Lost Angel

2010-08-03T10:59:00.002+08:00

Been such an old song. But an old friend of mine reminded me of this old song. And now, after searching it on youtube, I finally realised that firstly it is in korean( I thought it was Japanese all along =x) and secondly, what the lyrics actually meant. Well, I don't have to know the lyrics to love this beautiful song. But now that I know it and with the MV(which I too never watched before till now), I guess I love it even more! Goosebumps~

Maybe I should have known.

Im not perfect. But I keep trying.
Perfect - Hedley

2010-07-27T23:00:00.003+08:00

Today was just another day at work. But then there was a few sudden screw up and we had a race against time. And my shift IC showed me how a great leader he is. Despite the sudden screw up, he quickly look for solutions and grab a team with him to rectify it, without blaming anyone. Sure he was disappointed, but he did not whine, complain or even reprimand the guy responsible(knowing the guy was sincerely apologetic about his mistake). Although it was quite a serious problem, he did not made any negative remarks at all and simply told us this.

"Being human, is to err."

What more, he did not order a his team to rectify. He led the team to rectify. And I really think that is important and people respect that alot. After all, a leader is to lead by example not just ordering or commanding.

It is interesting how in time of crisis, you get to see the true characters of a person. Respect man. Looks I have alot to learn.

And my friend shared his underwater diving experience! And it is really amazing the way he described the underwater life. But there were also some dark scary things underwater that he mentioned too. =/ But I think I dont mind learning diving!!! It is gonna be so cool!! See the sharks, whales and ship wrecks! Must save up $$$ =(

I hope they back-pay me now. Im freaking losing money every month. Shouldn't have reject my parents money. So difficult to self-sustain. But I shall persevere! Sergeant pay is coming soon! Let's see, if they really back pay me... I will get $1.5K =D... And if they don't, they cheat away $800+ from me. =/ fml

And looks like there will be a busy month ahead in August. Say goodbye to my social life. =/

Up and running

2010-07-20T01:18:00.006+08:00

he sowed the seemingly harmless seed in his garden, hoping it will grow to be something good. But it grew and started dominating his garden. And now, as much as he want it out of his garden, it is already so deeply rooted into the soil, to the point that it is near impossible to get it out.

So, he have to learn to embrace this new change that this seed of destruction has brought or to leave this garden and find a new one.

his life. my story.

2010-07-12T15:24:00.007+08:00

Had a great day yesterday with my awesome group of friends! First it was some light practice at CR's place, then karaoake at Teo Heng. Oh forgive our voices innocent people outside the room.

Anyway, we went to cold storage at PP to get some roasted chickens for supper later at night for the WORLD CUP FINAL! Well, we did not finished the chicken anyway. Thanks Jeff, so much for 1 isn't enough. Lol. I guess it must be the chicken steaks earlier on prevented us from finishing 2 whole chickens. Not to forget instant noodles and mochi from Japan thanks to jeff.

And the match, I must say this is one of the few match where I see both sides fighting VERY desperately. You can tell that both sides are giving their very best to win this world cup. And really, it was a fair match with it ending 0-0 in 90mins and going into extra time. And it was Andres Iniesta who broke the long silence and delivers the first goal of the world cup final towards the end of the 2nd extra time. Like finally.

And it was 5.10am. And so everyone else went to short concussion except me whom was cleaning up the mess we made. Lol.

It was not long before Jeff left and the rest woke up and start looking at Nicholas's photos in his new laptop.

7am is when I finally concussed.

What a long day.

2010-07-08T00:55:00.001+08:00

Germany and Spain in 1.5hr time! This is going to be exciting! GO GERMANY! Show them your blitzkreig might!

I just wished we have summer break in Singapore. But it's been raining heavily everyday. =/

Lock and Loaded. New song to be in love with. =P

2010-07-02T00:04:00.001+08:00

Oh crap! Tomorrow, my entire day is dedicated to my squadron.. =/ Well, hope it is going to be much more interesting for our squadron dinner! Especially with all the new friends! =) Now Im really glad that we merged! New friends who doesn't care about the ranks and see everyone as equal individuals.

Soccer fever! Brazil and Nederlands tomorrow. Germany and Argentina the following day(A MUST WATCH)! Haha.

And I love this new band!!! Allstar Weekend! Haha. Their MV are pretty funny too.

I wanna be a rockstar, a superhero,
living the dreams.

2010-06-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

Just finished watching the whole season of Flashforward! Definitely a great show to watch! It gives an interesting view of what would happen to us, if we ever see our future from the present. Some people might resign themselves to their fate, some would try to fight it, or some even fight for it. And that's the thing. They believe that, there is no, one definite future. What if, the reason for you to see the supposed future, is to prevent it from happening?

Anyway, the show didn't really ended the way I thought it would be and looks like there will be a second season. I honestly do not like the idea of a second season because I have reasons to believe a over-extended draggy drama/series may damage the reputation of the show, for example Lost and Heroes. Well, I just hope the second season plays it out all well and not spoil the show.

Oh yea, And we jammed at the new studio at Bugis and it is totally more awesome than the one at Paradiz. Much more spacious and it is cheaper! We probably can get a mini audience and perform there first before performing gigs out there! Definitely looking forward to the next session!

We are all part of an equation.

2010-06-26T02:46:00.000+08:00

IT'S A DRAW BETWEEN BRAZIL AND PORTUGAL!!! DAMN.

Actually I somehow expected it and Im really alright if either team wins. But for my friend's sake whom place a huge sum of bet on Brazil to win, I cheered on team Brazil!

So we got out of our camp around 9.30pm today, and we went on a high speed chase for a place to catch our highly anticipated soccer match. Which we eventually found ourselves at the 24HR Hong Kong Cafe at Katong. The food was awesome and the audience was even better. But the match was just a little disappointing because there weren't any goals.

But well, Brazil still proceeds on! Next match to catch is England VS Germany! Waha.

2010-06-23T10:12:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! CR and I just created a tumblr page! Haha. Kinda surprising for CR to create a tumblr page huh? But it's for the band anyway. Which I think it may be a better idea than facebook page(which has been pretty dead lately and hard to access.) But I think we will post jamming session updates, and other band training related stuffs. While for facebook, well maybe its for letting audience and fans to look at(You don't want them to be looking at our training plans right?).

