Yea! FOB ftw. Hahaha. Cool bears yea!. LawL. Folie A Deux.

Anyway, we visited Mr Chang house today for CNY.. Haha. Well, sadly there is lesser people this year.. Only Jan, Roshan, CR, Deren, Hen, Chrish, Sihua and me went his house. Little isnt it? Haha. Well, it was still pretty fun anyway.

Oh well..


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HAPPY 2nd day of NIU YEAR! Lawl. Okay. Today isnt really as fun as yesterday. Visited my grandma and had our annual Mee Sua cooked by my grandma. Good as always! Haha. Nothing really happened there. =/

And whoa.. I dont know why my family decided to walk through the... I think its the TreeTopWalk.. How rare to have a family outing like this. Lawl. It took us like one hour to walk from around Depot Road and through the path, to Henderson Waves bridge. Haha. I think its really nice there somehow. The scenery is like trees everywhere. Lawl. Maybe we can go hike the ground trail there instead of the high steel passageway someday! Coolness yea.

And I finally learnt something about my Grandpa today! And that he is actually very very against gambling! He forbid my family from gambling.. even if we are not playing cash. And strangely, even Monopoly is not exempted because there is 'money' involve. Hahhaha. Funny. Anyway, no wonder why my paternal family tree is so 'clean' in a way that they do not gamble at all. Well, my generation is all gambling anyway =p.. Haha Sorry Grandpa.

Alrighty.. Going to sleep now :)

Im your fashion designer of disaster

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Happy Niu Year everyone!

Hahaha hey everyone! Hope you guys got alot of hong baos this year! And of course hope you all enjoyed the first day of CNY! Because I did! Yea, strangely(well thankfully too) this year seems better. I did not stoned at anyone house for the very first time! LOL. An achievement somehow. And yeap, it was fun talking and taking photos with my bro and my cousin(Obviously not that cousin I was talking about from my previous post). Haha.. But!!! Dammit all, I have to celebrate CNY with a peeling face. Yea. My face is peeling very badly because of the sunburn. And dammit.. The tan is actually making the white spots more obvious.. Shouldnt have gone to sentosa then. =/

whew.. I went for new year shopping yesterday! And well, there is like nothing much to buy seriously. I saw some... but there isnt stock for my size. They are all too big for me! Lawl. Sadden. Haha. And I didnt know all the stores closes at 5pm because of CNY. So I actually took my time walking around before I start noticing stores closing.. Darn.. Oh yea, I met Shuyun and her family at Raffles Shopping Centre too. Lawl.. Looks like her family is doing last minute shopping too.

Weee! Its like been ages since my family had the korean style steamboat at home.. You know, the soup and the teppanyaki steamboat? The last time I had it was like when I was in lower primary. And yesterday, I finally get to bbq again! Damn happy. Haha. Its like so much better than the usual steamboat.. mmmhmm..

Bah.. Definitely going fatter and fatter.. After CNY, its time to slim down and train up! ><



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Whatever.

I have no idea why you, my dear cousin, does not seem to have this simple word "Respect" in your dictionary. I dont care if you dont respect me, but at least respect your elders will you? Thats like one of the most fundamental values in life.(Well thats what I think) You didnt even bother giving a reason. Tch. And plugging those earpieces into your ears and giving that f face throughout the whole dinner isnt gonna make you look any way cool okay. Not at all. Not a single bit.

You probably had a bad day earlier on, but NO, you will still be blackmarked by me and the entire family. They are already very upset about it anyway.

Well, other than that.. I think the whole reunion dinner thing was pretty alright. But I didnt had the mood to talk much back then. For some strange reason, I feel mentally tired and moody the whole day.. Probably used up all my reserves yesterday at Sentosa and Home Club.. heh... Not in the mood to blog abt yesterday now.. so go look at other ppl blog... All I can say is.. it was real fun..

Tch. What a contrast between today and yesterday.

Yesterday was all fun and joy!
Today is all moody and shitty...

The unfathomable truth behind the mask of lies

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It feels like deja vu.
Everything is like the same, just that in different situation.
And that means nothing has changed within me.
Failed.

Yes life sucks at times. Get use to it.

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Yesterday was one hell of a day of suffering. I swear I could have died if I didnt went to see the doctor. Seriously. I think its one of the worst day of my life. Lol. Thank God that I feel so much better now, though still feel a little weak now.. Well at least, Im not bedridden now.. Haha.

Anyway, the doctor diagnosed me with Acute Bronchitis, though I think the symptoms for Pneumonia seems to best describe my condition yesterday. High fever, dizziness, shaking chills, coughing out lots of phlegm, fast and strong heartbeats, breathlessness, headaches, sweating nonstop and extreme fatigueness. Yea, that was about all that I suffered yesterday.

Well, I will do the storytelling some other day. Or maybe not, it would be stupid and boring if I blog about how I suffered 12 hours of my life. But I will just say the 3 most screwed up things that happened yesterday, which you will wish that it will never happen to you when you are seriously damn ill.

