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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

So fast, its gonna be the end of 2008. =( Sadly, we are all gonna grow another 1 year older soon..(though my birthday just past) No idea why, but I just feel like the world is ending with every passing year. We are like nothing more than just matters transcending through time. Bah.

Anyway... here are just some photos from that day at Novotel. Haha.. I wont post the rest since you can find them in Jeff blog... and these are photos that I took with my phone.. Lawl.. Anyway, these are taken when we were enjoying the morning breeze by the swimming pool.. Haha..


My right...

My left...


Aw... Watch them sleep.. =p.. Jeff seems to be like freezing..

























In less than 12 hours,
I will close this chapter of my life,
leaving these memories behind,
with joy and with sorrow,
and with regrets within my solemn heart.
But that doesnt mean there werent any good times during this year. Because there were. With all my friends around me. All of them. :)


i lost you,,
5:48 PM


Sunday, December 28, 2008

Ah... My cousin have just arrived with a huge bagpack, filled with supplies and equipments, enough for staying over my house for a few days. Oh how saddening... how saddening...

Now, he is hogging onto my computer and I have no command over it anymore. Well, just for the time being. Luckily, my brother just went to have a nap and now, I can at least use a computer. Gosh, why do I have to look after this kid in the first place? =/

Will talk more later.. haha.. So tired... Slept at 5am yesterday... or rather today... Guess what could I be doing so late in the night?

...The answer is obvious I guess.

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you


i lost you,,
6:34 AM


Friday, December 26, 2008

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hoho.. Wow.. Time really flies.. Its already Christmas! and soon, its gonna be New Year, welcoming the year 2009! Its like so fast?! No more JC or schools for like 2 years(well hopefully).. Haha.. If only time could be reversed. Lawl... Im gonna miss schooling and all..

Anyway, many stuffs happened the previous few days... We went to play badminton for 6 hours at Kampong Ubi!! ... Like omg... We were like damn shagged after the badminton... Sore legs and arms.. Lol.. Went home after badminton to wash up, before heading to block 85 to have dinner! The food there were... awesome! haha.. Love the Stingray and the fried oyster egg and the bbq chicken wing!.. Oily food.. haha.. Then we went back to my house to slack and slack and slack.. Hoho... The girls played the computer games L4D while the guys watched the movie "The Dark Knight" haha.. The girls were like screaming around while playing L4D.. Lawlz.. The Dark Knight was awesome! hahha "Why so Serious?" .... Some left around 1+... and the rest continued to slack in my computer room. Haha.. Chatted and looked through photos till like 5+.. And we went to Bedok Macdonald for breakfast! Hahaha.. It was raining, so all of us took an umbrella each.. It was kinda retarded I have to say.. Early in the morning, a group of people carrying an umbrella each walking together.. Hoho...

It continued raining even after we finish eating our breakfast.. Went back around 7+ with my jeans getting soaked up by all the splattering rain on the ground... Jeff left around 8+.. and the rest fell asleep in my house soon after jeff left... XX took my bed, while Rosh and I slept on the mattress in my computer room, and Deren and Jan slept on my sofas in the living room. Haha..

Woke up around 12 noon, and recieved a complain - my pillow is tooo hard. -.-

LAwl... Well, I think its just nice. Haha.. Anyway.. just chatted all the way, and rosh left around 3... We washed up and waited for Jeff arrival before leaving for shopping for food to pay CR a visit and countdown at CR house.. Haha... Brought a number of stuffs, 2 whole chickens, 200g of ham, marshmallows, eggs, wine, milk and Old Chang Kee.. XD... Haha.. Oily food again.. Goodness.. Need to train now... Anyway, yea we ate and watch movies and played funny games.. Lawl...Oh yea, we couldnt finish the chicken and so we left there... And the tea CR's mum made is nice.. Haha.. Left around 1+ I think.. And Deren and I have to go thru SOP... Yeap.. Upon completing it, I walked back with deren a little before taking a cab home.. Haha.. Tired...

And there, 2 days were over so quickly... And soon its gonna be 2009..
=( We are all growing old now.. Haiz.


i lost you,,
6:23 AM


Saturday, December 20, 2008

First.. My thanks...

