Ah... feel so good to be back on battlefield 2142. Its even better when im on knifing and killing spree. Haha. It so just release all my anguish and pain and all other worthless negative feeling. 10 knife kills within 1-2 min. haha.. caught all by surprise. only 2 were knife duel. and I didnt get knifed at all! haha. awesome feeling. ecstasy.=p.
Sigh. but yet again. no matter how much i play, it doesnt totally eliminate the feeling. so yea. zzz. God help me..
Maybe I am taking it too seriously. Maybe it is my pride. Maybe I am just a fool to you. Sorry. Didnt know I was dragging you all along too.