Well, Im still trying to learn how to use it.. haha. gl to me.

CR or band -> our-awesome-band.tumblr.com
ME -> im-awsum.tumblr.com

and FLASHFORWARD is FREAKING AWSUM!

2010-06-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

YikES OMG! Worst flood in orchard ever!!! And I thought we were the only ones experiencing flood in camp. Back in orchard, all the basements stalls were flooded completely. And when I say completely it literally meant completely the entire stall, not just some mere knee level flood. Well, pity those stalls in the basement. The incurred damage cost must be really alot. Looks like PUB need to relook its drainage system in Orchard. They probably focus too much on building all the hoo-hah big shopping malls with basements, and forgot about building a proper drainage.

Yet again, it is probably a sign of global warming defined by the climatic torrential rain. =/

We are all gonna DIE! :O

2010-06-10T11:17:00.001+08:00

Envious.

Saw my BMT friends photos on their facebook, they went to Gold Coast, Australia! And it look so freaking AWESOME and FUN! Apparently one of them got a house over there, and they stayed over there. Superbly awesome nice and big house he got! I want one too =/.. But whats fun was that 4 of them took turn to drive each day, and drove to many different places! Go to the beaches, the mountains, DreamWorld, Surfer's Paradise... many more! Cmon guys! GO get your driving license!!!!! Then maybe one day, we can visit SH, rent a car and travel around too!

Beautiful night sky.

The scenery there is beautiful..

The power of a SLR Camera... Jan master it!

Haha. Can we go Australia instead?

2010-06-05T16:49:00.002+08:00

Ugh. My brother's friends came over to play mahjong last night and they were making hell lots of noise, to the point that it disturbed my sleep the entire night. They finally stopped around 2am and that is when I started to doze off peacefully. and...

RINGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!

My alarm clock rang...

And its 0345 and Im preparing to go for work... wtf..

Anyway, while I was taking a break at work, a lone crow caught my attention. It was standing on a pole and it was, what seems to be crying/calling out desperately for its other companions. It was only then I realised, there isn't as much crows now as compared to the past. Long were the days where you see these black birds dominate your neighbourhood sky, calling out with it's awful 'ahh' noise, bullying the other smaller birds( mynah, sparrows etc.) , scavenging and making a mess of your wrapped up rubbish. Now, all I see is a pitiful lone black bird, calling out in a desperate attempt to find its companions who are probably alone too.

True, they were a public nuisance and a big bully to the smaller birds, which resulted them to be hunted down by us. And their numbers dwindled down to a pathetic amount that ain't worth to call a population already. It's like being discriminated and exiled from the society.

Good. But is it right or wrong?

some chose to be alone.
but some are forced to.

2010-06-04T23:13:00.001+08:00

Oh Hell Yea! Finally a freaking off from my long long working days! But tomorrow still have to go on standby duty =/.. It may sound cool to be in a operational unit, but sometimes it sucks.

Woots! Bedok Gym is finally back up! You could still smell the fresh paint from the renovation. Haha. Killed my arms there. And I think I grew weaker... probably explains my drop in weight.. Well, pump myself for one hour and Im was off for a little shopping trip at Tampines! I didn't want to throw all my money into the pit fire, so I controlled myself to a $150 budget. Haha.. How miserable! -.-

Rawr, my $400 pay is killing me softly. And I have yet to claim my cab fares($300!!! >:O) since the computers were down.

Sigh.

I have this crazy idea suddenly. Once everyone gets into the army, we should take a group shot, donning our respective uniforms! How does that sound? I think it's pretty cool. Haha.

California Girls~

2010-05-27T09:54:00.005+08:00

Whoaaa... This two days have been crazily insane!.. There was simply no room for rest during work! Even our dinner were rotting in our crew room because we have to push for the work! And our working hours were stretched madly... Reached home 3am+ on Tuesday and 2am+ last night... Damn.. By far the most hectic week of my life.. But it is over! =)

But despite all the hardships and fatigue , Im so glad that each of us stood up for one another, helping out with everything we could. You can see their weariness thru their eyes, but still enduring to finish their work. And it reminded me of the days in BMT, exactly where you will notice such act(Unless your entire platoon are f*** up). Thanks guys. you guys are freaking awesome to help out.

But we did have some scenic moment we experienced.. One is the awesome sunset, the dark ominous cloud enshrouding the crimson sky- just unbelievable and in awe. No words can describe it properly, too bad cameras weren't allowed.. =/ You guys should see the sunset everyday, it looks different every time, but never fails to mesmerize you. And the other were the 'shooting stars' Haha. Not really stars. But they are fighter planes in the sky with afterburners and hence, looking like shooting stars! They were really a beautiful sight!.

And then it reminds us of the song "Airplanes" and we kept singing it all night. rofl.

I love driving at night. wahaa Hope I didnt get caught by any speed cameras.. =p

Paramore aka Hayley Williams ftw!

2010-05-25T13:26:00.001+08:00

Gah. 2 more days of hell to go thru, 2 more weeks of wasted weekends to go. =/

Oh wait! Encik says I may not be needed to comeback for this weekend because of my guard duty on Vesak Day(F***)!! Let's hope so.. 3 weeks of weekends being wasted just aint cool.

Been so long since I last blogged here. Haha. I guess it isnt my interest to blog here anymore. probably because what ever here is subjected to everyone view. It no longer serve the purpose of penning down all my thoughts.

But, I will try to blog again. like now, cause Im real bored and tired from practicing my guitar. Haha

And hey Cheeseburgers(this is better than everything nice)... just sharing! Check out this group BoyceAvenue!..

Background Info:

They've been doing cover songs and posting them on youtube for 3 years now... During their second year, the progress to world tours, performing cover songs.. And now they are making/recording their own music and music videos.

Here is one of my favourite cover they did... Awesome guitar skills he have..

And this is their first official MV, released not long ago.

Hmmm.. Think we can get there? =P Check their other covers too!

2010-05-06T22:25:00.001+08:00

TIRED

Initially, I thought it was going to be hell with majority of the people gone, and with the merger I thought it would only get worst with the long hours. But I now think it actually ain't that bad! The people we work with now is so much friendlier and fun to be with! True the working hours are being stretched alot.. But I think it all pays off with the new working environment now. I like my new team now!

