I dont know man. Just wth... i think im just losing myself.. who is me. which is me.. i dunno... cant believe im getting like this again... time and time again.. wth... i mean.. why should i be bothered?! it doesnt concern me right.. jumping to conclusion.. running on instincts... it isnt working.. hate this feeling... because it sucks and i dunno what is it.. wth. wtf. why... why.... i guess im losing my role.. my self-assumed role... maybe i was never one.. how dumb.. how childish.. baka... maybe im more than a failure... im nothing anyway. nothing good... yea.. nobody.. why is this all happening... its not like you all understand what others are feeling... dont speak as though as you know.. put yourself into his shoes.. understand what he feels.. everyone has their own style.. everyone.... thats what make us unique as a person. we may do things differently, think differently.. i mean cmon... hating aint gonna bring us anyway.... i know its hard to control hatred but at least... whatever la... i dont understand too anway... too dumb... i hate my self anyway... im no different ... no good qualities...
whats going on... ahh... i think it doesnt bother me much anyway... at least its clearer for me now.. finally... maybe thats a Blessing..
God... im lost again...zzz...
why am i crying in my heart.. what am i crying out... i think i just wanna be the old me... i really want...
Whatever...
Whatever i just said is ironic, contradicting and NOT WORTH READING
