Bleagh.. The econs test today was.. well I dont think I can do well at all.. =/ It was so freezing in there.. I didnt really write much in there.. So Im pretty much screwed in there.. hahaz. Spent the rest of my boring day rotting at home.. with my lonely computer..



So lets talk about yesterday!. Haha. Finally got to see my bro's botak head! Hahaha. Went to Pasir Ris interchange to pick him up at 7.30pm and coincidentally met his girlfriend there! haha. Aww.. So sweet.. she made one whole box of sushi for him.. Haha. Well, we both waited and couldnt recognised or find my bro.. He suddenly pop out from our back. hhaha dont know why, but we both laughed the moment when we saw him. Probably because his long hair is no more. Hahaha.. Well went back home for him to change before going to have dinner at Jumbo Seafood Centre at East Coast Park.. Wah... My father went to order so many expensive dishes.. The two new dishes that I had never tried till yesterday was Lobster Sashimi(AWESOME) and Lobster Soup(Sweet...).. Haha so retarded.. the Lobster Sashimi came with its body along.. And for some wierd reason.. the lobster legs and feelers were still moving!! It kept moving throughout the whole dinner and my bro gf was like freaked out and didnt really dare to eat. haha. They then took the body to cook the lobster soup.. which was sweet and clear. very nice. Haha. After dinner, we walked around ECP.. haha.. and well memories just plagued my mind back there.. Went home around 11+.. and lol.. talked crap with my bro and his gf.. and know more about his first 2 weeks of army life. haha.. sound so fun! Well lets see what he got... he got a friendly Sergeant, he got a troublemaker company, he got an over-serious partner/buddy, he got a 'mini-me'(The tiny midget from Austin Power) look alike in his company, and he got a new haircut! HAHA. Well my bro gf left like around 12+.. and I finally got my chance to sleep... And hence, I failed to study econs which I initially planned to.. Haha oh well...

i lost you,,
2:40 PM



Had our College RoadRun today! Haha. Started off with giving TLY a lift to ECP. We were pretty early so we walked along the beach first. Well had a super nice start at the beach.. The weather was really nice.. Dark clouds were hovering over the CBD area and we can even barely see the skyscrapers there! In addition, it was so windy!! Haha. Was seriously freezing there due to my low fat level xD.. Jeff and Sandy joined us later.. Took some photos which I posted at the bottom of this post. haha. Super cool.. The dark clouds approached from the CBD area.. and soon were above our head haha.. And well, the rain started pouring on us. Everyone all seeked shelter at Lagoon Hawker Centre and the roadrun event was postponed. haha. Played again the retardedly stupid game, CaiQuan with Jeff and TLY while waiting for the College's decision to whether continue or scrap the whole event. Well in the end, the rain got lighter and the roadrun continued.. Keith got 11th position for the competitive category.. Haha.. nevermind Gambatte.. As for the mass run, lol we walked 3km! a great achievement! haha. 'Raced' with my Laoshi too.. Haha funny teacher.. Too bad she is only teaching awhile..

After the whole roadrun.. Isaac, Jeff, Sandy and I went to parkway for lunch! Mmmm.. had Marinara at Pastamania.. Pretty good.. Well the soup was not that good.. It was some salty watery Clam Chowder.. But it isnt too bad and a hungry stomach accepts anything. Haha went to some VCD stall for a little while and went home after that... So what did I do when I reached home?.. I washed up and slept all the way.. =p.. Haha Slept for around 3 hours, waking up at 5+.. Oh man.. Wasted so much precious time.. Went to mug after that..First two hour was like terrible.. still too tired to focus. haha.. Studied till 9 and watched tv.. haha now im slacking my ass off.. damn. Ok nothing more.. here are the photos! =)



The dark cloud over CBD!

AH! Dark clouds approaching from our right!

Well, the cloud over CBD still looks the same..

My favourite photo out of the rest! The cloud is over our head now! =) The contrast is just perfect.

TLY, Jeff and Me.. A little messed up hair eh?






















Haha..Oh yea! Happy 18th Birthday Nick! =D

Why do music always arrive at the right time of the mood?
Be it playing from a nearby radio or resonating in your drifted mind. =/

Hitomi no oku ga boyake te mie nai
kokoro no soko no kimochi wa aru no ?

i lost you,,
2:21 PM



ME! Hah. Taken during our 1st trip.. With only Edwin and me on board the convoy.. Messed up hair.. haha

Edwin and me lol.. =D


Taken during the second trip.. now with SK(SayHaow younger Bro) joining the convoy.