THANKS panda for making the Birthday card and also the present!... haha. Its really nice.. =D

And not to forget... THANKS everyone for the presents too!.. Love them.. haha. Especially the crumpler bag. Lolx..

Secondly.. Whats been happening...

Been going out lately.. For all sort of reasons. Haha.. Everyday come home shagged and lazy to do anything... Not literally shagged duh.. I've just came home from a cousin outing!... Which I believe is my 1st or 2nd outing out of my whole life where i go out with my cousins... Haha.. Ok la, hanged out with my closer cousins.. so it wasnt that bad... though I didnt really talked much haha.. Had dinner at some Korean buffet.. Yummy... It was really nice! haha... The kimchi soup was coolll.... And we spammed lots of prawns and E'clair. Haha.. When we finished our dinner.. We found a small little bug or cockroach which one of my cousin claim it to be, on one of the empty plate... Like Omg?.. After eating everything, then we realised there is a bug there.. Well, we complained and got a 10% discount.. Hahahaha...

Two days ago, I went back to TPJC.... which was rather abit of waste of time.. haha... But quite cool.. walking around the whole college.. Brings back memories.. xP.. Actually.. I kinda miss studying in school already.. well just a little... Haha.. Retarded.. Oh yes.. I went back to take my Napfa Cert anyway.. But well, they have to prepare it for me.. So yea.. And the P.E department actually want to consult me to reconsider to opt for PES B.. Saying that they have their reason to put me in PES C and its not all about fitness and stuff.. Sigh.. But yea, I wanna try and do something fun and hiiong in army! I wanna like give my all in army.. Its now or never man.. But yea.. so many people are persuading me to stay at PES C.. Zzz.. Dont know la..

Sigh... This month is also like the most expensive month ever in my lifetime... Going broke and bankrupt soon. Hoho... Another reason to find a job.. Hah.. But im pure lazy to find one.. Gosh.. I need to rid of this laziness in me..

Oh yea.. The song "Hand Of Sorrow" by Within Temptation is cool... Its nice and the song is actually about a book " Assasin's Apprentice" I think... Somehow, it just makes me tthink of Assasin's Creed. haha.... But anyway, I just kinda love its song and lyrics anyway.. Hahaha.. It really made me feel like reading the book.. But after reading the summary on wikipedia, it doesnt seems to interest me already. Haha. Doesnt look as cool as I thought it would be. Anyway Here is the lyrics..

Hand Of Sorrow by Within Temptation


The child without a name grew up to be the hand
To watch you, to shield you or kill on demand
The choice he’d made he could not comprehend
His blood a grim secret they had to command


He’s torn between his honor and the true love of his life
He prayed for both but was denied


So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed
Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind?
So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise?
Will all our sins be justified?


The curse of his powers tormented his life
Obeying the crown was a sinister price
His soul was tortured by love and by pain
He surely would flee but the oath made him stay


He’s torn between his honor and the true love of his life
He prayed for both but was denied


So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed
Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind?
So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise?
Will all our sins be justified?


Please forgive me for the sorrow, for leaving you in fear
For the dreams we had to silence, that’s all they’ll ever be
Still I’ll be the hand that serves you
Though you’ll not see that it is me


So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed
Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind?
So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise?
Will all our sins be justified?


Gothic Metal ftw.




Hand Of Sorrow - Within Temptation


i lost you,,
3:50 PM


Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Overnight Cycling Summary:

Objectives:
1) When East meets West - Achieved
2) Roundabout Singapore - Failed

New Records:
1) Longest distance covered
2) Longest time spent cycling
3) Shortest rest period
4) Stepped upon new ground

Hell Roads:
1) Mandai Road
2) Woodlands Road

Approximate Cycling Hours: 10-12 hours

Casualties:
Chuan Rui - Bruise and cuts from a big tree branch
Chuan Rui - Bruise from a fall by the drain

End of Summary.
Lol. Lazy to write the details.. Some other time yea.. Darn tired now.. My ass is beyond sore..
Anyway it was awesome... Heh.


i lost you,,
7:45 AM


Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Firstly.. THANKS Shuyun for making the birthday card for both Jeff and me! Hoho. Really really grateful and touched by your effort to make the card for us! She actually sacrificed her sleeping hours till the next morning to make the card. hoho. Thanks thanks.. =D And thanks for the present and the rest who wished my an early birthday in that card hoho.

