Heh. Was feeling wierd and I somehow felt like reading through all my past year posts. I read and found many interestings stuffs that had happened in the past. Anyway i saw one incomplete post and was saved as draft on August 20th, 2005. So i decided to post it now. Haha Here it goes. (in italic)
Every night,
I used to Dream just only of you.
But now,
There is someone else entering my Dream.
I wonder why?
What does this got to mean?
I do not know the answer now.
When can I find the answer?
I am hoping to find out soon.
But...
Maybe,
You are of no significance
in my life anymore...
Maybe,
nobody ever was...
Where's the purpose of all this?
I am blinded from it.
I am not who I seem to be.
I am the opposite.
One that is weak.
One that is negative in all perspectives.
Forgive me for being weak.
Forgive me for not being able to do anything
Forgive me for running away from life
But I know,
I'm not worthy for your forgiveness
Actually I cant remember what i really meant during that time. But i think i getting a little juice from it... not really sure though. The post just seems so wierd.. There is like no link? lol. I think I was just lost and emo-ing as always. Under depression...
i lost you,,
7:32 AM
