Ah darn.. There's something wrong with my sim card. Apparently, it is inactive as stated by my phone. I think SingTel went to deactivate my sim card for some reason. What have I done? o.o? Oh well, better go clarify with them. Probably going a SingTel later... or maybe tomorrow.. Sigh.. Just so lazy to go out. Especially when it is all raining.. So yup, dont bother sms-ing or calling me.

Rotting at home the whole day. Lol. What to do. Part time rotter.

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7:06 AM



Bring joy and blessings to those who are faithful and holy. =)

Sigh. He had something similar. His was major, our's were minor. We saw and knew what had happened to him. Now, what is there in the future for those of us who are similar? We are really blessed. We are. Thank you.

Man. So bored these days. No idea why. Want to go out but also dont know go where. zzz. feel like sleeping..

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8:02 AM



ShadowSapphire and I were trying to reveal the secrets of the latest Dota Map, ver. 6.49... It all started when he told me about a "?" item and when I told him about the mysterious island. Curious, we thought there may be some secret event again. we started looking for clues. I was slow, he progressed furthur than me.

In the end.... he decided to pangseh me and just discover the secrets himself with his cunning way, the maphack. LoLX! Okok chill chill. HahaZ Man.. basket.. he found all the clues and defeated the final boss, the Invoker when i just completed my 1st round, a blue dragon. Wa.. Than spoiler! tell me everything! lol. Basket.. oh well what to do.. no maphack lol.. but wa.. so hard to find those bloody frogs.. irritating.. but oh well... i know what will happen in the end already anyway.. no point continuing.. lol.. somemore he sent me the replay already.. so ya. Hahaz. basket. eee...

Ok guess im off to bed.. haha feel so relax these days.

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5:05 PM



Haha. Just got back from a walk with my parents! Lol. Its my first time having a walk with them to ECP! Hahaz. Had no idea why but I just felt like following them. Curious maybe? Haha. Well we started at 7pm and walked all the way from home to parkway parade and then to Lagoon where we have our dinner! I think we had our dinner around 8.15pm, if I recall correctly. Left around 9 I think. Hahaz. Well, not really tiring.. BUT its a very long journey! Especially from our home to PP and then to lagoon... More than 5km? LoLZ Dont know.

When we walked pass the ECP chalet, I noticed that all of the units are all booked and there's so many people! Amazed.. Everybody is celebrating and having fun! Hahaz. So cool. Hmm..

Ahh I saw Jeff's twin at Jumbo Seafood restaurant! xP Lol. SUPER ALIKE!!!I really thought it was jeff till i noticed that the hair is different... more nerdy.. like with pokquen hairstyle. haha. Shocked! Some more he was walking towards me! But he was actually approaching someone behind me. LoLx.. Creepy..

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12:46 PM



Haha. The 'actual' dry run is over! Well, phew didnt really screw up. And shockingly my time finished is 1 min faster than how i usually end! It was like always 5mins 30 sec.. but on the actual dry run, it was 4min 32 sec! Lolz.. didnt know but cutting away 2 elaboration, i cut away 1 minute. xD. Haha.

Ok not really disappointed with my group. You guys did great =D. Really appreciate all your efforts. Although there may be some improvements to work on, but chill for now. We will get back on work next week after your A lvl M.T! So alright man. Let's achieve an EE together ok? Haha.

Fuyo... so fast a week is going to be gone. And soon, it will be next year. Man. Time passes so fast...

Forgive me for my doubts


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Gosh.. cutting away alot of my script. Like nothing much to elaborate now. Hahaz. Okay la.. Think will be around 5 mins this time. I THINK only. Wonder why pok quen must call us colleagues and not group members? Its just so wierd.. But oh well, his way lo.

Haiz. tomorrow is dry run for our PW group! Hope stuffs goes well.. Hope my members are rehearsing like they say they would. Hope it wont be as bad as today. hahaz...

Going into hiding.

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11:38 AM



Haha. Its amazing how God works isnt it? haha. Well really thank God for helping you. Hope you become a stronger man from now on =D. Grow up to become a man of Christ. haha

Aww man.. Didnt get the chance to present today.. Lol. Our group leader suddenly lack of confident to present. He was like telling me yesterday not to worry, just look at the slide and he will know what to say. Im like.. okay lo.. Haha. Man, one of my group member today lost her voice. Yesterday she was having sore throat already and she was like still eating fried gyoza and pizzas?! Crazy. Great. Now she cant project her voice. How to present? Dry run in a few more days time!! Man. Hope you quickly get well soon arh..



Thank you answering my prayers
Praise to the Shepherd King. =)
Butimstillnotagoodman. Guiltitsstillinthere. myselfredeemIcanhow.
How can I become a better man?
whatever...