Anyway, went to play volleyball yesterday with 07S13 and Jeff. The weather.. wasnt sunny at all and is super cold! Gosh.. It is so totally awesome! How I wish that for the rest of my life, singapore weather is like as cooling and windy as that.. ah... sweet. Anyway, we went Siloso Beach and wham!... They took away the volleyball court nets in preparation for this saturday ZoukOut. How disappointing.. Bah.. So we had our picnic first, under a pavilion.. Yum.. Jeff brought Sotong balls, chicken wings and hard-boiled eggs.. Haha he was the only person who cooked and prepared food for the picnic.. The rest of us bought like chips and drinks from VivoMart before coming to sentosa.. Hoho. We then played volleyball in the rain! Its so nice! Seriously.. Love that weather.. Rainy and windy... Well, ok we spent like the rest of our time playing and taking photos.. Hoho..

Left around 5 or 6.. to meet Chuan Rui, who is emo-ing at Vivocity. haha sorry!.. Went to have dinner at Secret Recipe and ate the Lamb Shank, which is recommended by Jeff.. Hoho.. Its nice Haha.. That was where they presented us(jeff and me) our presents and bday cards too.. hoho.. Chat a little while more and we left for home!.... except for Jeff and CR who wants to come my house to play L4D. Hoho. Sadly, the L4D in my bro comp couldnt update in time and they cant play together.. CR stayed over my house and we played CoH till 2am.. Well we got thrashed all the way like wth.... Must be sleepy thats why..

And today... woke up 8+.. to go play tennis with my cousin! Hoho.. Really lost my touch. Hoho But after awhile.. i kinda got it back.. Pretty fun yea.. We played from 10am to 12pm.. Haha.. Went to Tampines to have our lunch... and also to do some little shopping and watch movie too! We got tickets for the show Quarantine at 5.30pm.. Ate at BillyBombers like for my first time! hoho.. Yea it awesome.. The milkshake and the chicken... splendid! Went around shopping for tennis bags or racket bags, shoes and caps.. Well didnt buy anything.. lol. just wanna kill time thats all. hoho..

I would say Quarantine is a not bad movie actually. Although its like Cloverfield, using a camera running around the whole bloody place, I think its less messier that what I expected. Watching the show really reminds me of the game L4D. Hoho.. Zombies running and screaming.. And at the last scene which kinda looks like the witch from L4D. hoho. But the silence and suspense are really a killer.. And my cousin is seriously adding up the killer suspense and fear by curling up covering her face in almost every scenes like as if something is gonna pop out.. Gosh.. But haha its a pretty good show like I said.

Kinda tired.. Think i should go sleep now.. Hoho.. Chaoz.

Im no Hero. Im just another ordinary boy.
A kid who holds onto false hopes and dreams.


i lost you,,
1:25 PM


Sunday, December 07, 2008

Okay now let me talk about Xtro Camp 08 now! Hoho. It was really really an awesome camp with the kids! bwaha. On the first day, I thought Im gonna die taking care of my group. By the way, my group consisted of Diana, Brina, Cherilyn, Faris and Jie Sheng. Hoho. Faris and Cherilyn are the youngest in the group, primary 3 this year if I recall. Diana and Jie Sheng always like quarrel with each other, because they wanna win and they wanna be the leader of the pact. Somehow. But I love their attitude.. That is to win and be first in everything! Competitive. Hoho. Perhaps that is the reason why my group win at the end of the camp. Hohoho. But I got to say, at times, their competitive spirits gets really irritating. We lose, and they start blaming each other or accusing other groups of cheating.. That really sucks.



