we met Derek there coincidentally lol. XX dragged him out of nowhere lol. He is having dinner with his frens at subway la, which is just opposite yoshinoya lol. so ya. haha took a photo. Went to clark quay for dessert! Lol. Went to haagen Daaz and had chocolate Fondue... yum.. not bad not bad.. its cool. haha. Wow... been discounted? supposedly its $40+, but they charges us for.. $35 i think. well not sure.. but wow awesome haha.. its good to work there.. free ice cream when u screw up making one of them xD.

wooo tireedd. maybe i shld turn in soon.


i lost you,,
6:01 PM


Saturday, November 17, 2007

Lol lol just got back. Went to Science center today for a 'dry run', when I personally think it is actually not. lol. Went there early! Met sandy on the train Lol. So crowded. Wow! First time see her wearing skirt! Lol =P. K la its second time, but first time never notice?? lol. Reach Jurong East like around 9.35am. Zhi ping was already there =O. Lol. Slowly one by one came. Jian hui.. Derek.. Ly.. Jeff.. Abraham.. Keith and Xiao Wei. Lol. Only like half of the class turn up.

In science center... Lol Pretty usual stuffs la. Go there like 4th time already? Go until sian la lol. But okay la, was pretty fun with Derek there lol. He did like quite a few crazy stuffs lol. Hm.. walk around... same path.. no change around one lol. We left around like 2+? and head to city hall for lunch! Lol. Waa.. The Long John Silver so super cheapskatE!!! The chicken so small! Lol rip us off. =p. Haha. Walked around with sandy and liying around raffles shopping center after lunch. Lol so many expensive stuffs there.. Bought donuts from donut factory! Haha, so long never eat them already. haha yum. LoLX. Liying eat donuts until her nose coated with chocolate. xD. Should have taken a photo of it... darn lol lol..

Bleagh.. The post office close so early. So ya, was unable to deliver the present lol. Went to bedok to try my luck BUt... also close same time. Zzz. Lol. Met Roshan's mum and Shuyun when walking home. Lol.

hmmm.. damn.. still haven plan and tell the rest what time and where to meet tomorrow.. gah.. haven even plan... tmr sure rush 1.. i think. lol.. oh well..

When it is tested.


i lost you,,
1:00 PM


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Lol. Suppose to meet up with Jeff Sandy and Liying to do the GP project thing. But wow apparently, it seems more like just another day of fun rather than work. Firstly, we meet at Toa Payoh at 10am. But for some reason, we couldnt contact Sandy and yes, we actually thought she isnt coming, till some time later when Liying gave her a call and she finaly picks up! Lol, bias. Only picks up liying call. lol. Anyway, we waited for her arrival and during that time, we had breakfast at delifrance. Mmm... The Quiche Lorraine is NicE! haha yum yum.. But the most expensive pastry there. Haiz. Lol.

We left for Liying house when Sandy arrived. But wow, when we went there, we realise that she doesnt have any wireless router. So yea wow. Kinda of a wasted trip to her house there. lol. And wow, Liying computer is superbly 'fast' la. Take like 10mins or 20 mins to start up. Her computer apparently runs on 246mb ram. O.o? 246mb? shouldnt it be 256mb? lol. Dunno, thats what the 'my computer' says Lol. Time to upgrade comp lo. haha. Ahh she got 2 hamsters! Reminds me of my one. ( Sadly, mine ran away few years ago by digging holes in my garden) Haha. One of them bit me when I am trying to feed it. Its like im holding the nut with my index finger and thumb, it went to smell the nut and bit my little finger(4th one). Lol bite so hard some more.. can feel its sharp teeth sinking in. But haha not sharp enough to pierce my skin =p. And wow. Sandy took 30 mins before she finally poked the hamster. Its like all the time, her finger is just 1 cm away from the hamster, she will freeze and freak out. I think the hamster is pretty much traumatised by us too. lol.

Well took taxi to my house later on... Blegh and ordered KFC for lunch! Lol. Jeff said we start work after lunch and so yeap.. we waited and sandy and ly are playing tabletennis while waiting.. The delivery took one hour and came at 4.10. Lol. So we ate at my living room and hahaz made quite a mess coz of the stupid colesaw leaking. And haha thankfully we have sandy there to save us. lol. She is a good cleaner =p. She wiped and wiped my glass table till its like... wow! Did I just bought this new glass table or something? lol. Yep it is so shiny lol. Hahaha. You want a part time job? =P. Well, we eat already until like 5.30 or something. Than Liying gtg. So yep. the meeting for the project is over. Work done = zero. lol. Ahaha. Walked them all the way to interchange. Wa.. during the walk, I saw Xian Ming! Lol, my pri 6 'brother brother'. Haha. He look so taiwanese now. lol So cool man.. But sadly, sigh never contact with all my pri 6 frenz alr. I didnt go for the pri 6 reunion early this year! zz.zz.zz. Oh well..

