haiz so bored now.. Haven been posting online.. Cause Im lazy haha.

Haha. Crap.. Gosh.. Been slacking for the whole of friday and saturday. Been playing games all the way.. I know I should be revising for A' level now.. But.. Just cant get into the mood... Still have SGC to write! Damn... So lazy to write.. Cant I just get someone to write for me... Oh well...

Well.. after much thought, I decided to just post.. one of the post that I have not been publishing... Since I got no idea what to write today haha. Thought it was like a little post that I wrote on impulse and thinking too much.


I definitely hate, note HATE people who scold vulgarities so freely and especially when its aiming people with strong sense of discontentment. Maybe its fine to scold if that person is just purely a jackass. Or maybe if its all just for fun with no hard feelings. BUT why the hell scold people who didnt meant to piss you off and kids who just barely know whats happening around them? What more, do you have to simply annouce to everyone that you are so 'Fudging' angry? Tell me the rationale behind it. So people will share your sentiments? Whatever it is, I dont really care. For I will tell you, you are just simply childish, arrogant, impulsive, rude and obviously needs to learn to shut up. Calm down your damn soul before it gets condemn. Not only by me, but perhaps others too. Spamming your vulgar dictionary in public is simply labelling yourself as public nuisance. Learn that.


Well, that was what I witnessed and felt during my study in Macdonald today. Maybe she was having a bad day or some other reason. For that, I guess its forgivable. But if its just her attitude, God help her. It was simply intolerable especially when she is taking out on the kids. Whats up with the bitchy thing and slang... Gee... You neither look good nor sound good with it. So beat it.

But now I wonder... how is it that the english vocabulary branches out to a category called "Vulgarities". Do people just create a word and say its a vulgarity and everyone else will accept and use it at their disposal as an offensive word?

I know Im no better saying all these... Posting my discontentment just like how she told the whole macdonald about her unhappiness.

I know Im no better with all the dark thoughts dwelling in my mind. Just like how having the thought of swearing and not saying it. Does that make me any different? By doing so, doesnt it make me hypocrite then. And so I ask, do we live for others? Or do we live for ourselves? Or perhaps, we live for a greater Divine Being?

I know Im in no position to judge other people. For we are all equally sinners. But do I have no right to comment?

Disturbed.

-The End-

Stupid isnt it.

i lost you,,
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