fill my empty heart ;;

WAHAHAHAHA! OK i think im really such a slacker. 2142 just now WAS SUPER AWESOME! HAHAHA!!! We =[DA]= squad members are able to turn the tide in two consecutive tight match!! HAHA My GOsh. MAN High on EcStaCy! WOOt. Haha. Love all the squad members. Teamwork is the key to success. HAhaz XD . Battlefield had never been this fun. =D Wonder if we can even represent singapore one day? xD okay maybe too ambitious. but maybe. haha

MAn... rock on DA members!! xD
We are the Dad's Army with Destruction Assured. HAha
BeWArned.

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5:02 PM

IM really such a procrastinator... I thought I could complete my maths revision today, BUT i played 2142 the whole afternoon.. =P whoops. THis sucksz. I have not even complete a single subject. Think im gonna screw up for this mid year. hahaz

Wa.. Maths revision paper is quite a killer. Took so long to complete each question.. hope they dont set such complicated question.. ><

Maybe i should really go out and study.

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1:41 PM

What the heck is with all these dreams anyway? Since last week, I've been dreaming random, wierd stuffs every single day. Some of them are scary. Some of them just left me puzzled.

Is this a message from You?

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3:24 AM

YAhooo! Heh. Three promotions in BF2142 since yesterday! HAHA. Totally kicking ass. That is like totally impossible in BF2 and without earning any badges. xD. Yep. Earned a silver and gold Titan Excellence Badge, rewarding 500 and 1000 points respectively! HAha. Thanks these 2 badges, i promoted 3 times! XD.

Haha Ok. Im totally too addicted to games. Probably because I was deprived from them. haha. AHHHH Exams are like next week and I have yet to study. Gonna start mugging tomorrow. Else I will be as good as dead. Haha. MUST stop playing games already.. >< This new computer is such a distraction. .

Tomorrow shall start maths =D. Nerd Ken is here.

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12:00 PM

Wa.. I switched on my phone like 12+ and whoaa... flooded with messages. Haha. Whoops forgot to reply to some people xD. Sorry.

Went to see doctor today!! Bleghh... Didnt know still have to do a minor operation. Thought apply medication can already. But it wasnt that bad.. Not as bloody as the other time. No jabs! haha. Just had to pull open and cut. Ok I wont elaborate on it xD.

Ah... Edwin called and told me that my computer is running on a just nice power supply, 400W. Which means i have to get another power supply or else i wont maximise the usage of the graphic card! baa.. Sianz..

Ok. Time to clean my wound! Haha

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10:47 AM

Haha. Utterly bored now. Gonna get new comp later with Ed, Dr, Rosh and i dont know who else. HAha.. zzzz. Left 2 more weeks before school reopens and exams. This is saddening. What kind of June holiday is this? haha. Oh well.

Must start studying already. Especially economics.. While physics.. need more practice.. Apparently when doing physics tutorials, it seems relatively easy. But when it comes to physics test, the questions seems so difficult..haiz. Maybe its because of exam stress or pressure. Or maybe.. hmm. hahaz oh well im hungry xP. off to eat. Byez.

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2:30 PM

Coach really scrutinized every single movement of my drive. One puny little mistake also must scold. Haiz.

For three times, I risked my eye sight. Yet you were there to protect me.
Thank you Lord for protecting my eyes and still be able to have perfect eyesight. Or maybe close to perfect. =D

Yep you can guess it. I did a drive right in front of the court and the squash ball returned, smashing into my left eye. It was terrible. My eye was like burning and I can barely open it. Quickly ran to the water cooler and spam water on my left eye. Haha. Thankfully after like 10 mins, it felt better and I can finally open my eye! Was kinda red though. Haha. Im never gonna drive right infront any more.

Ok why did I said three times. Its because last year, during one of the chemistry pratical. I was holding the test tube so close to my eyes to see the reaction going on inside and I was not wearing the goggles. Unexpectedly, the reaction pops and the chemical spurt out into my left eye. Yet again, it was a terrible experience.