Anyway, like I said, I thought I was gonna die having this group as my group is the only group with only 1 children leader, which is me! Keith was suppose to be in my group, but jumped over to Jeffrey group. And because of that, we switch groups, I was initially in blue team, now a red team. Hoho. Kinda dread it before the start of the camp, but now that I think of it, Im thankful for it! Hoho. Gah. But starting was a mess. They kept calling me names like its for free. They also kept saying how much they want to kill and strangle me. Like wth. When I asked them to give ideas for group name, they go "Bloody Kenny, Uncle Kenny, Bloody uncle Kenny, bloody leader...etc" like wth? Geez. I ended up scolding them not to use the word 'bloody' in front of somebody's name. Hoho and they stopped! When they time come to make the flag, we decided our group name to be Red Devil! Hoho. Emo Kids eh? Or maybe Man U fans, but nope they arent. Out of all the group flags, I thought ours was the worst actually, especially when ours is like so different from others. Other group's flag look... kinda like kiddy and colourful.. while ours.. is just red and black and a little of other colours for our hand prints. Emo kids or devillish kids. hoho.



Anyway, had our games and stuffs.. I wont elaborate because I wont know how to write and it will take eternity. So jumping to the second day.. Like whoa... My group suddenly turn into someone else! They suddenly so sweet! like omgosh? O.o.. Especially Diana. Haha coolness. And again, we had the different games on the second day.. Another day of fun! hoho.



Thanks thanks RED DEVIL for your enthusiasism and participation! You kids are cool..



Thanks to the game masters, Poh Ling, Xiao Wei, Rebecca and Charlene, for all the interesting games that I had never played before. Hoho.


i lost you,,
11:03 AM


Saturday, December 06, 2008

Hoho.. Okay Im real tired now.. But.. I've got to send finish photos to someone first. So yea.. Shall blog a very short post first before sleeping.. need to wake up tmr morning for breakfast with cousin! =[

Anyway.. THANKS OG12! Hoho. Thanks for today! Really. :) It was really enjoyable with you guys.. After soo long since we last met. Haha. And sorry.. REALLY SORRY JANE AND KEVAN for unable to attend your birthdays the other time.. And the others too.. =[ Anyway you guys are a great bunch of friends! Haha thanks loads


Hmmm.. Still haven write about TFSC camp... If I have time tomorrow.. Hoho..Tired..


Now.... Here is just 2 photos that we took just now. :)




Lol my Birthday cake.. Hoho.. And a star
haha Me, Kevan, Stella, Jane and Eunice.. The picture is blur!.. Forgot to on flash. hah.


i lost you,,
5:00 PM


Friday, December 05, 2008

Lol.. On 29-30 Dec, We celebrated Jan and Julian Birthday! Haha thanks Jan for booking the chalet! =D Alright.. Certainly it was a blast, especially in the night... hehe... What do you think we were doing? Anyways, the food were good.. Love the Otah and the Chicken Wings! Haha.. Played with some crazy games like.. Twister and card games like, grab the bone(well we used improvised wallets and stuffs). Hahaha Twister was... way fun and obscene. XD I think the photos they took are really obscene anyway.. But its super fun! hahaha.. We played dare and dare(well was abit like 'eat or dare' instead) Kinda scary cause most of the things they dare is.... super daring? Haha. And poor chuan rui who gets saboed all the times even though he never kena.

When 30 dec came(12am), we sent the girls off and went to the beach to have a drink of the wine that Jeffrey brought! It is called, Cienna, which is pronouced as Sian-Ah. hahaha But the wine is nice! Its sweet. haha.. Drink a while and went back into the chalet.. Whoa.. Nich, roshan, chuan rui, jeffrey and me started playing the drinking game "Up and Down".. It is super retarded too.. The beer really got us all, we were like super reluctant to drink after drinking 2 cans.. (though i think its very little but I still died anyway) Haha... Finished all the cans of beer and finally went to sleep..

Haha Jeffrey, nicholas, roshan and chuanrui shared the bigger bed! haha. While Jan, Ernest and me shared the smaller single bed. Lol. It was super duper cold... brr.... but the funniest part was when the air-con suddenly and seemingly to 'off' itself.. and silence came...Then somebody laughed and the rest suddenly just broke into laughter the whole room was filled with laughter.. like LOL? The scene was really super retarded.. Oh man.. We then go back to sleep after the long laughter.. And the aircon just keeps on going 'on and off' for the entire night... I couldnt sleep because firstly, it was super duper cold and Ernest took my blanket(which i took it back quite some time later) secondly, maybe I do not have pillow.. Lol..

