Oh well, as expected... My dad is utterly disappointed with my performance for prelims. And well, he is gonna scrutinize my every movement at home every hour, preventing me from excessive or maybe even any gaming. Well, thats what I think thats gonna happen for the days to come.
So what were my grades? AABSS. Yes a great spread between grades, yet again. So why is my dad utterly disappointed? Well obviously its because of the SS grades, where one of them is GP and the other, Econs.(S grades = Sub-pass, which is just a nicer way of saying fail but close to pass) And there he goes, I bet, going to lecture me for weeks about how important GP is and Econs. Like cmon, like I dont know how important they are. Sigh. I think he is also disappointed because I've been failing GP and econs all the while. So yea, perhaps he was hoping for improvement in prelims, but I failed him miserably.
But dad, I know you care for me. BUT the way you talked to me just now, was like only recognising my weaknesses and not my strengths. I know you want me to improve my weaker subjects. But you treated other subjects like as if they have no value in life at all. You spoke for Econs, important for Finance course in University. You spoke for GP, important to my A' level certificate and my daily life. But you spoke none for Sciences and Maths. I spoke for Sciences and Math, important for engineering courses, but you dismissed it like it was nothing and opened a deaf ear to my words. Though I admit I gamed alot and did not put in as much effort as I should. But I still tried right? I still put in my effort didnt I? I know GP is important, and failing it means Im screwed. But hey, Im trying! Obviously I dont wanna screw up my GP. Who would? Geez.
I guess just now I was a little rude to you. Well, Im sorry. I know you were just worried for me. And so I dont blame you. But instead, do forgive me, both for my failure and my rude behaviour.
Perhaps I was already expecting this... Thats why, I wasnt sure whether to be happy when I recieved all my results.
Alright, my dad is bugging me to go sleep already. Sigh. Whatever. Goodnight.
But I promise to try my best to push up my grades and close up the gap between my grades... I will...