First screwed up event - The clinic closes just when I just reached the damn clinic.
Second screwed up event - After waiting for 2 hours for the clinic to reopen, the 2 old ladies and 1 old man just walks up and take the first 3 appointments.
Third screwed up event - The doctor is LATE.

haha. well just hope I can recover soon. Haha.

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OMGWTHBBQ... Okay.. I feel so sentimental now... I actually almost.. note ALMOST.. and did not tear while watching Asuma sensei die. I know. Its like wth?.. Haha. Im was watching Naruto Shippuden... Thank God the fillers are over.. I know Im VERY lag(cause the it was so damn long ago since the show continued from the stupid fillers) but because I lazy watch it.. Wanna wait to watch all of them in a go ya.. Haha.. But anyway.. yea.. damn sad that he died... :'( lawl.. and the new OP and ED just makes the whole thing better..

Man.. I say you got to love the whole Naruto show.. For showing how they grow up and how the older generation will soon take over by the younger generation.. and of course all the tragic moments like this... More sensei are going to die soon! Cant wait.. Haha.. Sounds a little sadistic but.. its all this tragic moments that make the show so nice.. I say its the Beauty Of Tragedy.. hahas. Well, of course not too much la.. Its just that they know when and how to blend into the show.. Hahas.. Im still so sad over Asuma. Lawl.. 4.5/5 for the show. haha. The missing 0.5 is because of them keep dragging the show.. (For example the fight with Naruto and Orochimaru.. Like what the bird? Wasting time watching them having staring contest)

Ok.. Enough of Naruto...

Firstly.. I guess I should apologise my dad someday.. Yesterday, he was telling me that I should go see the doctor because of some white patches on my skin. Well, thinking that it is nothing serious and it is so darn troublesome just to go see a doctor, I tried to talk my way thru, saying that it is nothing and stuff. And yea, we sort of argued with each other. But well, I yielded and reluctantly followed him to go see the doctor the following day, which is today.. And well, the doctor said its some fungus infection of the skin but isnt anything serious. Lol.. After the consultation.. I was rather ambivalent.. I felt like apologising to my dad because back then, I was arguing with him that it is not an infection which he claims it to be. But at the same time, I was also arguing with him that it is nothing serious while he think it is super serious. So.. well, I didnt know whether I should apologise. I mean.. both of us were right and wrong at the same time right? Haha. So yea, silence was all there is.

haha.. Alright man.. Tomorrow is gonna be Zouk.. awesomeness. Haha.. Okay.. Im a little lazy to say other stuff... so yea.. going off now..

You know the closer you get to something,
the tougher it is to see it.

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There are things that I could not comprehend.

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Today, colleges re-opens.. And I have to go back to Tampines Junior College... Well, just for today and not for lessons, but to collect my Napfa cert. Haha. Lawl.. Went back to college today and I've got to say, sometimes it is just nice to wear uniform and attened lessons. I dont know but, I just kinda missing a little bit of school days already. Hah. Met CR and Samuel who just finished their GP test and waiting for their Econs test. Man, what a way to begin college... Tests in the first week of college? How can it get any better? Hah. Kidding. Chatted with CR and Samuel while waiting for their next test. And well, they were saying that they feel wierd in their new class? haha. No worries man, you guys will just get use to it sooner or later.

Went to TM to have lunch and wandered around aimlessly again. Well, I just wanna stay out and not go home and rot. So yea, I walked around TM, doing some window shopping before I finally got bored and headed home.

:o Its going to rain! Awesomeness. A perfect weather to sleep. Ah ha. Maybe I should go get a nap now.. Till then..

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Well, Here are the photos that I've edited the other day..



















Lol. The first photo that I edited. Kinda of like saw his photo on facebook and it gave me a little inspiration about steps in life. So yea. But anyway, its actually a photo of him shuffling. Well, I didnt know at that time and it actually looked emo to me. haha.





















Another photo I've edited after editing the first one. Well, this is not Jan. But its a photo taken during TPJC Interact Club Installation'08. I was looking for some photos that is able to give that black and white mood or kind of feeling yea.. So I actually thought this was a good idea. But apparently, I tried and it look horrible no matter how much I try to change the tone. I just cant get the right mix of black and white! So yea, I decided to just make it darker and add a few wordings into it.. How simplistic.





















The second photo that Jan sent me and asked me to edit. This time, I know that he is actually shuffling in the photo. So yea, I figure it is going to be wierd if Im going to make it black and white again. Doesnt have the mood there. So yeap. I tried to make it look funky and colourful? Which I do not know if it is too much. This is actually my first attempt to make a photo colourful by mixing different colours. Lol.





















This is the same photo but I re-edited it because when I uploaded the other one on face book, the picture is being blurred, particularly the wordings. So I just changed the fonts and stuffs... And actually, I think this is better than the previous one. Haha.

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Lol. Pls dont ask me if im okay or not. Because I am. Haha. Anyway, I've been wandering outside blindlessly for the past few days, thats why Im less online those few days. haha. No Im not being emotional like as if I just lost my purpose of living and spending the final days of my life by enjoying the final sight of the world. Im just enjoying the outside life rather than staying at home. Its better to walk around and enjoy the breeze rather than staying at home socialising with your computer. Dont you think? haha.