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6:30 AM



Yum.. Just ate PIZZAHUT for DINNER! Haha. Dont know why my mum want to order all of a sudden. Awww.. My mum so generous... she told the delivery boy to keep the change! haha. I and him was like stunned there. After awhile he then smile and thank her. I was like.. err ok..

Oh well. Waa.. Sambal Seafood is awesome!! The chilli so nice! XD haha. Eat a few slices of it and some hawaiin pizza! Wa Yikes! Later tomorrow sore throat cant present.. haha ><" Hope not la. Later drink herbal tea can already! haha.

Oh NO! Tomorrow need to present our project already! Im like so not ready la. Haiz. Hope I can anyhow talk tomorrow. Haha. STill have I&R! Darn..

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Wow.. Didnt realise i got so many photos when im young.. My bro took out about like 5 albums of our past photos and show to his girlfriend! I was like.. WA?! got so many photos meh?! And well, great.. they are laughing at all my actions last time.. Well quite cute haha.. Didnt know i got so many retarded pose when im young.. Haha... I dun even recall all those photos and all the actions i made... Haha.. Im so small when im young XD

AHHH!! NO!!! The wedding day clashed on the day of my clan match!!! AHH! HOW? Why so sway 1... Haiz.. I already promised to go the wedding... then now I've just been notified that our clan match is on that day! HaiZ! So saddening... hope I can make it for the match after the wedding.. Or better still, change the match date.. haha. So awesome! All the 3 renown Battlefield clans are going to be there! We will be facing Bf.NuT... [JEDI] and SGaF are going to be spectators! Haha so cool.. BUT haiz... just hope the leader of Bf.NuT, qukz, change the date for the match..

Ahh!.. why is it so difficult to organise my PW group! Always some can make it than the others cant 1.. irritating... Oh well at least they got the slides done.. i think.. lol.. hope things go well.. still need to do I&R!! Haiz..

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2:20 PM



Just when there is a tiny glimpse of light shimmering
It just fade off into the abyss again
Is this some test from you?


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5:00 PM



ALright MAN! Haha Just found a disc with all my past photos and lots stuffs!! Oh my Gosh! And i thought I lost all my photos in my previous computer for good! But I didnt know i already backed up the photos! Haha.. So cool..got all my past photos.. so much memories haha.. And yaY! Still have Hillsongs!! Haha long time never listen.. Aww.. Emmanuel.. my favourite haha.

Wa... have to chiong my powerpoint today.. shucks man.. Wonder if there is enough time for everything. =/..

Praying for you.

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10:33 AM



Wow. Got back my results already. 3 A's for maths and sciences. Just pass GP and CLB. And fail Econs. Lol. Sad right? haha. Like O lvl results liddat. Lol. Oh well. STill have PW to bother about. Irritating.


Oh Lord, here our cry.

And I thought it was over.

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7:50 AM



Bwahaha! The overnight cycling on Friday was awesome! Haha I think we travelled like more than 100km? Lol okok chill just exagerating.. But whew... So tiring... First stop, Kevan and I travelled to Kovan from Tampines(Which took more than 1 hour) to meet up with another friend, Jane and also get our bikes fixed up with necessary equipments for overnight cycling. But in the end, we decided to be budget and get only the back light which cost $1.50! So Cheap! Haha. But it sucks, always drop after a few bumps.

Our next destination is... East Coast Park! Haha. Alright we have to travel a long way from Kovan to Eunos than to ECP.(Which also took more than 1 hour, maybe close to 2hours?) Haha. Rest awhile at Macdonald.. And just before we move off, my old illness came back.. My bloody muscle cramp! WtH! It hurts like hell. My thigh muscles were super hard and huge! xP. But yea owch.. Managed to finally bend my leg after 10mins? Haha. Then, we departed for Bugis at 1.30 or 2am!

Darn, we took the wrong route, which is super long and difficult to navigate. We chose to follow the MRT line, which have to go through paya lebar, where its gonna be flooded with malays. We wasted like lots of time just to get thru paya lebar. We could have actually cycled along the track on ECP, to fort road, where then we can head to Kallang Airport then to suntec. How dumb. Only realised it after clearing geylang. Likewise, we went to the macdonald at bugis and rest. It was about 3.30 or around there. Was enjoying the peaceful and serenity at macdonald when some gangsters/punks enter the macdonald and made so much bloody noise! Wa.. Super irritated by them. Shout shout shout like nobody business. Unable to tolerate their noise level, we left. BUT! I HAD CRAMPS AGAIN! ARGH. Irritating. Delayed the departure by 10 mins again. Lol. We left Bugis for kovan at 4.30am.(So fast right?)

