History is like repeating.. It really reminds me how 'blinded' or 'warped' i have become. I knew all these will happen again. Its inevitable. Whenever you achieve something, something else will definitely be sacrificed. Im certain. Or maybe i should say, whenever there is positive, theres negative. When theres joy, theres sorrow. When theres light, theres shadow. Just like physics, when theres matter, theres anti-matter. There is always the existence of the opposite.
Haiz..
I really believe Im in this downward spiral, plunging deeper, away from God. But Im glad, that He stills answers my prayer and sorrow. His words are as amazing and graceful as ever.
Oh how I've backslided.
Forgive me, O Lord.
Let your Grace bring peace to my mind.
Bless me with serenity and not anger,
A forgiving soul filled with love, Patience to accept and To seek the goodness in others and not myself. Grant me the strength to Beat that little 'devil' out of me