Well, maybe it is only too early to judge. Like every relationship, the start may be blissful, but the true test of it only comes months later.

I hope I dont screw up again.

2010-05-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

I just had a talk with my father, regarding my university application. And it ended up a heart to heart talk session.

He pointed out my weaknesses and how different I am from my brother.

And it only made me realised how weak and stupid I am.

...

Im just not trying hard enough.

Too coward to face any failures.

...

If there is any help that I need now, that would be giving myself a slap and wake up to the whole fking world that Im in.

Time to wake up my idea and change.

My life has been moulded into a wrong shape.
Im just asking for a second chance to mould it back.

2010-04-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

Haha. If you wanna see the photos from Universal Studio Singapore. They are all in the previous posts.

But if you think that it is going to spoil the surprise if you see all the attractions, then dont. Lol

Apparently, our off has been brought forward for Labour day. So yea, I was on off today on short notice. That left me nothing to do at home. And so I try to occupy myself the entire day by facebooking, gaming, exercising and practicing my guitar. Nothing Special.

I feel like getting my Amp back from cr place.. The amp at my house is utterly pathetic.. Haiz.. Such demoralising sound it gives. Need to get new guitar strap and my overdrive pad charger... Wanted to get them just now but it was raining pigs and boars. Sigh

if we live in a world of fantasy. who would you be?

Haha. Even dinosaurs needs a break.

2010-04-29T20:04:00.001+08:00

Today Imma on OFF! So since Im so damn free right now, I shall blog awhile. Lol

Lets start off with photos from Universal Studio Singapore.

My cousin had some trouble uploading some photos, so yea, it is not going to be according to the chronicle of events.

Haha, Our first ride of the day.

The entrance to the Far Far Away Castle.

The Far Far Away Castle! RAWR!

Haha. This was candid but it turned out quite nice.

Our second ride!

So that's where everyone is... Hiding in the air conditioned building.

B&J Ice Cream!

To the land of ancient lizards!

Only my brother wasn't drench by the ride. The rest of us were totally drench -head to toe.

Lunch at some classy place. Haha

Ah.. Dont you just love this? Steak, Ribs, Lamb Shank, Chicken Sausage.. Awesomeness

Tomahawk Steak. Its really huge!! But I was expecting bigger =/

Lol. My Bro and my Cousin.

Dont mess with Inspector Seet.

Check out our ride.

Lol.

Wazzat?

Dont it reminds you of carlsberg ad?

The Far Far Away Castle.

Okay. Imma stop here. Too many photos to post. Haha.

Just see the photos from my FB! Not sure if you guys can see from my Cousin's album though.

2010-04-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE WAS.............................. FUN! Hahahaha

Never had so much fun for a long long time! With my crazy cousins and my brother of course. Haha.

It was kinda sad to see so many rides still closed and unavailable, but we still made the best out of everything else there.But I do personally feel that there is much to improve at Universal Studio Singapore(USS) though. If you ever been to other countries' Universal Studio, you will understand =).

And Sentosa now, is simply a beautiful place to be at. I wish I can stay at their hotel for free =[

Will update more when photos are up! Haha

2010-04-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

You know, one thing I'd probably learnt from these few weeks, is that sarcasm and complains does not improve and instead, is detrimental to your working relation with your friends. Like seriously, if I were to work and at the same time listen to my colleague's incessant complains, how can I even possibly work in peace? Needless to say for a sarcastic boss. You could only imagine when working with both of them.

And gosh, I think my brain must have taken a toll from this week pile of workload. I've been having really really weird dreams this entire week. These are the few that I can remember and how'd I felt:
1) My bank left $8.90 and I have lots of credit card debts. (Shocked)
2) My friend and I were being chased by a 4-armed Tank in my estate. (High-action and Adrenaline-pumping chase)
3) I was trapped in Silent Hill and got really mindF***ed by that creepy witch-girl. (GET ME THE F*** OUT OF HERE)

There were more but these are the only few I remembered.. But yea, it has been one of the toughest week =(

Yay Japanese buffet tomorrow! FOC! Woots.

And Friday, Im in love.

2010-03-26T18:48:00.002+08:00

Funny. Just a statement and it can tear a friendship apart. But Im not guilty. After all, I did not talked back. I was just justifying how some things that only happen one time have to be 'close one eye' and not make a big fuss out of it. You probably just took it the wrong way.

Lol.. And in the end, I decided to choose Accountancy over Engineering. I dont know, but accountancy just suddenly interest me. And engineering, I was lost with the choices of so many specializations and uncertain of the prospects. So yea. haha. My dad agrees with me on giving Accountancy a shot. So why not?. haha

Ala carte buffet tomorrow! =] SOO hungry.. Getting sick of the food Im getting in camp -.-"

Cheers for Miranda Cosgrove new song! Didnt know she already grew up.. Lol.

I wonder why do all the Disney actress become singers.. Miley Cyrus, then it was Selena Gomez and then now her, Miranda Cosgrove..

2010-03-21T20:37:00.002+08:00

God. This flubug is hitting me real bad. And I thought I would recover from just one good night rest, but I was wrong. The fever, the sore throat, the blocked nose and ears, the broken water tap in my nose which cant seem to stop.

My bro said it is all in the mind, saying that I would be fine if think "I am fine", when ironically he himself is down with all the same symptoms as me. -.-

Think Imma gonna MC tomorrow.

And OH! Haha, check out this awesome guitarist =]

2010-03-12T23:24:00.001+08:00

Omg its Friday! Oh thank God man. This week has been a really crazy week for me. The workload was simply overwhelming.

Alright yesterday, I had a pretty good start to the day. This may sound a little wierd, but it was because of this girl I met on the train yesterday. I was listening to my iPod and was about to doze off in the train, when suddenly somebody nudged onto me. And there she was, standing in front of me, waiting to alight the next stop. She had a scent of an angel, so sweet and lovely, that it would also be an insult even if I said that. Note that I did not sniff her alright. Anyway, it was the kind that really takes you high up, like a sense of euphoria. Best of all, she was a above average kind of looking girl. But with that scent of her's, it really boost up the points.

And then, I went to work with a positive attitude and nothing seems to bring me down(Not really.).