I stayed awake till like 5 or 6 am where Jan woke up and went downstairs.. That was when, I took his pillow and slept more comfortably.. Hahaa Woke up around 8+.. or 9 I cant remember actually haha... Packed up and went to have breakfast at the crowded macdonald of ECP... Went to play lan.. which I got to say, quite boring somehow.. I nearly fell asleep a few times.. Well, only the pudge war was fun haha..

On 1st Dec, WE HAVE PROM NIGHT! Woohoo! Alright man. Went to CR house to meet up with CR himself and roshan. We left our clothings there and went to highlight our hair. Whoops, we kinda used CR as a guinea pig - to be the first guy to highlight hair first. Sorry.. Haha. Anyway, he highlighted brown and we went out of the salon to give verdict for his hair. We took pretty long to decide whether we(I and Rosh) should highlight our hair. We kinda like stood outside the salon for quite long and the hairdressers inside were like staring at us, giving the "you wana come in" look. Haha.. In the end, we just went in and asked for recommendation and rosh got highlighted dark brown, as for myself I highlighted dark brown-blonde? haha.. He actually wanted me to DYE all my hair blonde.. like wow.. abit too AA. haha.. Well, highlighted our hair and went back to CR house to change to our suits. Haha. Funny, when we walked out of CR house, it felt as though like Roshan and I are CR's bodyguards.. That is because Roshan and I wore the same colour(red shirt) while Cr wore some black and red shirt. Haha ok whatever. Now jumping to Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel(hope i got it right).. Well I have to say.. it is quite saddening as... our table always left 3 people - Jeffrey, Jian Hui and me! Lol.. The rest kept leaving the table to take photos outside... leaving all the food to rot on the table.. LoLx. Okay.. Well, seriously kinda wasted alot of food actually.. Haha. It was fun when we started walking around and taking photos with people. Haha. Everyone is really dressed up very VERY NICE! Especially those few who dressed up very close to the them "Masquerade".. like the masked Mustafa(hope i got his name right) and the other guy who dressed up like some royal person..Ok I dont really know how to describe. Haha.

Very quickly, prom night ended, and we all headed for post prom at Zouk! Which is actually just beside only. LOL. Ok.. Gosh.. Super long queue! But lucky Jeffrey and me, who are still UNDER 18.. are able to get in like very quickly.. But we still waited for the rest, who are ABOVE 18 to enter Zouk. haha. When we got in.. Gosh.. It kinda like, we waited for them for nothing.. Because the member area(where all the TPJCian are) is only for 18 and above.. like WTH?! Man.. in the end, Jeff and I went some where and emo-ed.. OK no la, we just stoned there. Haha. We went halfway because it is like we are wasting time there.. We dont wana dance because... well we are not used to it yet? Haha.. In the end, we walked like around the area outside of Zouk.. Walked to some petrol station and then to Great World City. haha. CR later sms and asked us to go back and dance.. So yea, we went back.. and... danced. Hahaha. Damn awkward at the start..Its like.. How to dance!? Haha.. But after awhile, I decided to just try to let go of that awkwardness and dont care how people may look at me, and started to anyhow dance.. Seriously, just anyhow. haha. Have to really let go.. haha. Danced all the way to 3am.. where the whole event is over. haha. Went to the member area(becoz they are closing and arent selling alcohol anymore) and took some photos..

Lol.. And our next destination.. Sherlin's house. Haha.. Went there to just slack all the way to morning like 7+ am.. Whoo... Was darn tired.. haha.. What did we do? We played cards, pool, eat noodles and listen to the duet(CR and Shuyun) serenade with the piano. haha. Had to go CR house to get my bags and my clothes before heading back home.. Gah... Reached home like 9+ close to 10... Bathed.. And sleep!.. and wake up for skit rehearsal at TFSC.. Haha..

Ok I will end here.. I will write TFSC camp later.. It was awesome! :)

Photos later too. Haha


i lost you,,
10:36 AM


Monday, December 01, 2008

Yesterday was AWESOME(Well, the Jan & Julian party of course). Today was SCREWED(After the whole thing). Nothing happened. Something just went wrong with my brain the whole day again.

Too tired to elaborate. Another day.

We have became oblivious to our sins.


i lost you,,
3:59 PM