Wooo. The traffic now is so much better! There are lesser vehicles on the road! hence, we decided to just cycle on the main road, which is way faster than cycling on the pedestrian path which is so super bumpy and filled with turns. We reached Kovan at about 6am. Took a break at Jane's house before heading back for Tampines at 6.15am. Wow.. By 6.30-6.40, the sky is already so bright! Wierd, around that timing, my side always like not that bright one. How can north be brighter than east when sun rise frome east? Hmm.. Wierdd... Haha dont know la. Wooo reached Tampines at 7.30am.. Was super tired after that... My fatigue level was like already 98%.. I even slept while walking! Haha. Scary.. Lucky I did not fall. Finaly reached home, bathed and slept at 9am+ Haha.


Watched movie at the cathay at 4.40pm! Haha. Hmm... Resident evil was alright la. Just average. Its like if you are curious of what happen next then you will just watch lo. So yea. Went to Deren's house later. Wow. Felt so superr tired. Really feel like sleeping there. But yea, tried to keep myself awake. Ok.. I dont know why I cant really remember what happen at deren house. Probably tired... Oh well..

Wow.. A long long grandmother, grandfather post. So tired now...zzz lay me to slp..

Sorry, Maybe we are just jerks.

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Yahooo!~ Hah. The exam days are over! Such great feeling! I think exams are good. The aftermath of it is simply awesome! Haha the feeling of freedom! XD.. But... it kinda feels empty some times.. especially when there is like nothing to do? Lol.. Oh well my days are gonna be pack.. Train for squash competition... train for battlefield2142 competition... go out have fun... Lol.

Lets see tomorrow... Gonna get CR's new racket tomorrow! Haha. Hope he gets a better one.. and not another that breaks so easily.. Lol.. So wasted.

Lets see the day after tomorrow... Gona go JURONG EAST AGAIN! HahaZ! lol so far =/.. haha okok its for SL. Bo pian. Heh. Then gonna go overnight cycling with my OG! I think..

Lets see the 2 days after tomorrow... Gona go out with secondary friends? Haha. Yeaaa... Play lan watch movie chat chat. Oh boy. Wonder if i even have the energy to be awake.. later sleep during movie.. zzz

Haha so pack. wa.. results next week.. so fast! wth.. Ookok gtg dinner.. zhao zhao zhao!

The time of after

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1:00 PM



Heh heh. Woot! Got my BF2142 final promotion finally! Im a bridgadier general now! Huakaka. Shiok shiok.. Got my Gold Knife Badge in the same match when i was promoted!! xD Yipee! Haaha awesome man.. Been trying so hard to get that gold badge. Happydo~

hehe.. Slacked most of the day. Only started studying physics at 6pm? Lol.. Scary.. so much to study.. Hope the paper will not be that difficult.. So lazy study... Have to chiong tomorrow.. Haiz.. Cmon man.. hope these few days pass fast and eXAM END! AHH! Then we can go run around like some crazy retards. Haha. and we will go to the beach and shout to the wide sea again: FREEDOM! Haha. actually not really.. still have PW to take care off.. But haha FREEDOM FROM STUDYING.. for 1 or 2 months.. lol.. Haha. tired~...

Ok.. tomorrow better study like mad dog for physics..

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3:41 PM



First let me say how screwed I am for today. In econs, I was so super blur that I read the essay question WRONG! And I went to write the answer which is I think have no relevance to it at all! Wow. You can say 17 marks just flew away. The rest of the econs... dont have to mention? I never score well in econs before. I think I all this time I studied for econs are actually waste of time. I see no improvements or what so ever. Haiz... When my dad asked me how well did I fair for today and I told him about my screwed up econs. He replied "But you also haven been doing well for econs all this while right?"... Im like.. -_-" okay...

Well well, Chemistry wasn't that bad BUT AGAIN I read the question wrongly! ARGH! Thankfully, its only a 2 mark question. But still.. Haiz.. dammit. Lots of careless.. Sad.. Just hope to get a B for it AND a PASS for ECONS!

I hate econs..

Man.. Maybe because I lack of sleep? Couldnt sleep well the night before. Kept waking up in the middle of the night.. Lol.. Lousy air con.. Haha

Wa.. My dad kept staring at me just now.. So super awkward.. Im like trying to act busy with my computer but dont know what to do.. And he is like as if trying to see if Im doing anything wrong or something like that. I keep anyhow clicking at the links at tpjc.net.. Haha so retard.. Until he finally left my room, I finaly can type here again.. ghahaha..

Woo.. Just ate 1 whole regular pizza and 3 drumlets. Haha.. Dad bought it for the aircon technicians, but there were left overs. So dad asked me to finish them up! haha And I did! Yum.. I think the high stress level is allowing me to eat this much of unhealthy food.. So unhealthy now.. Haha.