But unfortunately I did not see her today. Lol. Well, it was just a day of coolie work. We revamped our crew room and briefing room. Real happy with our work. For once we have a nice, neat and professional crew and briefing room. Haha.

And the dinner today, well I guess it was pretty good. 7 course chinese dinner. But again, it was not about the dinner, it was the friends that made it a good dinner.

And wtf man? My friend got SAFRA Fuse card when he doesn't go clubbing at all. Pea-brain =P

2010-03-11T10:49:00.000+08:00

What a terrible night. A night of disasters. And just nice, I switched shift for my friend for yesterday and today only, but now Im stucked in the night shift for the rest of the week. Always getting all the fucked up shit. Sorry, but my tolerance seems to reached the limit already.

Secrets aren't things that you should be proud of.

2010-03-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

Whew. Im really glad that I did not followed my squadron friends to the KTV lat week after hearing their disturbing encounter there. Serious. Not a place you really wanna play with. And FYI, the KTV Im talking about, is at Geylang. So you can probably guess what happened there.

But I missed out the awesome clubbing night they had. =( Sorry guys for declining! Didn't felt like going back then.

Argh! I should have gotten my promotion long time ago! But they forgot that I was pes C9 and thought I was fit for IPPT. -.- And now, my junior(who is excused IPPT and came in 4 months after me) is getting promoted next week and Im not.. wtf? They better back pay me man! -.-

Wee... hope there is still this little chance for Taiwan! =)))

A: "I don't want to hurt her"

B: "Really? Or are you just afraid of hurting yourself?"

2010-03-06T00:02:00.001+08:00

Whoa what a night!. And I have to say, surprisingly this is probably one of the best night of my life. I wasn't really looking towards the Cohesion Day, because it was like at Snow City. Ya that's right, SnowCity, like wtf right? A bunch of grown-up men going SnowCity to have fun?! Yea, wierd as it sounds, I wished to be not part of it. But, having said that, I guess I have to take my words all back. Because, it was hell of a night!

It was steamboat buffet for the start, which the food all sucked badly, seriously. But who cares? We had fun lol. And then it was Karaoke time in the "Ice Bar"(I think that's what it is called). And hell, that was the beginning of the night. Things got really high and the whole bar was like becoming a party house or a club.
Free flow of beer, chivas, and wine. Then, we had some freezing good time in the ice chamber..... BRRRR... I swear I nearly died from frosbite. We(well, almost the squadron) totally underestimated the coldness of that place(I was told it was -5 degree celcius), and hence we did not bring any jackets along. Played some stupid games in there, and not to forget the slide too!(Which I got scolded, because it was closed but I still went ahead =P)

And then it ended with lucky draws, which I did not won anything =(..

My friends asked me to go KTV, but I decided not to go, because they will be all singing chinese songs and trust me, I won't be able to sing any.

But it was a great night nevertheless. =)

2010-02-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

because it was doubt that sent me crashing.

2010-02-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

I've been there and I've seen what's there.

So shut up.

because I know I made the right choice.

2010-02-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

Just ran 5km! Okay, I probably did jogged half of the journey alright. Haha. But it felt good =). And I got this motivation to run because I came across this newspaper article about FATS and I felt utterly guilty of how much I've damaged my body. Rofl. Anyway here is just a few fun facts that I learnt from the article.

Fact #1: Subcutaneous fats (soft and pinch-able) are harder to burn as compared to visceral fats(hard and unpinch-able?).

Which then leads to...

Fact #2: Thigh fats are made of mainly subcutaneous fats, which explains why it is harder to burn them off.

Argh... Disturbing...

Yes, tomorrow is FRIDAY! Weekends are coming!! I totally dread working this week! ><

Haha. Anyway, I've watched 500 Days Of Summer(like finally) and say, it is a nice show!. Love it. =)

he believed that this time his expectations would align with reality.

but no one's got it all

Im the hero of the story, don't need to be saved.

2010-02-16T23:57:00.003+08:00

LOL, today Jan and Jokhie had a taste of the little devil, that is my cousin. Hope you guys don't really mind.. But thanks for entertaining him for the whole day. rofl. I would have stabbed him if sticked to me the whole day.

CR BMT mate, Benjamin who is an acoustic guitarirst, came to the jamming session. Seem friendly and kinda interesting with his English accent. Like what Jan says, Im not sure if we need another guitarist. But if he could teach us a trick or few, and maybe even bring in new vocals, why not? Haha. But today jamming wasn't fruitful, probably due to the lack of sleep last night. We hardly slept at all. =/

Go ORIANTHI! You ROCK WITH YOUR GUITAR!!! HOT BabY!

Hand-picked by only the Legend.
To be a Legend.

You think we can play that song?.
...
Sure we can. =P

Oh man... Back to Work alreadY?! Damn it.

I don't mind a Summer in my life.

2010-02-15T19:25:00.000+08:00

Okay... I did say that this year CNY is gonna be kinda quiet, but it was WAY QUIET than I expected!. This year, my family kinda of like try to ease the annual congestion during visiting and hence, they divided into different groups and visit the different houses at the same time. It was a good idea. Well at least till we found out how awkward it was without all the crowd and all. The atmosphere was simply gone! Well, hope they go back to the usual way of visiting next year.

Aww, I had fun playing with my cousin's almost 1-year old Schnauzer, Clover. Haha. She's simply adorable. Sucks that my parents are against the idea of having a pet dog in the house.

Damn it. Honestly speaking, I do not like... hmmm, let's just call the person 'M'. Anyway yea, I do not like M and. I don't know why either, probably because of M's attitude. And the funny thing is, almost everyone came and told me this:

"OMG, you and M are very alike! Your character, attitude and maybe even your looks too!"

Me: " No way. There's no way that we are even alike."

"Haha, but everyone mistook him as you during last week reunion dinner, which you weren't there. Hey even the camera pose is the same!"

Damn. If that's true, then Im truly hating myself.

2010-02-13T23:18:00.005+08:00

And the torturous week came to an end... finally.

Didnt have much time to shop for my CNY, so I tried to do one today and savage whatever clothes that's left... Which actually failed terribly. Whatever that I wanted was out of stock(for my size).

