What am I doing now... at this point of time. Am I fooling myself around? Just when I should be putting my every effort into studying, I decided to take it easy. Oh what am I doing, putting in less effort than O lvl, when A lvl is more difficult and important? Haiz. I feel like entering a battlefield unarmed and unprepared. Well, maybe a little, but not as how much I should be.
Haiz. I hate it. Better start revising real hard... =[



i lost you,,
2:00 PM



While we do justice to others. Have we done justice to ourselves?

i lost you,,
12:46 PM



No offense, im just sharing with what i think about just now

Although we may appear to be the ones at fault, we also do have reasons behind it. But will you even believe us? I doubt so. After all, it is the most common excuse students give and teachers obviously won't believe in it. But what if it's the truth? You wouldnt even give us a chance to explain. You wouldnt even give yourself some space for consideration. Like how we understand your hectic schedule in rushing consultations, could you also understand how even our hectic mugging session now may cause us to forget some things? We are humans too. We tend to forget at times. And come on, this is like our first time that we didnt bring our work. And you have to reprimand us like as if we showed no effort and are totally no interested. HEY? We put in the effort to do the outlines right before the consultation just because we realised that we forgot to bring the outlines. Hence the skimpy work, BUT we still showed the effort to redo. It is a sweeping statement to say we are not interested and not putting in effort in GP. Also, the way you question us, how do you expect us to answer you back comfortably?

Ok fine. We are partially at fault too, for forgetting. BUT I dont think we are fully at fault. Zzz Whatever. Let's just say today isnt really our day.

Lol. Oh well.. Few more weeks to A lvl, and another few more weeks to freedom haha... Better buck up! Everyone jyjy!

While we paint the beauty of this fleeting dream.
We trace out the lines of our scars.

i lost you,,
2:20 PM



Jeff-san asked me to blog yesterday.. So I shall blog today. Lol.. Ok ya. I know I have been MIA from this blog for quite some time..(last post is like 30 september? and now is like 19Oct.) haha.



Well, just some updates.. I tried to thon last night at bedok mac! Hahaha. Well, think it was rather unproductive.. Coz I kept closing my eyes after reading/writing every few sentences and equations of physics.. disastrous.. but I managed to last till 2+am.. Haha thanks again for keeping me awake. Hmm... A lvl is coming soon =[..2 weeks to war... 5 weeks (Is it?) to Freedom! haha. Man, how I long for the days after A's.. Haha.. Quickly get these exams over with..



Oh YA! I recieved my ENLISTMENT ALREADY!!! Its like omgbbq so fast! Its on 24th April next year!.. haha oh man.. I hope I can still opt for combat BMT.. For your information, if you have yet to know, im in PES C undergoing modified BMT. Yea.. So Im like hoping im still able to go into PES B because my brother said that PES C is super boring... Weijie is also in PES C and we have the same enlistment date! Haha.

Well, I was admiring people's photography skill at photoshare in tpjc.net... was really amazed by all the photos taken by the students.. And so I tried to to photoedit some of my photos... well with my novice skills.. haha the first photo was taken very recently when I was walking home and I just took it for fun.. Adjusted the lighting a little to give the contrast haha. The second photo was... well taken quite long ago, about early this year i think? haha.






i lost you,,
1:30 PM



Gah. I feel miserable at home. Becoz I cant study. Geez. Why cant I study at home like last time? I feel so distracted at home now. Bah. This is bad. I need to have a study date with myself. I achieve nothing at home! =/

Well, in about one month time. It's A lvl! And after it, ITS FREEDOM! Haha. Still a long long way from freedom, but a short short time before A lvl. Man. If only I could stop time. No. If only I could travel through time. No. If only I could skip exams.

My GP still aint working out. I have to do 3 essays outline but nothing comes to my mind. Maybe the questions arent for me.. Not the kind that I would do I guess. Or maybe, my GP is just screwed up. haha.

Alright. Im utterly hungry now.. Seem to be starving the whole day.. The temptation to gobble down chunks of fried food especially.. I think thats a symptome for stress.. Stress with social life? Cant be... Stress from college work? no way.. Stress from preparation? nah... Stress from the incoming A lvl? Hey maybe..

If only living a simple and carefree life is as easy as it sounds.

i lost you,,
12:06 PM