Haiz sianz... Feel so sadden by my performance in the exam... I SHALL DESTRESS AND MUG FOR PHYSICS AND MATHS!!! ARGH!!! I CAN FAIL OTHER BUT NOT MY MATHS AND SCIENCE! Lol..

I think this final year promo is screwed anyways.. Haiz.

fustrated and sad

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9:43 AM



Bleaghz? Chinese is as screwed as ever. Haha. No worries, never had confidence in passing MT anyway. Went to consult Ms. Peh with CR and Rosh after exam. Haha super fun sia. So much better than Ms Wee la... But whoops, Ms Wee spotted me consulting Ms Peh. I think something is gonna happen.. Uh oh.. Haha. Hope nothing big happen la.. Haha. Well.. consulted her till near 1, when she needs to go for staff meeting. And we left for TM!

Whoops a little late there? Haha. Met Sandy, Jeff and Sean Foo, to study econs. Oh yea, had KFC before that and ya.. some1 haven pay up yet. lol.. The trio left early, leaving CR, Rosh and me behind. And thats when I started my mugging spree for econs. But in the end, did not learn much like that. Haiz. Haha. All of us cant tahan the background music, in the end all of us blast our phone's MP3 player and read and read and read... Oh well.. Read till around 8 or 9+..

Bwahaha.. Eunice ar Eunice.. You are just one blur cow la. Dont even know who is who. AND I Dont even look like him!!! (If i still rememeber how he looked like) But still... haiyoz.. My email can also tell you who am I already what.. -.-..

Haha Mr Chang giving A maths Tuition! bwahaha. Any1 interested? I think the school must not be paying him enough.. Haha.. and he just hired a maid! Thats cool.. hehez.. So yea.. anyone interested in A maths tuition? He is really a good teacher.. Huakakaz.

Doubt? Maybe

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2:00 PM



Oh boy.. I've been thrown once again into such a seperated group. My group members for SL are XiaoWei, SeanHo and Amelia's friend. Its like one representative from each side. Just like my PW grp, Amelia, PokQuen and Abraham. All also dont know what to talk one all the time. Sigh. Oh well, will just have to make do with it. Entertaining the kids is the priority, not my members. Haha.

Ah... So fast.. tomorrow is CLB eXAM! HAha. Haven study yet... Tomorrow morning then study.. Haizzz... the rest of the exams are coming closer and closer also! Have not started on physics. So sad. I think tomorrow must read thru a little on it.. Bleghz. So slack. Wheres the urge? Wheres the motivation? Will I recieve it one day before the exam? Haiz.

Oh Lord, do you hear it?
If you do, I ask for your blessing
to rain down.

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2:00 PM



Gahaha.. Went to study with edwin at parkway mac today. Slacker, pon school.. Haha. Anyway I tried studying Econs, But wasn't fruitful. Lets see. I only studied Price Discrimination and and abit on monopoly the whole afternoon. Thats all. Slack right? Haiz. Not much time left man. Have not started on Physics.. So many definitions to remember! Argh. Oh boy.

Wah.. Today while studying.. saw this super bias parents. SO super bias towards their younger daughter la! Keep scolding the son! The son want to have another nugget also cannot! Then keep scolding him eat so much, while asking the daughter whether she is full. Its like they treat the son and daughter so super opposite. See the boy also like very sad. Feel like interfering. But haiz.. Do he deserve such treatment? I dont think so.

Haha while walking Edwin home, we suddenly talk about me being super dao last time. Was I really that dao?! He say until like im like some super dao boy. Sms also dont want reply. Talk also dont want reply. Msn also dont want reply... Talk to me like as if talking to a mute.. That bad meh.. so extreme liddat..

Still remember that time.. Blegh..

Haha.. Still say got one time during sec 1 i super xiao qi.. petty.. Just because he did not reply me a sms, I did not bothered smsing him for some time. He still remember me saying "Why should I bother replying when you never reply my message?".. Lol sounds so retard. Childish Kenny. Haha. I dont remember it happening though..

haha. The past.. Aww so cool... wanna watch my life videoo. lol


Hahaz. Don't give up on what you can do. Embrace it instead. Just don't let what she said affect you. There are still people out there who will appreciate your music. Have Faith! Haha.

One pair of eyes may judge you wrong.
But the rest of the eyes will not see you in the same light.

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1:25 PM



Went to study with CR, Rosh, Sayhaow and Edwin at airport today! Haha met Weisheng studying alone at Burger King. Asked him to tag along too. haha. Together we studied for like the whole afternoon. But talked lots of crap in the middle also. Haha. Did not studied much though.. Haiz.. IM SUCH A SLACKER! Still can talk about games..





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