Curse all the small size guys in Singapore. No wait. Wrong. Curse myself for being small and short.

This year CNY eve dinner was pretty awkward. Well, because my two of my cousins and my aunt came over to have dinner with us. And... we aren't that close to each other and hence, the awkward silence during our steamboat dinner.

Tomorrow is CNY. Argh the visiting again... I hate greeting my aunts and uncles in accordance to their rank/seniority.. because I just can't remember who is what rank! And my brother ain't going tomorrow due to duty. =( Looks like it is going to be a little quiet tomorrow huh?. Not saying my brother is noisy. But he is the social bridge between my relatives and me. Why? Because the 'quiet boy' image has already been imprinted in most of my relatives. And my brother is the opposite. So yea. Looks like a simple and quiet CNY tomorrow.

If only our cousins and us are closely bonded, then probably CNY would be fun. I see most of my friends are closely bonded with their cousins. But why aren't we?

Wonders and ponders.

Whatever

A: Explain the strange phenomenon of why the ugly guys are always getting the pretty girls?

B: It is a simple theory. It is called Opposite Attracts.

A: So what does that makes me, who gets neither the pretty nor the ugly, but nobody?

B: Well, that makes you an imperfect man.

A: Because nobody is perfect?

B: No, because you simply suck and nobody wants you.

I sucked. =(

2010-02-08T00:24:00.007+08:00

My bro and I were discussing about financing his sports bike... And suddenly...

...

Me: I don't know how much I have in my savings.

Bro: I remember you have more money in your bank than mine last time.

Me: Haha yea... And you used to complain alot about it last time.

Bro: Ya! It's unfair. Logically speaking, Im older than you by two years, I should have more in my bank.

Me: Ya true... And you once accused me of stealing your red packets.

Bro: Haha. Ya sia.. Anyway that was the reason why I was motivated to work back in primary school.

Me: See, it's a blessing in disguise! You learnt to become independent!

Bro: ... ... But still, logically I still should have more money in my bank.

Me: Hmmm.. I wonder why too.

Bro: Because Mum and Dad invested on you, not me.

Me: Bullshit.

Bro: That is one truth that even I have to accept.

Me: ...

And that conversation with my brother made me realised that truth. And also, it probably explains why the bad blood between us last time. He probably hated me because my parents are biased towards me. And strangely, I kinda hated him because he is always better than me. But oh well, all those old rivalry are in the past already.

Hmmm... Yesterday night was pretty... alright. But it kinda got a little crazy after midnight. Haha. Don't know if I drank a little too much vodka or what, but I had trouble sleeping at night. I reached home at 3++... Tried to sleep.. but I rolled and rolled till I finally concussed, which was probably 5++. =/

Hey... Why do we always fail to take a proper group photo?... =/

And it has been a long long time since we last clubbed together.

Argh. My driving!.. A little screwed up today, probably due to the lack of sleep =(. But I did alright towards the end. I totally love my instructor man! (No he's a guy, and NO Im not gay either.) But he is totally awesome in teaching me all the techniques rather than all the other instructors. Hah. Hope he teaches me for the rest of the remaining few lessons..

Weee Faber Drive new album!.. TEASE =]

But I can't seem to dl it!!! =(...

she's gotta give him up.

2010-02-06T01:24:00.002+08:00

Tired.

Finally the weekends are here.

2010-02-02T22:18:00.003+08:00

What a day =]

Today has been a... pretty good day. Work in camp... well you can expect the usual routine but now with the addition of the fiery hot weather of Singapore. Please don't let the wind die down on us. =(

Met a few people whom I knew from TPJC today. But okay, I do not know their name and they probably do not recognize me either. =/ It was pretty sad(because they did not recognize or see me) and somewhat felt a little elated to see some old friends or acquaintances again.

Met Nicholas LEE too! Haha. Was on my way home from Bedok Interchange, when he suddenly appeared, standing right in front of me. Had a little catch up with him, since it has been ages since we last met. But it was a quick exchange of words as he was meeting Shush.

Oh man... I hope I have enough lessons before my actual TP =/

As for whatever that happened last week sat, you can always read Jan and Jeff up-to-date blog, providing you with all the latest information of what's happening around our group. No service charge required. =P

and seeing you reminded me of this.

to the ones I loved, didn't show it enough.
where are you now?
-Honor Society

Awesome Song. Only makes me think about our school days. haha

2010-01-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

Aargh.. Suffering from Monday blues again. I simply hate working after 2 short days break! And it wasn't only me who is suffering from the disease. A few of my Sergeants made some stupid mistakes like a dingdong too. Rofl.

Oh man, my brother is on duty on CNY.. Ultimate unlucky seriously. Looks like it is one less guy for CNY visit.. Sigh.. Gonna be real boring... Hopefully they do not call me back for standby duty too! ><

will you forgive your own sins

and move on?

or be trapped and stuck in it?

2010-01-24T21:08:00.001+08:00

I should just fking shoot myself in the head. FML.

For everything that I did and everything that I ever promised.

You should never hate yourself for who you are, but who you become.

2010-01-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

My first cartoonise work! =D

Okay. Actually the more I look at it, the more freaky it gets, seriously. =/

Last night, I just realised that I got the worst shift ever. Not because of the timing but it is the people Im working with. It is the group of people who are not only following the hierarchy strictly, but are also pure irritants. It is the kind of people that you wouldn't want to work with, especially when you can't clique with them.

And phew. The day finally came to an end. Today was super shag balls day. I guess days can never ever be relax when you are working with Sgt Jason Blaze. =/... But good thing tomorrow he is not in my shift! =DD Awesomeness dude! Hope we can leave early tomorrow too!

Woohooo! Detachment is coming soon! Hope they can send me out there instead of letting me die here with the awful stench of the chicken farm and the irritating houseflies here. ><.. Must start to wayang work hard! =P

Hoorah!

2010-01-17T12:13:00.003+08:00

AaaarGh... Didnt want to wake up. But my dad forced me out of it, because he thought I need to go some family event when actually, I was not invited. = =

Anyway. We hanged out at Timbre last night for a welcome back for RECRUIT Yang from BMT (I SWEAR he look like a China man right now!) and EARLY celebration for Rosh Birthday! Sadly Rosh did not get drink at all =/. Next time alright! We had a really really great time there! Awesome live acoustic band(which made us realised how far our band is from performing), great drinks (like †Graveyard† xP), the food (pizzas and fried chicken wings) and the rest who stirred up the great atmosphere! Haha. Told you guys it is all worth it to queue up!

