Lalalala. Just got back! haha. So damn tired. Went Suxin's house with rosh and CR to train squash. OK I TOTALLY SUCK. =/ . I WaS so totally pissed at myself especially after the match with CR. I lost duh. Kept thinking why cant I even do a proper reply? Damn, I wasnt performing well at all. Have I grown so weak after weeks of absence from squash? Or am I that so weak from the start? Bah. Darn it all. Competition is only in 2 weeks time. No way I can win it, no way. At least maybe for now. I hate myself for being weak. I WANT TO IMPROVE!

Well, after squash training, we jumped into the swimming pool! Haha. Tried to swim again AND, I got leg cramp after 30 seconds into swimming. What the heck right? So fast. I was so stunned and surprised too. But after awhile, it felt alright already. Swimming is so tiring ><.. Haha had lots of fun there. Splash water, jump around, scream around. HAha ok totally retarded there.. Went SAUNA after that!! WAHHH!!! 80 degree celsius!!! HOTT!! SHIOK!! HAhaz! Totally retarded inside too. Suxin went to pour 1 whole pail of water to the rock that is emitting the heat, or just simply saying the heat source. CRAAAZY!! The sauna room door burst open!!! And we screamed like hell inside as if we were really literally in hell. DAMN HOT THE STEAM!!! We ran out of the sauna immediately and I had ear block after that. Ahahaha but it is fun XD.. After cooling ourselves, changed, we head out and left the condo...

Aww... We can have a barbaque there one day.. so fun.. can do so many stuffs. Hahahz.. wAaaa work work work!!! So damn lazy or no time to do work... Sigh...Things are getting stress now


Pride,
something that breeds quarrels,
humiliation and other untold
destructions.
Every man should learn
to let go of it.
Let us all be humble
and not draw attention
to ourselves.

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3:12 PM



Just dont get it..
Similar thoughts but could not understand.
Helpless
How to save a life?



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8:05 PM



mmmm... Went to eat at Jumbo Seafood Restaurant at East Coast yesterday! Haha. Dont know what was the occasion, dad just wants to eat there for some reason. SO DELICIOUS! HAha. Drunken prawns, chilli crabs, grilled fish!!! waaa.. superb. The weather was ultra cooling too! Can easily say its 20 degree celcius or so. It is really very cold especially when there is sea breeze. haha love that weather. =D

Econs test yesterday was kinda alright. Managed to answer all the questions. But dont really know if I answered them correctly. Haha. Oh well, but overall its better than the rest of the Econ test. Haha

PHYSICS test TMR! ARGH! HAiz. Still have to do physics and maths tutorial... WR on tues.. more and more stuffs. Oh man. Wheres the motivation when I need them? Cmon... unleash the mugger in me man =P. so tiredd


I wonder if Im anywhere near...
I wonder if You even know it...

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1:34 AM



Yay!!!!FINALY! My cousin is gone!! xP So evil eh? haha. Seriously man. I thought this National Day period is gonna be such a nice, care-free long holiday. But I end up doing the babysitting job. I wonder why do I always have to do the babysitting job in my family. Its like since last time, whenever he stay over? Mum always say 'Kenny please take care of your cousin at home.' And i just have to agree to it, being such an obedient child xP. Haha. Why my brother aint selected? Hmm...

Okok, shall not put my cousin into such a bad light... He do have some nice side of him. And this only show at the end of each day, when he is off to bed. He will start to become less noisy, and somehow more caring and nice I would say. Its like the total opposite during the day, or when he is playing games and watching tv. Hahaz. Nuisance in the day, serene in the night.

Oh well, he make friends easily too. I guess lol. He named Chuan Rui as 'Interesting Boy 1', Sayhaow as 'Interesting Boy 2' and Roshan 'Interesting Boy 3' or 'Foreigner just by the look of his nose' Lol.. Absolute retard, but I seriously think he lack of respect for others. AND i hate that. =/.. Oh yea, he even made friend with sihua somehow? through maple lol. I think he named her 'Maple friend' or 'Jiayou friend'.. Lol. He really like Chuan Rui and Sihua.. Always bugging me where are they. Lol.. Wierdo boy. xD

HAiZ... so many stuffs to do.. Tomorrow MAths TEST, GP PreSEnTAtion, EoM FiNAl! Ahhh all haven do!!! WR ALSO! Haiz.. sian sian..

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HAIZ.. ! And I though today, NATIONAL DAY would be fun! BUT NO! Turn out to be a such a simply no enjoyment and boring day! SHOULD HAVE WENT OUT ALONE OR SOMETHING RATHER THAN STAYING AT HOME!! ThIs is BecAuse oF mY pRi 4 CousIn iN mY HouSE and i HAve to BaBY sIT Him!?

