Time to wake up.

Thanks for noticing what was going with me.

I dont know whats happening to me too.

I thank those who are concerned.

I love to help you all.

But I cant at this weak state.

Thats why its...

Time to wake up...

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10:08 AM



Hahaz... Ok dont really know whats going on today. Just dont really have a mood. Especially in the morning and early afternoon. Something seems to be bothering me and I dont know what is it. Well.. Sigh. I think Im losing focus in everything now. I think Im losing out in many things. I dont know. Just wierd. Ah.. Dont know what Im talking.

NICK'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! Ok. Thats the only point of time that brought me back from my lifeless mood. Felt so good to be young again? lol. We celebrated at Kallang's Macdonald in the Kid's Party! LOL.. Total hilarious! Sitting at low chairs and tables, listening to kiddy musics, playing kiddy games(which turn out damn rough thanks to keith), and eating Happy MealS! HAHA.. You really cant imagine how hilarious it the enviroment was.. We all have presents from Macdonald! aww so sweet.. Haha. Ok its just bunch of stickers, colouring book, pencil box, file and some toy. HAha. And we are all gonna use the pencil box and file together as a class tomorrow! LolZ...

Well had to leave like 4.30 because i have GP remedial.. Wow? Mr Ng wasnt angry at all? I tot he would be quite piss... Instead he smiles and treat as if nothing is wrong? Lol.. I went for the remedial for like 20 mins and im off.. which is supposedly to be 1hr but I was late. LolZ.

Happy BirThdDay NICK..

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10:20 AM



Wa... Haha Jok you super sabo boy! WEll... I cant think of the 10 things right now, so i guess i will post it next time. HAha. I promise I will blog it. xD.. Find it quite interesting yet at the same time kinda lame. lol. Ok wierd. haha

Well, I dont know how to describe today. Lets say its kinda usual? lol. Had to do deliver service for someone after school. I got no pay and the person still tip the taxi driver some more.. Shouldnt the person tip me? xP Ahaha kidding. The joy of helping Lol. Rushed off to practice squash at suxin house.. Whoops, pangsehed jeff i think. Sorry!!!. I didnt know where was suxin house, so had to rush off with CR and Rosh, and CR had to leave quite early later. So yea, got to rush to optimise training time for CR. Lol.

At Suxin house...

Wow.. this is utterly stupid. Firstly, the fan in the court is switched off, and we cant find any nearby switch. So we assume the power is down or something and didnt bothered. Secondly, we later lost honourable two squash balls because the ball is stucked on top.. WtH... This is due to a hole in the cover. Ok I dont know how to explain because you really need to see the court before you can understand.. Haha. Ok, just take it as, we lost two squash balls due to the poorly maintained court. Thirdly... After losing 2 squash balls, we decided to leave because we have no more squash balls... AND that is when we discovered the Fan switch is just outside, all the way to the end of the path outside the court.. SO FAR! Grrr... So screwed.. lol.. Well we went to play billiard after that! Haha. My first time playing billiard.. So much difficult than pool! Hhaha. But its kinda fun. ITs much more longer than a pool match.. haha.. Left at 6+...

Hmm... heh.. I think Dad and I have a common interest! Watching sunrise and the beautiful silverlining of the cloud. Haha okokk random.. But yea.. awesome.. He actually asked me today in the car, if the sunrise is beautiful, which I am already mesmerized by it. lol. awesomee... Now i know why i love watching those stuffs, sunrise, sunset, stars, clouds. HAha

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1:46 PM



Haha. Had a craazy whole day out today! Ok isnt really crazy the whole day.. Went temasek poly in the Morning, which was kinda abit dull but interesting, looking at how those rock climbers climb. Went wei sheng house to sleep awhile after having lunch.. HAha His sofa so darn comfortable! Better than my bed! hAha. Ok maybe only la. Head on to tampines Safra, actually to play bowling with the rock climbers. But in the end, we wasted like 2hrs waiting for a lane and decided to go play pool at parkway. Like what the heck la.. wasted 2 hours of my life.. Haha

Played pool! Ok I seriously suck at it.. Always have parallax error one. HAha. Had dinner at long john silver! Ok this is where it gets all crazy.. Derek actually tried to order a breakfast meal at the counter, and the person was like..."You think this is funny?" haha crap.. and he give that attitude look all the way.. lol. We had 'zong zi mi ma' after dinner and ate lots of crappy stuffs there. But it wasnt as bad what huayan(i hope i got her name right) and derek did!

Huayan actually acted drunk and went to BK, asking for Miso Krunch, which is sold at KFC. And she persistently asking the person for miso krunch and the lady serving her was like "What the hell?whats wrong with her?" and was totally stunnED. HahaX Crap.. Luckily She went out of BK when the manager came.. xD..

Den Derek... He went to get a dustbin cover and put over his head. And walked into PArkway Parade, dancing. Everyone was like "Huh??!!" givving the stunned and amused look.. Its really damn crappy.