Lol Started new char in maplestory delphinus! lol. feel so no life lol.. haha.. wa tmr still have sch.. zz lazy.


i lost you,,
5:20 PM


Monday, November 12, 2007

Hah. Battlefield Bootcamp shifted from 17th November to 1st December! Yay! Haha Now can attend both the wedding and the competition. Okay maybe not competition, friendly match. Hahaz. Time to train ya. Cannot get thrashed haha. Sadly it is only 8v8 conquest mode, 5v5 conquest mode(Infantry only), 2v2 conquest mode(Armor only) and lastly Free for all(knife only). Why sadly? Because there is no Titan mode which our clan excels and known for! Lol. Sigh. Yikes, free for all knife... A chance to get every single dogtags from all the different clans haha. Man, its gonna be awesome. Each 4 clan are gonna send about 10 representatives. Gonna finally see those pro faces. Haha.

Lol. The trip to science center for tomorrow service learning trip is cancelled! because it is closed for some reason. Lol. Dont have to wake up early already. woot haha. Sigh sigh. But i want to go out! Rotting at home is bad for health. zzzz.. Man, why is everyone looking for job. Even some unexpected ones already found themselves a job.. Maybe I should go find a job too. hmm..

Unworth and incomparable. Maybe we are created this way.


i lost you,,
4:25 PM


Saturday, November 10, 2007

Hahaz. Just got back from Changi Airport! Haha. Went there to see off all the TPJCians for the Shandong exchange trip. There are also quite other few students who came to see them off too. Met Shuyun, Parveen and Roshan there, whom are also seeing them off. Haha. So cool. School trips always seem so fun! See all of them carrying real thick jackets... ah.. make me miss going those cold countries. If only it is non-chinese, i dont mind going =/. Sigh.. How unlucky.. lol. Even my brother went to Hong Kong with his WHOLE CLASS during the year end, back in one of his secondary school years. ok maybe not whole but most of them. So fun go with class or school. lolz. AHH... I want to go overseas...

Haha, when they checked-in, we did some crazy stuffs like kept waving at them, taking some wierd photos(when it is illegal and was stopped by a policeman halfway), making a 'L O V E' word with our hands. Haha. But wow... see them go there like sure damn fun one.. haiz.. Haha PokQuen was so super stunned when he see me there. And he thought I was going Shandong too. LolZ. Oh well, to all of the TPJCians and teachers going to Shandong. Please take care over there and also dont get cheated over there. Lolx. HAve fun and Bon Voyage! I wish you a safe flight to China and also when flying back to Singapore! =D

Hahaz. Oh well, dont know why last night I couldnt sleep well. I started or tried sleeping at 12.30am. And kept my eyes shut but I know im not sleeping at all! After quite awhile, unable to take it, I checked my clock and it shows... 3.05AM.. WA spent 2hr and 25mins trying to sleep?! Irritating. Got up, did some light stretching lol. Ok, I did some crunches, hoping to exhaust myself and throw myself to slumber. And I think it worked. Dont know what time but I finaly fell asleep. Lol. Maybe thats why im tired.. haha...

Hmmm... I think they are in the plane right now. Waiting for take off? Haha. Their flight is like at 1am and now is 12.45am. Hmmm 15 more minutes. yep they gotta be in their plane waiting already. Haha. Once again, Bon Voyage! Remember to buy me souveniers. lol


i lost you,,
4:45 PM


Friday, November 09, 2007

HAPPY DEEPAVALI! Lolx =P

Lol lol. Went out to Vivocity with Edwin today!! Haha. So long never go out with him already. Hmmm... Went to buy shirt from G2K Lol. Haha. the sales attendent like all so pissed off like that. Just because we keep trying different shirt. Don't like that malay guy anyway. Give me that irritating stare. At least the rest were more friendly. Grr, I will never approach that guy for help, unfriendly boy. Haha. had lunch at SUPERDOG. Haha. Didn't know there's such fast food restaurant. Its like a hybrid of MosBurger and Carls Jr... Hmmm. Not bad, the hot dogs and burger. But all every expensive. About same price as Carls Jr. Haha.