AHHH...! I WannA Get ouT... This little pesky devil.. getting on my nerve.. Bleghzz... Like simply no respect to me at all.. somehow.. Haiz... so demanding... STill have to BABYSIT him till tomorrow!! Wa piAng... God Save Me...Bless me with patience and serenity.. =(

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Haha 2nd post..

Just wana blog about... HOW PROUD AND HAPPY of my =[DA]= CLAN! AHAHA xP

Heres the story. Warning May Be Boring.

Yet again, we won another unexpected victory under the leadership of VoodooKing. The odds were against us. Their defence was impenetrable, everyone gave up invading their titan, including us. We thought our titan could sustain longer than the enemy's titan. But we were wrong. The opposing team titan health was more than 50% while our titan was no more than 15% (Thats about around 10 silo rockets to blow the enemy titan and about 3 or less silo rockets to destroy our titan). Just when everyone thought we are going to lose, VoodooKing issued a final and desperate order - Invade the enemy titan with full force! We obeyed his order and drop pod into their titan with a total strength of two DA squads, about 10 members in total.

We came and conquered. We took out every single defenders of the 2 console room, blew the consoles and charged into the reactor room. Resistance was high. Accompanied with fire support from the rest of the squad, BloodRuin and I planted a total of 10 RDX Demo pak on the reactor core and BOOM! The enemy titan health left around 5% which is the same as our titan at that time. It was heartpounding. Anyone of the titan can be destroyed any time now.. PANIC! Nobody was using a support kit and nobody can resupply us! We thought that was it, but yet again, we were wrong. Fortunately, Voodooking came in time with resupplies. I quickly rushed to him, get 1 RDX Demo Pak and rushed back to the reactor, hoping that 1 Demo Pak is enough. I ran, planted, switched to my detonator... and BOOM! IT WAS ENOUGH! Everyone cheered the unexpected victory and were overfilled with joy. Sadly, I blew the Demo the moment I planted the it, killing myself. =( BUT, Its all worth it. We won. =D

Haha.. like writing compo hor.. Haha.. But really that was one of the greates match... People even praise and thank us for changing the tide. HAHa So happy! Teamwork is the key to victory! =D You DA rock man.. One day, we are gonna rock the WCG!! HAha.

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12:08 PM



"Take another look from the other side" Indeed this is important. You can't always look from one view. You have to look at all the different views to understand what is going on.

Sandy was really pissed off with the photocopy shop lady. Not surprised, I was also pissed off by that lady yesterday. Haha. But after school, I went to order the Chemistry practice book, I decided to just listen to the lady. I knew she was stress. She went telling me about students not paying up, not collecting ordered notes and stuffs. Well, at least I can tell she become more relaxed after spamming all the stuffs to me.

Just by listening, you can actually ease someone's stress.
If you don't listen, who will?
You might be the only one who has the chance to listen to that person.
Be listener.
Don't talk. =)

Haha. kidding. End of the other side.

IM BAckz, =p

Wa... ly, shirley and sandy gossip about me sia... Saying something about my secret... WhAT SeCrET?? grr..

Wa.. Chinese compo so difficult.. Anyhow pia...

hmmmzzz... on the bus back home, there is this primary school girl, pulling her friend skirt down for some God knows reason... Im like.. HUH??? YuCks! wHaTs WrOnG wiTh DEm?!?! Well good thing that girl's skirt is tight.. lolX.. or else.. bleghz i dont want to imagine..

wa... tomorrow national day celebration!!! Wa ReTard... we will have first 2 period before celebration... And our first 2 period is SPE!!! Well.. good thing is.. No need to bring books and can have fun!!! Bad thing is.. Gona stink and sweat alot just before celebration... kinda dumb. hahaz

Hmm.... GONNA PLAY TODAY! YAY! HAHA!



Again and again, you are throwing me into confusion.
Anger, I will not succumb to it.


p.s. having split personality..

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8:30 AM



LolX... Tomorrow is e-learning day. We do not have to go college! Cool man... But we are all gonna be so flooded with work. Haiz. Still have to prepare GP presentation tomorrow. How boring. Bah.. Lots of works. PW EoM & WR, GP presentation, online assignments, maths tutorial. Blah blah. haiz. This is just the beginning..

hmm..

Can a person really forget the feeling of liking/loving someone? Or can a person forgets how it feels like to like/love someone? How can you even forget a feeling? Feelings aren't memories. So it just seems impossible. At least from my view. I wrote this for a reason. No im not being emo. There are external factors.

Hahaha I read this cool article. It says there is this cat in some hospital, have the ability to predict a patient's death! Whenever a patient is dying, the cat will approach and curl up just beside the patient. And there has been no mistakes so far! The patients whom the cat approached usually die within an hour after being visited by the cat. Some curse the cat as a jinx, or a GrimReaper of death. While others praised the cat for giving an opportunity for family members to be present during the final moment of the victim.

What do you think the cat is? A blessing or a curse?

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12:15 PM