Man.. Salutes to their daredevil spirit. Haha.

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2:05 PM



History is like repeating.. It really reminds me how 'blinded' or 'warped' i have become. I knew all these will happen again. Its inevitable. Whenever you achieve something, something else will definitely be sacrificed. Im certain. Or maybe i should say, whenever there is positive, theres negative. When theres joy, theres sorrow. When theres light, theres shadow. Just like physics, when theres matter, theres anti-matter. There is always the existence of the opposite.



Haiz..



I really believe Im in this downward spiral, plunging deeper, away from God.
But Im glad, that He stills answers my prayer and sorrow.
His words are as amazing and graceful as ever.



Oh how I've backslided.

Forgive me, O Lord.

Let your Grace bring peace to my mind.

Bless me with serenity and not anger,

A forgiving soul filled with love,
Patience to accept and
To seek the goodness in others
and not myself.
Grant me the strength to
Beat that little 'devil' out of me

and search out the angel again.

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11:06 AM



AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SAVE MY EXT. HDD!!!! ='(



Sigh... Dont know whats wrong with it. Hope it still works tomorrow. ><" My bro is sure to kill me. But what did i do man? Haiz...



Heh, Im still writing my EoM. Brainstorming ideas now.. Apparently, my mind lacks of creativity and is very slow in generating ideas. Sad.

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5:03 PM



HAHA YEA! 2.4km is over! As always, got 12.50s. which sucks! Sigh... Regretted not running every weekend.. bleghh... Now have to worry about the 5 stations.. Sit and reach, pull up, shuttle run, broad jump situps... >< argh! Ah man.. my whole body is aching now...

SQUASH! hAha! wHoa. yuanyu sure learn very quick! 2nd training and he is already able to at least hit the ball most of the time! Unlike us, which took awhile like 3-4 trainings? haha i dunno. But yea impressed. COACH was rather relax! He did NOT PMS today!! Miracle!! Haha was cool was cool... hahaz.. but yet again, his 'game' is such a killer.. whoever loses, down 10-20 depending how good your serve and reply. So like WOW? did like 100 + push ups in an hour and maybe up 200 in the 2nd hour.. Lol ok maybe abit exageratting but its around there..

MATCh! Haha CR won me yo! =P Ok.. heres the thing.. I actually didnt even had the mood to have a match with him xD So i didnt really focus there and kinda lazy to run.. whoops? sorry.. =P Was more interested facing off with weixuan XD. Score 1 - 1... I won the first round, he won the second.. had to leave after the 2nd round coz other ppl booked the court. Haha.. It was most fun playing against jonathan though... but he aint there.. arrghh... Haha. Man... Got to train harder for squash!!!! MUSt be in competition team AND WIN 1st placE!!! HAhax

Ok... wa... EoM! Dunno what article to find sia... Haiz.. School work is getting up on my nerves.. Lazy go school tomorrow!!! Haix.. life is simply so.. 'wonderful'

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1:30 PM



Whoa. Unexpected results. Here I slacked off before Mid-yr and I did pretty okay, though its just pass, for my maths and physics! Okay maths is a little disappointing yet quite pleasing. Disappointing because I did the practice our teacher gave us, and this is the result i get, 36/60. Pleasing because I did comparatively well in my class. Hahaz. Physics is the one that stunned me. I studied physics like 1 or 2 days before the exam and I did alright! In the 'Honour rolls' or smth liddat. Haha. Really stunned. or stunnified.

Bracing myself for MTL, GP and Econs. Cause i know these three subjects arent my type. Science and maths are still my best friends. Haha.

WaH! Squash training was killer. Superbly shagged. All of us were like missing and hitting the ball so softly at the start! Except for Lester, duh. Well, coach got nasty later in the mid of the training. Wont elaborate, he is just nasty. He is like so gentle with the girls and so harsh with the boys! What is this man. Discrimination! Lol.

2.4km run is just next week! What the heck! AH!! Got to start training. Why do they test us after a long break and mugging? Sheesh...

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2:20 PM



HAhahaz. went blading and cycling with Jeff, TLY and Michelle.. Blading was such a painful experience... had two blisters or cuts on my leg.. >< Haha. But naw still cool with it. HAhaz saw Chrish, Hen and Peili at ECP today! HahaZ And all of them are there for blading! XD..Such coincidence! lol. Okok.. And there goes the retarded twins thinking im having affairs. What the heck man.. My impression or reputation is really going down the drain. AHaha.

Man... TLY and michelle are really like twin sisters... they really know how to entertain each other very well. O.o" I think their mind are stuck at the age of 7. Seriouslly. haha. Ok took retarded neoprints too. Had no idea how we end up in those wierd machines anyway.. bleghz.
haha R-Tard.


Hmmm... Dont you think talking has a possiblity of hurting someone? So why talk?

Haha. random

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11:16 AM