Omg. The acoustic band actually played Bad Romance, Paparazzi and Poker Face by Lady GaGa! Didnt know her song could be play in acoustic version. Rofl. They ended the night with Bad Romance which was totally great! Everyone was singing or humming to it(Everyone was probably already half-drunk). The singer got a really powerful voice!..

Jokhie kinda got hit really bad by the alcohol. He was all dazed and knocked out. He probably didnt even know what he was saying or doing. The fact that he did not go home at 11pm is a sign he's already half drunk. LOL.

Anyway thank you awesome guys for coming! =)

JEFF SEND ME THE PHOTOS... Facebook kills the quality of photos! ><

The Awesome People.

And hail to the botak jones yang.

2010-01-12T01:57:00.007+08:00

Oh great.. Just thought I could get off from work at 2100hrs, but they decided to push it later to 2230hrs. Damn!.. That means reaching home at 0000hrs! Man.. Why do I always get the late shift? =/ Got to survive through this week!

And today wasn't really a great day at work. Kinda screwed up lots of things today, especially my paperworks.. Made TONS of errors, which kinda pissed my sergeants off. =/. I think Im just beginning to wake up from my holiday mood. Haha.

Oh shag.. I hope I have enough lessons for my driving before my driving test!. Nobody are releasing their slots for me these days! Panic! Must book many slots this Friday! Cant rely on last minute booking anymore. =/

As usual, out of boredom =]..

It was perfect, till you left.
Now, my world is just black and white.
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Photo taken at Tampines.

2010-01-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

some people just do not know when to shut the hell up and screw off.. they can literally destroy your day with their incessant insensitive speech. good thing air force gave us ear defenders but it is a shame that we cant use them at times like this.

bah. just another bad day at work. not worth elaborating. thank God today is a friday.

anyway yes, I just brought my blog back from its grave! =D. Been a really long time since I last blogged huh?. Well, doesnt matter. Its a NEW YEAR ALREADY damn it! Geez. I know I said this many times but I guess I just have to say it again. TIME IS PASSING TOO FAST! Yes. We are hitting our big 20s this year for those who are still day dreaming, yoohoo? we are no longer youth anymore. we are going to become adults next year. sheesh.

So whats up recently? Im caught into this crazy idea of designing tees and selling them! But I doubt i will make any progress, but guess its worth a try huh?.

2009-11-01T18:40:00.002+08:00

JEFF COMPUTER IS SUPER DUPER FREAKING LAG!@$#!%!%#!%#! ARGHH@!#!@$!@$!@$!@... lol honest!..

haizz... damn sian everyday no computer to use.. must come to jeff house every weekend to use..zzz.. he should so get a new laptop man. rofl

anyway yea, I've already moved to my temporary house for about 3-4 weeks already? It is located at Siglap Centre itself. And yes, there is no cable tv and computer. So you can imagine what I can do in my small little house there. It feels like staying in a hostel somehow. O.o

ahhh faster renovate finish my house!@!! no computer is driving me crazy -.-

2009-10-10T12:39:00.004+08:00

loveDRUNK
Clubbed at 'dbl 0' last night with Roshan, Jan and his friend, Daniel... and hell was it an awesome night! Too bad Daniel left early because he has to book in 6am today, missing all the damn fun! The music was awesome, the drinks were cheap, the ladies?.. sweet.. at least I prefer them more than those ah lians we saw at 'rebel'(rebel was swarming with lians, dbl 0 have lesser). The only sad thing, it is a min. 20 yrs old club and the ladies there are probably 20 and above rofl. Well nevertheless, we got ourselves with 5 shots and 2 jugs(thank goodness Jan finally drinks) and partied whole night! Woohooo! And the hunting begins! Okay, I didnt hunt, I merely looked around.

HUNGover
But the club closes at 3am.. so early =/... But I was really shagged to the max anyway. Rendevouz with rosh and Jan(we lost each other all of the sudden in the dancefloor), before we head back to our home.. And gosh, I slept immediately. Woke up feeling a little giddy but guess Im alright now. Haha.Whew.

Oh man, they didnt play remedy in the club =(..

whos that girl?

faith and desire, swing of your hips.

2009-10-07T20:03:00.000+08:00

Holy shit! I visited my temporary house yesterday and... it is damn bloody SMALL! It is like the size of one Costa Sand 2-floors chalet unit! =/ Every where is so cramped up.. Worst still, no computer, no cable tv.. Man, what can I do there?. -.-"... Kitchen is bloody small too... Sheesh.. Got to adapt to it!

Well, the only good I see there is all the nearby facilities.. Which Im actually very happy about! Nearby markets, cafe, bars, lan shops and restaurants! They are like all just downstairs! How convenient! haha. I will probably walk around Siglap more often soon... explore our new 'neighbourhood'.. anyway there will be nothing to do in that house lol. haha. need a hangout place!..

Looks like im not gonna access my computer and the internet soon... =/... I will be AFK for a damn long time. Haha.. Hey CR! im joining your computer fasting! =O

2009-10-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

Watched Funny People on Saturday and geez, I will indeed rate it 2.5 stars or less. Firstly, the story sucks big time, and the jokes... well I don't really find them funny, with the some exceptions. And the movie was like pretty long, 2hrs +? Geez. Well, the rest of the guys found it nice anyway -.-". Im just too pure and innocent xD.

Woo.. And looks like I finally registered for my driving license(After procrastinating for SO Freaking DAMN long... whoops )! But there isnt any slots left in the evening for my BTT.. So I have to wait till they release the more slots.. probably next mth. Haha. Hopefully I can chiong b4 Chinese New Year! xD!! No more procrastination!...

Argh.. Im so gonna be broke... It's eating up my entire savings! omgwtfbbq. =/... Give us a damn pay raise!!!

