"Kenny! Congratulations, you are going to make history this year. You will be the first person to fail CL'B!"

That was what my Chinese teacher told me last week. Haha. My brother told me to take it as a motivation. A motivation for what? To make history? lol. Well, I failed my chinese for prelims and tomorrow is my chinese A' level oral examination! Man, got to crap my way through tomorrow since I cant even read a single chinese character. Well, almost..

Haha. My brother is enlisted to the Police Academy! Kinda sad for him. Well, he was equally sad anyway. I mean, we rather experience army life than being a policeman. And he was the sway one since he was in the 11% percentile which will be enlisted into PA.(1-10% will enlist to OCS in Army while 12% and below goes to SISPEC and riflemen) But after a while of consideration it seems that its not that bad to be in PA after all. Well, there are just pros and cons.

Well, why bother over how much you've failed in the past? Why not use it to motivate yourself to work even harder? Time may be short. But effort plays a bigger role than time. Focus and put in more effort. While it may be hell during this short period of time, a bright future still awaits us in the aftermath. So what if you make mistakes again and again. It does not show that you are incapable of learning, but it shows that you are trying. And each time you try, you will learn from these mistakes and eventually overcoming it.

You know, just as how much you believe in me, I believe you can make it too.

Even if the world gives up on me,
I won't give up on the world.

Even if I only see darkness around me,
I will still shed light for others to seek.

"Be strong and do not give up, for your work will be rewarded" - 2 Chronicles 15:7

i lost you,,
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