SK hid himself under the cloth. Lol


And again we three..


SK and me!


Solo Pic of me.. 1st trip


Solo Pic of Edwin.. Second trip


Solo Pic of SK... Haha we purposely forced him to act cute with the cloth..


And together we seek shelter under the cloth, from the storm.

i lost you,,
12:48 PM



Whew... TIRED... But fun =) Woke up early in the morning to help Say Haow in shifting his house from Parkway to... WOODLANDS. haha. So far.. Went to his house at 9+.. slacked awhile before all the heavy duty shifting began when the convoy arrived. LOTS OF stuffs.. Gosh.. Haha.. When we were done loading the lorry, the second convoy with the 'Boss'(Say Haow's dad) arrived. Then he started sort of like scolding for wasting space of the lorry on boxes and stuffs, which should instead be replaced my furnitures. So we had to unload the lorry, transfer to the van and load the lorry with furnitures. Haha. Woo! I've got a chance to sit at the back of the lorry! =p. I know it sounds dumb but.. its just so fun sitting at the back of a lorry and its like my 3rd time sitting in one! hahaha. But gosh.. it sure is scary.. Edwin and I had to sit like on the stacked up furnitures and it was like quite high.. Could fall off real easily. Haha. Super fun.. The wind so strong xD. Totally messed up our hair.. Love the highway.. thats the best part haha.

Unloaded the stuffs at his new house... haha cool.. nice house... pretty big space for a HDB flat... just that the kitchen is a little small haha.. Had chicken rice, vegetable and a can of coke for our lunch break! haha. Gochisoosama! Thanks for the meal! Haha. After the lunch break, it was back to work... We had to make a second trip to transport the remaining furnitures.. On our trip back, had a crazy time playing Cai Quan and Slapping games with Edwin and SayHaow younger bro(SK). Hahaha My hands are all red. lol.. Soon enough, we were back at the old house.. Whoa this time the difficulty increased!.. The most heaviest item was the refridgerator and the washing machine.. OMG.. Those weigh a ton man! fridge seems reasonable.. but gosh.. didnt know a washing machine weigh so heavy.. After finishing loading, we insisted to sit at the back of the lorry again, even though it was going to rain. We only realised later that we do not have shelter except 1 piece of cloth.Haha.. Well the first half of the trip was alright.. Till half way at the highway, it was raining cats and dogs! And seriously it felt like we were having typhoon or something.. considering the wind and rain.. madness! haha.. But we were all shielded from the towering fridge in front of us XD. hahaa Its like everywhere around us was like being bombarded like mad by the rain and we were still super dry... The scene was super cool seriously.. it just cant be explained with the poor english of mine.. Haha But when the convoy exited the highway and the evil red traffic light approaches.. we became a victim to the merciless rain.. We sheltered ourselves the best we could with the single pice of cloth.. Haha.. Thankfully, it was not before long the rain became light and we soon reached our destination.. Unloaded the final wave of goods and whew.. we were officially FREE MEN! haha.

Well, took the chance to just go out with my brother Edwin haha. Hanged around Causewaypoint.. at woodlands.. LOl.. Well.. just did window shopping and talked craps with him. And went to eat! Hahaa. Ate pastamania for main course... before eating Ice Cream Waffles at Gelare.. AWESOME Hahaha.. It was such a long time that I didnt eat Gelare's ice cream and waffles already.. Haha.. love them.. Continued talking cock with him till 9+ before heading home.. Haha..

Whew.. Today was such a tiring day.. but FUN =). Haha. Carry stuffs around sure is fun.. But I wasted one day to study.. =(... NVM I will make tomorrow productive haha. =p..

Why fear the future when you can shape it yourself?
Why live in the past when it can never be changed anymore?

If only my life is as colourful as yours
I would be so happy.
Because its all black and white now
And as though I lost everything.

i lost you,,
2:37 PM



haiz so bored now.. Haven been posting online.. Cause Im lazy haha.

Haha. Crap.. Gosh.. Been slacking for the whole of friday and saturday. Been playing games all the way.. I know I should be revising for A' level now.. But.. Just cant get into the mood... Still have SGC to write! Damn... So lazy to write.. Cant I just get someone to write for me... Oh well...

Well.. after much thought, I decided to just post.. one of the post that I have not been publishing... Since I got no idea what to write today haha. Thought it was like a little post that I wrote on impulse and thinking too much.