The second time was this year during the chemistry lab practical. Trying to fill the small measuring cylinder with sulphuric acid. But I overfilled it and spilled over my hand. Hahaz my hand was like burning but wasnt that bad. Went to wash my hands. Then after the whole lab practical, i went to rub my right eye and yet again.. yea you know. Guess I did not wash properly with distilled water. haha.

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12:04 AM

SO tired from squash. Haha. Aww man. Im not getting any better in squash.. Nicholas Tan is improving like mad! Haiz. Have to improve more. >,<

Had dinner with the squashers! Haha. Nothing much happen. Ate unagi set.. yumm.. Hahaz took some retarded photos too. xP. I think all the squashers love to take photos! Hahaz so fun!

I think Im really glad that im not the ultra introvert type anymore. really.. Or maybe at least not as bad as last time.. but still changing ya? Hahas
Thank you Lord for all your work and for changing me. =D

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2:05 PM

Haiz... How i wish my chinese aint that bad... Yea stunn3d. A new loving chinese boy is here. Hahaz XD. ok 1 reason is because of my acadamic. Obviously who doesnt want to do well? And the other is because of the diary which is only written in japanese and chinese! Yea im talking about 1LoT. >,<.

Apparently the blogger who is translating the the diary is recovering or still resting or maybe too busy with her recently born child. Well, cant blame her right. She has to rest. Haha

Actually I read the translation until i also lost already. I dont know which chapter im at now lahz. Haha. Oh well.

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1:02 PM

Hahaz. Jus ta statement i want to make.

Firstly, Never trust your first impression of somebody. Because everybody is putting up a good first impression of themselves. And who knows whether how good they really are? Haha.

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1:51 PM

Just woke up from hibernation.. Hibernated for 14 hours! aHAHA! But still so slpy. Zzz. lol. I know its not enough for skipping proper sleeping hour for 3 days... So I gonna slp soon. around 10 perhaps? haha.

Squash chalet!!!!! Ok wont say everything about it coz its really alot. but here are some stuffs... Its pathetically SMALL.. irritating. Ok we didnt really find any activities to do there. So you can say it was kinda bored. But we did entertained ourselves in taking crazy photos and disturbing one another! HAha. 1st Day.. Didnt do much.. Coz i had to get signatures from my PW grp for the GPP first. Reached at the chalet around 6 or 7pm. PLayed cards and had dinner/supper and macdonald. Head on to the beach around 1 am to slack. Ghost stories, mass dance, jokes, whatever! haha. Went back to chalet coz we were free food to the mosquitoes. And the drunked J2s coming back from clubbing came back and took over the chalet. zzz

We were totally rotting for the 2nd day. Coz we were all plain tired and theres no activity! BAH. CR, KH, and ME decided to evacuate from the rotting chalet and go cycling! HAHA. Woo so much better outside! We cycled all around Pasir Ris park and to MJC HAha. Shiok. ooo We spotted a Monitor Lizard on the way back! CR spotted it first before i actually saw a giant crawling lizard. haha kinda cute. But it seems injured on its back. aww.. Haha. Well took 2 photos of it and left it alone. Coz some stranger said that it is pervertic to take photo of it. Haha Whatever man.

Took scenery photos too! But didnt take much, no space left. Aww.. Haha

Haha. Nice.. BBQ night.. haha Didnt eat much though. Was taking photos in the chalet instead haha. OK to sum it all..

In total, I have emo-ed 2 times. during each nights.

In total, I have slept less than 1 hr for 2 nights.

In total, I got 5 mosquito bites.( From the beach) XD

In total, I tried sleeping on 3 areas. The BBQ Bench, under the chalet table, and the bench along the beach. None was successful.

Still... these 3 days are really fun with you guys. glad to meet you all. haha.

See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil. =)

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12:33 PM