Yo just woke up, hmm still so tired.. z. Alrighty.. today got to do all the work... my rreap and all the homework.. haiz.. boring. done most of my chem reap already.. heh.. cr and say va coming later... have to tidy up my room ><" .. heh talk later.. im so tired now

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Sigh... Was so extremely sick yesterday. Had to rot on my bed the whole day. I woke up with high fever, sorethroat, severe headache, heavy giddiness, extreme fatigue and loads of flam. Could just die then. Well, since i can barely move around, didnt went for synergiz. Sigh. I've been suffering lots of 'electric shocks' in my brain. Ouch... Hurts... And yea, i cant talk thanks to the sore throat and the extreme fatigue. Used lots of strength to sms ppl yesterday. Lol.

Well, at least today i can talk but still not that perfectly. Went to see doctor and got my medicine. Got a MC for tomorrow just in case. 38.6 Degree Celcius. Lolx. Im so so burning. Sigh im quite worried for no reason. ZzZ Well, just pray tomorrow i get well.

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11:30 AM



Woooo! Just got back from IGNITE! Yea it rocks. Had lots of fun over there xD... Met Jojo again, no change of her hair, still quite short. Haha. Going her b'dae party this friday. Anyway begged CR and Jok to go church for Ignite, and they followed! WAHA. Thank God and you guys for coming. Hehez. Though they didnt accepted, but one day, one day they will. Hahaz. And yea Jokhie, You will have your Freedom to choose soon, we are gonna become adult soon! "Adult = Your Freedom of Choice" =P Hahaz anyway the songs rocks! I gonna get their Ignite Album no matter what. MUST GET =P.

Yea. before that we had our so called agreement. The agreement is that we are to enjoy ourselves to the fullest on 1 day and on that particular day, we promise to each other never to touch games ever again until O lvl is finished. xD. And that day is today! 14March Tuesday!

Well after remedial, went off the play lan wif cr and gang. Wahahaha! OWNAGE WIF ANTI-MAGE! He totally rocks =P. Played generals! Well managed to destroy jan base back. But their defense became too powerful thanks to Deren. Lol. And the match became a stalemate. Lol. So in the end we stopped playing... too boring.

Played some retarded Counter Strike... the knifing matches rocks! xP Fought some really noob bots later. Lolx and we played BF2:SF later.... 3v3 xD.. Since I and deren got the most experience in BF2, he became commander of the USA forces and i commander of osama forces(MEC la) =P. Well, guess i am a better commander =P whahaha. But was quite gay, cause im in a defending team, its very easy for us to defend. xD Practiced piloting Apache Longbow, not bad... but rather difficult to pilot it. Hehez.

After all those stuffs went to pasta mania and ate lotss of stuffs. But its really not that fantastic, was expecting some nicer. But too bad la, had to rush for Ignite and their budget were running low xD... And yea my pact, never to play games anymore and i must study. I must keep the promise xD. After eating, we went for IGNITE wWEEEEE!

And oh yea, I just wanna make an apology to CR, Jokhie and Lisa. CR and Jok, sorry for dragging and holding you guys back, especially Jokhie. And Lisa, sorry for the tongues and the people falling part. Im truly sorry. I dont know whats with me, but i felt like apologising to the whole world.



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=P Just for fun. Sorry CR. xD

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11:51 AM



Oh man... Whats up with this week? Let me sum up the number of people who shed their tears this week......SIX... Maybe there are more who are crying in their heart. In any case, thats like alot and none of them are tears of joy, but sorrow. Where's all the happiness of life? Is this life we live, such a misery? Perhaps it is. Well, i honestly dislike to see people cry. It just makes me wonder about life, feel guilty about it, although im innocent, and makes me feel weak. Especially when girls are the ones who cry. I dont know, its just my mentality. Call it wierd, I will agree to it.

Honestly just what the heck is really going on with this year. Ever since the start of this year, problems had been arising. People are getting troubled everywhere. In school, i can see lots of people facing troubles though some wants to hide it. In my msn, lots of people nick are all about regrets, complains, questions and all sorts of type.

Oh well, I don't know whats going on, all I can do is just pray for all these to stop and help those who are really in need. But in the end, i don't find myself of any help. Lol. Geez.. Lets just live a happy life man...Zzz.. Got to get back to A maths... 3/4 thru it.. xD Shall try to finish it today.



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2:25 PM



Whoopz... Was trying to rest my eyes but in the end... i fell asleep xD from 8pm to 12am . Haha... Dad woke me up for dinner. lolz.. yeap.. just ate my dinner... Hahaz gonna do some A maths now... and nth much really happen today... dont know wad to say... maybe just coz im too tired rite now...zzz kkz.. laters.



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4:30 PM



Bleghz.. Quite a sucky day for me... Overslept and skipped my breakfast as i thought i was going to be late. Oh well, was quite bad mood during school, dont know why either. Was having morning fever too and kinda caught a flu. Oh well P.E was "Great" =P... Overpushed myself just now... My mind gave 150% of my energy and my body had its limit( Mr Ong said it). And well.. kinda collapsed wahaha... Maybe because im having morning fever and didnt eat anything at all. wahaha. Well recovered soon after thanks to farid choking me with water =p Haha!.

Well went to hall for the reading period and something really really wrong happened there. =/ Not knowing, i walked straight into girls(not gona say who) changing at back of the stage. -_-" Well good thing 2 of them already changed and the other is being wrapped around with the curtain by the other 1 of them. AND SO I didnt see anything at all and well i didnt really know they were changing and i cant be bothered either.

Well in the pa room during reading period. dont know why I was feeling so wierd. Was feeling fustrated or tired.. .or maybe both... I dont know what was going on with me and i just start banging and whacking the room.Too stResSed? lolX... Felt like punching people... and i told that to Jokhie... And he told me to punch him... and honestly.. i really did felt like puncing his face... was willing to punch anyone to get rid of this feeling in me... but DUH i held back.. Not gonna repeat my past mistake. I will not be violent anymore, i will be peaceful! xD..

But seriously, i have a feeling that this year, one of the day i will become very very violent. Just like the past me, the evil violent me. Its now being held captive in my body=P... But the barrier seems to be cracking...the little demon me is like trying to get out now...hahaha. Just a hunch. Hope that day will never come. I must persevere! whaha

And yea changed back to this blog skin, this skin seems better to me. And yea i updated the music player. Now have more more songs! XD... Pls tell me if there is any prob with the player.. . Well gonna play some game and rest... relieve stress.. wahahaha



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