I definitely hate, note HATE people who scold vulgarities so freely and especially when its aiming people with strong sense of discontentment. Maybe its fine to scold if that person is just purely a jackass. Or maybe if its all just for fun with no hard feelings. BUT why the hell scold people who didnt meant to piss you off and kids who just barely know whats happening around them? What more, do you have to simply annouce to everyone that you are so 'Fudging' angry? Tell me the rationale behind it. So people will share your sentiments? Whatever it is, I dont really care. For I will tell you, you are just simply childish, arrogant, impulsive, rude and obviously needs to learn to shut up. Calm down your damn soul before it gets condemn. Not only by me, but perhaps others too. Spamming your vulgar dictionary in public is simply labelling yourself as public nuisance. Learn that.


Well, that was what I witnessed and felt during my study in Macdonald today. Maybe she was having a bad day or some other reason. For that, I guess its forgivable. But if its just her attitude, God help her. It was simply intolerable especially when she is taking out on the kids. Whats up with the bitchy thing and slang... Gee... You neither look good nor sound good with it. So beat it.

But now I wonder... how is it that the english vocabulary branches out to a category called "Vulgarities". Do people just create a word and say its a vulgarity and everyone else will accept and use it at their disposal as an offensive word?

I know Im no better saying all these... Posting my discontentment just like how she told the whole macdonald about her unhappiness.

I know Im no better with all the dark thoughts dwelling in my mind. Just like how having the thought of swearing and not saying it. Does that make me any different? By doing so, doesnt it make me hypocrite then. And so I ask, do we live for others? Or do we live for ourselves? Or perhaps, we live for a greater Divine Being?

I know Im in no position to judge other people. For we are all equally sinners. But do I have no right to comment?

Disturbed.

-The End-

Stupid isnt it.

i lost you,,
4:32 AM




Sora from Kingdom Hearts II!!! COOL SHIT!


Yondaime from Naruto?


Uchiha Itachi from Naruto.. Awesome drawing..


Lacus and Kira from Gundam SEED!!! MY favourite there! HAHA.


Dont know what are they.. looks cute so i took a photo of it.. Haha.


Random character.. Haha.. All these are drawings by visitors.. They called this section the graffiti wall, where anyone can just go there and draw... =D So many great artists there haha..


L and some kid from Death Note


Some crazy guy snipping of a shinobi's head..


Uchiha Sasuke from Naruto!!!! Awesome costume and HAIR! if only he make the front a little spikier.. it would be awesome.. his back hair was superb!!! But sadly from this photo cant really see.. =(


An ANBU Shinobi squad from Naruto..


Another photo of the ANBU


Main Character of the highly anticipated FF XIII! Nice costume and sword! xD


Dont know what Gundam from Gundam 00... AWESOME isnt it? haha. Well built/made.. And well its huge size attracted many people.. he was literally swarmed everywhere he go.. Haha


His back view and some random guy I took with it...


Look his eyes are glowing! Haha


Another shot of the protoganist of FF XIII


Dont know who are they but probably cosplaying some game..


Yet again another I dont know what character. Haha


And again... Now with some girl with a little robotic wings? If you notice.. theres actually a guy behind carrying the wings..


Characters from Bleach! hahaha. The quincy really looked like Ishida somehow.. Haha.


Another shot of the protagonist of FF XIII.


















Went to CosFest VII TODAY! Hahaha. First time going to a cosplay.. Very cool! Haha. Didnt expect singaporeans to be so enthu in cosplaying.. Hahaha. Well there were a couple of foreigner cosplaying too.. But I believe majority are singaporeans eh? Haha. Ah man... SHould have gotten a good camera.. Took so many crappy shots with my camera phone.. haiz.. Haha.. Well did had fun there.. Real interesting.. =D... Some characters that I failed to take photo of: Maka and Stein from Soul Eater. Ichigo and the Espada from Bleach. Zack and Cloud from FF VII. Yuna and Riku from FF X-2. IRON MAN from IRON MAN!!! OMG We were leaving the place when suddenly saw this SUPER UBERLEET SHINY RED AND YELLOW METTALLIC ARMOR accompanied with a squad of S.W.A.T. team, entering the premises! The armor was super NICE!! AHHHH.. I think its almost like the one in the movie.. Failed to take the photo because we were leaving.. Hope Deren got a good shot of it.. can send me.. haha. Hope theres another and BIGGER cosplay event in singapore.. This 1 is rather small... But I will definitely go the next cosplay! HHahha..

