Yo. Still sick now... Still having fever, headache and sore throat...zzz.. yea.. and my flams got blood. lol... pretty much dieing now...
Anyway just thought thru some stuffs... sometimes.. i just feel that i shouldnt be part of my group of friends like as if im the outcast... especially the friends that i've made this year.. I just dont feel i should be around sometimes.. Sure they are nice people... but i dont know why... anti-social? yea perhaps...maybe i just dont like to mix around with people...my dad always scold me for being anti-social...he always told me that i could never survive in a job if i remain like this.. but at least im trying...right?.. i've got some best buddies at least...sigh...
Can anybody tell me whats going on?!
Used to have lots of fun with you guys... and now... we all seems so dead..missed those fun times...sigh.. i guess we lost each other eh?. hahaz.. hope to get you guys back! heh heh. lets get back to those adventures!!
Let's hope the adventure never ends.
i lost you,,
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