Hmmm, during our briefing today, there was this cute little infant bird( you know, the common black bird with yellow beak?) trapped in the conference room. At the end of the brief, it looked very weak, so I thought I should do the right thing - carry the bird and free it to back to the outside world. So I did. I carried it outside and place on the ground, but it did not fly off. I thought it was just still in shock or something and it will fly off later, so I left. But when my friend visited the same spot where I left it, it was found DEAD! Zzz. Poor fella. I should have just brought it some food. Or maybe left it in the room. Lol. Damn it.

Well, that's the only interesting thing that happen, because it was just briefing the whole day. Lol.

there is no life after you.

2009-10-04T12:12:00.000+08:00

It's the little things that makes us scared and hide.
It's the trivial things that makes us fight and break.
And that's probably why we are still here.

2009-10-01T23:37:00.003+08:00

Im gonna tell you ONE TIME

The official song and music video of One time by Justin Bieber. Awesome talented kid. Not just talking about his voice, he can play a guitar, keyboard and drumset! wtf?

And here's a guitar cover by some awesome guy. Inspired! =P

And now, a piano cover by another awesome guy! Gotta love the chorus part =O

Whoops, maybe Im just a little too over crazy this song, but that's alright for now =)

Phew, a dull week coming to an end. The next phase begins next week - OJT. Im pretty much looking forward to it actually! But I know Im going to find it dull and mundane in times to come. Haha. Oh well, that's life.

I said I would change
yet I still crawled back into my cocoon shell.
It's time to lift up my esteem to a higher ground! =D

I lied. It all started from that night.

it's stubborn love that's all we got.

2009-09-26T10:16:00.000+08:00

F*** la!! I failed my AWT just by one fkinG question!!! ONE FKING QUESTION!! tmd.. that means my weekends are probably gonna get burnt, just to go back camp for extra tutorials?.. Geez... I totally hate that freaking demerit points systems.

And so we went to Jeremy's house again! , supposedly to celebrate that AWT is over, but not... But hey, it was still really fun with all you guys and it remedied my mood! Haha. Again, another K session, learnt some drinking dice-game, watch F1 and some chinese show on chnl U. Didnt get to play saboteur. Aww. Man, I wish I have a house like Jeremy's one man.. But I would love to have as many houses as Jeffrey's one XD.

Dancing is my Remedy~

Dance with the enemy.

2009-09-20T10:19:00.000+08:00

What a week. It was just lectures and itouch everyday in camp. Hah, good thing I have shows in my itouch to watch or I will be bored to death there. The treetop walk on friday was totally disastrous. Knowing that a heavy downpour is coming soon, we still continued the walk and we all got drench in the middle of the walk. -.- But it was still kinda fun and funny, looking at everyone squeezing into umbrellas and running through what?.. 2-3km of steel path? Hah.

Stayed in Winston's house on friday cause we had to report to camp the next day super early. It's kind of stupid because we report so early just to have a 2.4km run and exercises on a sweet saturday morning. How dreadful. Lol. It was a good run anyway, though I nearly died with all the uphills and downhills. Argh, getting unfit.

And hey watch this insanely cool guy in a gay sport(Well, I think it is gay) making it so awesome.

Damien Walters + Gymnastics = COOL SHIT

Gymnastics anyone? ;]

2009-09-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

We have been competing each other so much till the point we have forgotten what it was like working together.

2009-09-14T09:50:00.000+08:00

OMG! AWT is crazier than I thought! The amount of stuffs you need to remember is simply torturous! It is like thousand million times much more difficult than what we studied in AFTC. And the exam is like in two weeks time! =O.. The passing rate for the previous few batches doesnt sound that good either.. =/.. Please dont take away my weekends!

Watched the movie '9' yesterday with well, Jan, Jokhie, Jeff and Rosh! I thought the movie was pretty interesting, considering how they expanded from a 5 or 10 min short clip into a movie. But the rest didnt seem to find it good =/. Lol. The ending was rather.. How do i put it.. Anti-climax? Unexpecting? Lol. Unlike other animations, this one ended quite sadly. I think the ending is what make the movie lost its points. But I still give it a 3.5/5 stars! =]

And it is back to Murai camp again tomorrow. Now more luxury of waking up later and taking my sweet time. Oh well..

2009-09-06T00:44:00.000+08:00

Im HUNGRY~ =)

2009-09-03T14:32:00.000+08:00

KFC VS MACDONALD... Let sanders and ronald fight it out.

Haha! Thats what you can expect from the Japanese. So bored and with their creative minds, they create crazy and stupid stuffs. And that's a compliment alright, not being sarcastic in any way that you may see it.

Looks like my sunday afternoon has just been eaten up! =/.. Have to be standby at PLC for Army OpenHouse... Man, I rather do the morning duty.. But it is impossible for me get to camp by 6.45am, not unless I take a cab duh. Taking away the afternoon is practically taking the day itself away. Sigh.

And trust me, I wish I can grow taller... more than how much you freaking lot of people want me to, reminding me every now and then.

2009-09-01T13:23:00.000+08:00

Gee gEe GEe GEE geE! Hahaha. Gee by SNSD.. The next korean song that Im addicted to(first was nobody by wonder girls LMAO). =P. Kawaii desho?

Weee! Graduated from AFTC officially today! =D

And surprisingly, we are actually counted as specialists! Haha awesomeness man. Anyway, it was great to see everyone again. It was like as if we have not seen each other for a long time, but in reality, it was only two weeks ago when we were posted to different units. Haha. We had our famous chicken cutlet at the mess for our lunch which is probably for our very last time. =/ Pwns PLC chicken cutlet xD. But way more oily.. ugh.

Just quoting our CO... stating the importance of technicians.

"Without a nail, a horseshoe is lost.
Without a horseshoe, a horse is lost.
Without a horse, a rider is lost.
Without a rider, a battle is lost.
And with a battle lost, a country is lost."

I guess it can also mean that it is the small things that make the big things happen.
and it can be inferred that technicians are only doing the small things. hmm.. that doesnt sound nice. Lol

Ah damn it.. Just realised that it could be my motherboard that is damaged and not my rams.. Cross my fingers and pray that it isn't my motherboard or else Im gonna throw my one month allowance into buying a new one.. ><.. At least my rams have life time warranty.. Heh.

Hottie talents here

Apparently they(VFC) are the original singers for the song Future Love. Sorry I couldn't find a studio recorded version of the song.. All they have on youtube are live performances of them. So pardon me for the noisy screaming fans.