Haiz.. Waiting for Deren to send his much much more better photographs.. Hahaha.. Oh yea that reminds me... Stella got all the photos from yesterday OG outing!! Oh man.. I want my photos. Haha.

i lost you,,
1:56 PM



Haha..Tired tired... Went out the whole day with my OG mates yesterday! Whoops. Woke up late... Suppose to meet them 10am at ViVocity, but I woke up at 9.40.. XD .. Haha.. In the end I reached there 11.30am because I had breakfast at home and I kep forgetting to bring stuffs. lol.. SORRY!

Met Stella, Eunice and Jonathan at Vivo at first. Thanks Eunice for the cruel welcoming statement.. -,-.. Met Jane later at the skytrain station.. And coincidentally, I met EDWIN there! hahaha! Such coincidence.. Apparently he is going sentosa with his class too! Haha. He helped us bought the tickets as his class was already buying the tickets.. Thanks bro!. He went to palawan beach while we went to siloso beach.. But there were lots of renovation in the area.. In the end, we went to palawan beach... Oooo.. Apparently there is some Channel 8 event there.. I think its for the Volleyball show that is coming out soon.. Haha anyway, didnt poke our nose into it. We played volleyball and monkey. haha. absolutely retarded.. Whew.. the sun was baking hot.. But im not tanned at all.. DAmn... Stopped playing around 1+close to 2 since Jane got to go tuition again =( .. Grabbed a drink at 7 eleven before sending Jane off to the sky train station..

Soon we recieved news that he is coming soon while Steph and Fiona aint coming.. zzz.. Haiz last min pangseh. haha.. While waiting for Kevan, we went to the fountain thingy and chatted.. Haha We kinda got amazed by the bell thingy there which rings at every 15min interval. Man, anyone can go deaf listening to those bells.. But its nice. Haha... Stella, Eunice and me tried to navigate thru the fountain thingy with all those 'water guns' shooting. Haha. Poor Eunice got shot. Lolx. retribution. =p.

Soon Kevan arrived! woo.. And we went to tanjong beach, the ulu beach. haha. Ah.. so thats where the volleyball courts are... Saw 1 empty volleyball court and we quickly rushed to get it. Few SECONDS into the game, one of the lady actually told us that they booked the court already.. but she allow us to play awhile since they are not using yet. Hahah .. And we were wondering why the other people are not using the court.. Well we played a little while more... Wa.. So hard to spike the ball over the net.. -_-"... The net is so freaking high!!! Later, those guys tried to throw me into the water.. But they gave up halfway. XD.. Whoops too heavy for them hahaha... Went to bury jonathan in the sands and make a 'nice' body figure for him. HAHa. took photos here and there and continue playing volleyball a while more.. Went back to palawan beach to grab a drink and hoping to get wet later. But to our despair, it started raining... Decided to just wash up and head back.

Took more photos at vivocity.. before sending Jonathan off to MRT station.. Went to Candy Empire later to buy some chocolates. haha.. Bought myself a box of chocolate chips.. mmm.. not really that fantastic but still not bad haha. Walked around Vivo and had found lots of interesting stuffs at the ToysRus HAHA. retarded place. I want a laughing elmo!! HAHA. ok.. played with some stuffs there.. deprived childhood haha... Went to Nike stall hoping to buy a cap for Jonathan.. But in the end we didnt. Haha. Went off around 7+.. Stella and Eunice went home while Kevan and I went dhoby ghaut to have dinner and play pool! haha. I won 5 - 2 Bro! haha. So lucky. haha.. Went home around 11+.. wa.. tried walking to clark quay from dhoby ghaut to take bus 12.. in the end.. we literally walked 1 big circle and end up at bugis... Haha..

Whew.. Really had fun with you guys.

Lala.. 2 additional songs intro-ed by kevan bro. Haha..

Jonathan gd luck in your NS! Be fit yo..

Complex, oh how complex it is...

i lost you,,
2:08 AM



Hey man, screwed my physics test real time. Haha. terrible experience terrible. Its bad.. real bad.. screw it..

Lolx. Suddenly remembered 1 of the emo jap songs I used to hear during sec 4... Which is the first song, Undelete. The second song, Face of Fact, is some song that I searched up after Deren linked me some WoW 'attempted-anime OP' video.. Ah.. Reminiscing the past... Those times when I used to think about the past. The beautiful poignant sorrow. I miss sec 3 life now...

Ah man... dont feel like typing anything else already...

"So someday a hand will pull me out of the shade...
Flickering in the darkness of the past"
- Undelete

i lost you,,
12:22 PM