Bleagh. Dont know why I feel so screwed up since saturday. Its like living each day is just a burden to life. Saturday wasnt that bad.. At least the day was more of a slack day haha. Sunday was complete dreadful. Tried to study and do econs. I took close to 2 hrs just to write copy 1 essay? How slow is that. And I took like 6 hrs to study econs writing practice essay? How dumb I can be.
Maybe its because of the econs that is making me so dreadful of life - I have to copy 10 times or effectively 20 essays. How tough can it get? Thats like so much.. Haiz. and just because I missed by a mere 1 mark to pass. Oh well..
Today... Woke up feeling so tired and lazy to go school... But you know, being a good boy.. haha=p.. Oh gosh.. My parents really think Imma over-stressing myself. Thanks to Nicholas yesterday, who told my mum that im dying and ask her to please motivate me to study.-,- On my way to school in my dad's car, my dad was like telling me to dont study too much and I should go play some computer games. He even asked why I stopped playing computer games recently(which i just realised too.. at least less often).. Im like okay.. haha cool.. But I see the concern there haha. thanks dad =)
Sorry if I disappointed you. But I really gonna do my best for econs. and of course my other subjects too! haha. from now on imma gona work hard too. must. but its just so difficult
And thanks WeiJie! haha. For sending and letting me listen to Christians songs when I need them so badly.Thanks for reminding me of your grace and love. Thanks for saving my soul from drowning
