Today... WAS kinda alright. things are nice when Ms Tan is around. BUT when mr Choo comes in, it goes abit boring.. Well, he taught like how to write letter.. which isnt much interest to me. Btw i screwed as usual for both mother tongue paper. Still maintaining my education record for M.T 15% - 30% . Nvr went beyond or below that.. Except for PSLE which MIRACLE happened and i passed! Hallelujah!

Was hoping that this year O' level there would be another miracle... But yea WOW THANKS MR CHOO for spoiling my miserable hope. His WORDS are so ENCOURAGING YOU KNOW? SO ENCOURAGING THAT IM SO MOTIVATED TO SKIP O LEVEL. Yea. He said that im only a burden to the school and everyone else. He said that im hopeless, a definite F9, would only drag school result down. Here's a short stuff of translation of what he said:

" I know you are already hopeless and can never pass your O level. No matter how hard you try, you will still fail. If you take the paper, you only drag the whole school and other people results down. Just don't take the paper, seriously. You know you will fail so why go and fail? If you know you are going to fail than don't drag the school results down, just go skip the paper. "

Yep that's a short extract of what he said. Ok, I agree that i may be a burden to the school results. But cant i try? I want to at least believe in that Miracle once again. I mean its also okay for people to try! Whats wrong in trying? Well, if i really fail... than im sorry. But you know, im lost. Am I seriously going to skip the chinese O lvl? Something that i had paid and prayed for a miracle. I dont know. Maybe im just really a burden to my friends and school.

Heh, but wow seriously he spoilt my whole mood for studying for chinese. Truly GRATEFUL to him. Wonder how long am i going to survive this shit. But fine la, if im going to be a burden than i go skip paper lo. I hate being a burden anyway. Well than, all the best for you guys chinese o lvl... I may just go skip it.



i lost you,,
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