Well, dont know how we spent the rest of time so fast. We just walk around, talking crap, window shopping, stare at the cruise? O.o? Lol. There's this japanese ship thats docked at Vivocity! Its rather huge O.O. but yea wow, main attraction of the day there. Well, apparently it is having some "Southeast-Asian Youth Programme" event or something like that. Dont know what is it about though. But wow docked a ship here just for some youth event? Cool..

Wa.. When my mum gave me a ride to City Hall, she is so furious! o.o" My mum had to fetch my aunt and grandma at their house first before dropping me at CityHall. Just because my aunt and grandma was late for a few minutes, my mum became so angry! Its actually partially my fault too lo.. Because I was already late, suppose to meet Edwin at 1.30. and at that time, while waiting for them, it was 1.45pm. Then, I guess my mum became furious because she told them to come out from their house at a specific time but they didnt cause grandma wants to wait at home. When they board the car, my mum was like shouting at them in hokkien and my grandma also talk back. Though I dont understand, but from the tone, duh they are quarrelling. Moving on, my mum accelerates and sped off like some speed demon.O.o There was this small slope due to the construction nearby... and she didnt slow down! Everyone and everything in the car literally flew up! I was like OMG. My mum is seriously mad. I didnt know what to say then but... Ah man, i felt like telling her to cool down. But.. ahh... whatever.. But yea.. Sorry grandma and aunt.. If i didnt hitch on the ride, this wouldnt happen. I shouldnt have been in the car.. Maybe i should just take public transport next time.. must be independent.. haha.

Ah.. tomorrow still have sch.. zzz.. bored.


i lost you,,
3:39 PM


Thursday, November 08, 2007

HaHA. Just got myself a new blogskin! Lol. Pretty simple looking right? Haha. Because the theme is about simplicity! And that is what I want in my life! haha. =p Yep. lolz right.. like as if life is so simple haha.. gona continue editing the skin tmr.. hahaz lazy already..

Got our results today.. Hmmm lol ok lo.. Unfortunately, we lost 2 classmates. Kinda sad for them. If only more could be done... BUT, you guys are still one of us no matter what =D. We are still 07s12! cheer up!

GP lecture today was... not that bad, rather interesting. We watched this video which interviews few survivors of the holocaust and other genocides in the world. Yep. So sad for them. The world is standing idly, watching people suffer. Sigh. But wa! Must write essay by 15 December! This is torture. Zz. Lol for maths lecture.. Starting i was like falling asleep. So tired. zzz. Only like at the end, which is the integration by parts, then i became fully awake. Lol. bad bad. Integration is like so tough! Zz. Haha.. Now i know why bernard say I will die when comes to intergration. Lol

Sigh. Sigh. Dont know what to do. So Bored. Boring Life.

"No man should stand by idly when his brothers are suffering"


i lost you,,
3:40 PM


Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Wow. Forget about EE kenny. For nuts you won't get them unless a miracle happen. Just expect a ME or maybe AE if possible. OP was screwed, or at least maybe me only. Firstly, I speaked too fast for my presentation. Secondly, The judge kept frowning, which i do not know whether its good or not, but doesnt really matter much. LASTLY, I CANT ANSWER THE QUESTION DURING Q&A! Thats the most freaking screwed up part. This is because the first question posed to me, I actually thought of it beforehand. But I could not think of an answer and thus did not really care about it, hoping they won't ask it. BUT THEY DID. After awhile of silence, they gave me another question BUT I was too STUNNED by the previous question. In the end, I gave some short rubbish crap answer. And judge was like prompting for furthur elaboration but I said that was all. WTH KENNY! For nuts I could have just elaborate and talk crap more! Screw it. Give me 1 mark la. Zzz...Retribution...Whatever... It has been crushed into pieces...

The rest of the people did not that bad. At least there are improvements. Not surprise if they score higher. But yep, it was all good. Good job guys. =)..

Well, the good side is that OP is finally over! And in 2 days time, we can wash PW off our mind! Thats great. But oh well. All I've got to worry is the results for PW. Cant be change now. This is it, one A lvl subject is gonna be done.

I wish I can crawl back into that shell I used to live.


i lost you,,
9:44 AM


Sunday, November 04, 2007

Zzz.. OP is like two days time. Sigh, wonder if everything will go just fine. I hope it will. Just get this thing over with and I can save my mind from bothering it anymore. Maybe Im too pessimistic about my group. Just feel that we need more and more practice till we are like perfect? Lol. Maybe we arent that bad already? AH dont know. I just want everyone to get EE thats all. So everyone please practice!!

Because I don't even know if I can handle it.
Maybe that's why I didn't go for it.


i lost you,,
9:34 AM