Anyway more recently, I've been photoshopping alot. Haha. No idea why, but have the sudden urge to learn more and do more stuffs. So yea, two days ago, I spent almost the whole day reading photoshop tutorials. Did I learnt much? No. =P . There are many complicated functions that have to key in values and stuffs. Being lazy, Im not going to venture into those functions. Haha. But I've learnt stuffs like texture and brushes! haha. And there are functions in the tutorial, that I do not have. In other words, my photoshop is outdated =[ . Haha.


I've edited one of Jan photo recently too. And he gave me another photo for me to edit. Lol. I wont say its damn nice but I think its just another novice or amateur work. Haha.

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Yesterday weather was super awesome! Its like windy the whole day! Heh. It was so windy, that I decided to just walk home from Parkway Parade. Cmon, you just have to cherish these few days of windy weather. They dont come by very often ya, its like only in this season! So yep, better get out more often these days. Haha. Anyway, it was damn shiok.. so windy and it only takes 1 hr to reach home from PP! haha.. Pretty short eh?

Today woke up all groggy and stuff... Because both my brother and I slept like 3.30+am.. And my mum rang in like around 9am, telling us to pick them up at Harbourfront at 10am. Oh well, we both reluctantly left our bed, washed up and left for Harbourfront. In the end we were early, we reached at 10am.. but our parents have to go thru customs and stuffs.. so yea, we went to have breakfast and macdonald first. Lawll.. And during breakfast, my brother just suddenly and randomly asked if Im a Christian or a Catholic.. And after that, he go on talking about them and stuffs.. I was like... "Whoa? WtH happened to my brother?!" For a moment, I thought he just became a christian or catholic... But in the end, no. Lawl. He then later, talk about some of the practices of certain churches which he(I think) strongly diapproves. I disapprove it anyway.. lawl..

Anyway, after much talk, our parents finally came out of the custom.. haha.. Sent our parents back home and both my brother and I continue our sleep.. till like 3 or 4+.. haha.. Sweet sleep.. and well, we played Dota awhile, before his book in. ahaha. Sad.. Anyway, thats what happened so far.. haha.. Alright.. Got to have my dinner now..

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HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HAPPY 53rd BIRTHDAY DAD!

Goodbye 2008 =[
and HELLO 2009! =]

The last day of 2008 was great! Jeff came my house to play CoH early in the morning like 8am.. LAwl... Have to wake up so early for him.. But its cool. cant afford to waste time sleeping on the very last day of 2008 can I? haha.. Alright.. So it was gaming all the way till the afternoon, around 2.45pm before we left for MindCafe at Tampines Safra! Hahaha. Initially I feared that it might be again another stone and no fun session. But thankfully it wasnt! It was real fun thanks to the people there!(Roshan, Julian, Jeff, Liying, XX, Hen) ahaha.. Played all kind funny games there.. Taboo(which we didnt really play to the game rules), Dirty Minds, First Hand, Uglymonster and xx's favourite Jenga. Lawl.. Fun and funny and retarded session there.. Left around 7+, with Jan tagging along, while Rosh and Julian headed home first.. Went ALL the WAY to Newton to have our dinner.. Mmmm.. Expensive seafood there x(.. But it was nice anyway.. Hahaha Especially the stingray and the cereal prawns.. Ah.. Ate till I was like quite filled up..

And we head ALL the WAY back to Eunos, to Lisa house to countdown! hahaha... Julian, roshan, Deren and CR joined us too. ahaha.. Went to buy some stupid drinks in an attempt to create an awful drink, but well it failed, coz it ended up tasted pretty normal and... tasty? .Haha... Ended up buying Tiger Beer.. which was insufficient was quickly finished by everyone while playing drinking games. Hahah.. Soon... 2009 came! And we started screaming and going high.. Well just a little.. lawl.. And we began to play some retarded gay act, taken by Xx camera.. haha.. lol omgwthbbq.. But everyone is having fun. Haha..

After the act.. we did not know what to do.. Some started facebooking, not to forget helping rosh doing a favor.. Haha.. Chatted crap with xx, outside lisa house till Julian was about to leave for home.. We walked him back to his house(which is like just a street across) and went back lisa house again. Haha.. Went back, and we started playing games like.. 'Werewolf' and some card game. lol.. Nich joined us halfway, as he just finished work.. Soon, it was already 5 or 6+.. and we left for Macdonald at parkway parade in search for breakfast! Haha... By then, everyone was like shagged already.. super tired... Haha.. had our breakfast.. and... we left for home. Lawl... Walked CR back home.. before we took our bus back home..

Reached home around 7+ or8+.. And I slept all the way till 4+pm... Like ah... so nice sleeping on my bed.. hahaha... woke up and my bro began laughing at me saying he thought I was in coma.. -.- like right... Lawl... Soon we have mee sua for dinner, with strawberry cheesecake and red wine as dessert and to celebrate my dad's birthday hahaha.. Sweet...

And well, thats how I spent my last day of 2008 and my first day of 2009. =D... Cheers.

And I wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR, with my bestest wishes to this splendid year of 2009!


And so, I will care no more.
A new chapter has arrived.

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