Then this lady sang it too. Hmm, I think both of them sang very well and the song itself is awesome! LOL. But I love how the VFC danced to the song.. Looks awesome. =O

Alright ending off.. Here's another awesome song - Outta Here by Esmee Denters! A beautiful talent indeed. Pretty pretty huh? LOL Heh. Anyway AnYwAy.. the main thing is her voice and the song ya? Awesomeness!!

Whoops.. Sorry that I posted so many videos in a single post... Was just bored and listening to songs on youtube.. LOL.

Opportunities are everywhere but they only come once. So grab it or lose it. That is a simple law of life.

2009-08-30T02:15:00.000+08:00

DAMN IT!!!! My computer is such a goner right now.. Was playing CoH last night and all of the sudden it just goes black screen! And then it can never be booted up again.. Bloody hell... Tried to salvage it this morning but it's just no use.. From my knowledge, I guess that it should be either my ram that is the source of the problem... Or maybe... it is virus attack.. But I already reformatted it last week and did not downloaded any files this week!! Damn it. I believe this is the second time already.. ><.. Damn it man..

2009-08-25T13:17:00.000+08:00

I just changed my blogskin again, because of the previous buggy skin where the song keep playing despite changing different website and the shoutbox which fails to appear in firefox. Hope this one doesn't give much problem as the previous one. pfft.

And hey! I think Im starting slowly adapt to the lifestyle of working far away.!Soon it is just gonna be norm to my daily lifestyle. And not to forget, I will grow even more fatigue day by day till my body immune system gives in to the toxin, radiation that we are exposed daily. lol. Fk man, you probably see me grow bald and die of cancer sooner or later. And we are still not given risk pay? =/ PAY RAISE!! >=(

Life is filled with mysteries.
Mysteries are not meant to be solved.
Mysteries are meant to be experienced.

2009-08-23T05:40:00.000+08:00

Lol just some retarded video that Jokhie linked me to. Some hilarious and retarded NTU teacher.

Finally watched finish Soul Eater! Damn, the final episode is such a freaking stupid turn off. So totally ruined the ending. I rather let Kishin end the world rather than he die with just one normal punch. Dumb crap.. Well, it is still a good... yet wierd anime.

Oh shoot.. Just heard that next month, my house is gonna be renovated and we are gonna rent some other apartments to stay in for about 2 months! That means, I have to move all my barang barangs! That's insanely troublesome! Hope they rent somewhere near to the mrt.. Or else I have to wake up even earlier... Sigh.

Say.. Is it just my firefox or everyone else that the shoutbox cannot be seen?.. Only my IE can see it.. Strange..

2009-08-20T13:22:00.000+08:00

Travelling everyday, stoning in mrt and bus for 1.5hrs, waking up early in the morning 5.30am, reaching home 7pm or later, squeezing into public transports during peak hours are really some things that I have to get used to. =/

Good gracious.. Now I understand how valuable my weekends are. Everyday I reached home all tired and weary. There is hardly anything I can do at night but to rest for the next day.. Where got time to exercise, play and practice?.. Sigh.

Anyway was looking through my screenshots rofl, just posting some of the good moments.

The glorious days with =[DA]= in 2142.

Voodooking leading the pack.

See how integrated we are? Land and air force working together?

ownage with my Krylov AR! =P

Just some random screenshot in l4d with Jan.

She must be holy.

The first face I gave when I came back to maple the last time.

"Oh crap, here it goes again."

Are you trying to establish yourself a new identity?
Or are you just having split personalities?

2009-08-19T13:39:00.000+08:00

Sup yoz. Here are the photos we have taken during our meet up at sentosa! Of course Im going to post only some of them. Probably those which I think is a good shot. Would be hell if I post all of them up here.

Ahh the yummy chickens sponsored by keith =D

The friendly bunch of strangers that we played volleyball with.

And us! Joohong, Huikai, me, john and keith. =D

Now with Youlong, his sister and friend.

Great shot of Keith about to give a volley shot!

Best shot of the day! With the sunset. Too bad im not inside as im taking the photo. =(

LoL with kai ming now! He didnt know whats the dress code for sentosa -.-

Conquer the mountain we shall.

Our last shot before we split our ways. hoorah.

2009-08-16T15:53:00.000+08:00

burn baby burn......

ARGH... Insanely sunburnt although there was isnt any sunshine at sentosa today! It was just cloudy with dark clouds passing by but never rained... and I still got sunburnt. -.-"

Well, it was our platoon 4 meet up today at sentosa! Well, was kinda disappointed initially that only SEVEN of us turned up. I mean, I thought it would be like 10-20 person at least?! But hey, the seven of us actually had pretty much fun together! I mean, a small reasonable size of people is sometimes better than a large group of people because eventually, people will still segregate and confine themselves into their own smaller group.

Anyway, yea.. started off with a little picnic with chicken wings and noodles.. Oh God, the chicken wings are seriously heavenly!! Best picnic chicken wings I ever eaten so far!! Spam loads of it... Sinfully awesome.. Not too oily, not too dry. The meat...ah needless to say.. Special thanks to Keith's mum who did the cooking!.. And suddenly the violent wind of the dark cloud came and we have to candy wrap everything because of the sandstorm donating sands to our bags and food. And so we continued with the games! Played volleyball with Youlong's friends and with some friendly bunch of strangers, soccer, frisbee, digging holes.. lol whatever.

A whole day of fun and work out! =]

Gah, I shall post the photos up tomorrow after I reformat my computer tomorrow -.-

Cheers bro!

2009-08-12T10:31:00.000+08:00

Ahh.. A sumptuous meal with my bunkmates.

Went out yesterday with my bunkmates to have our 'last' outing together while in AFTC, because all 4 of us are all posted to different places. =/ Sadden. So yeap, we met up at Clark Quay initially to have dinner and drinking.. But we walked all the way to Raffles City SC to shop at Topman, because we just heard it was their last day of sales(Yes sounds gay I know). And we had dinner at Manhatten Fish Market! Oohh.. The prawns are good! And mushrooms too! LOL. But other than that... nah.. their fishes are HUGE but it's just too floury.. But the prawns made up for it =].. After dinner, we went to drink at rooftop of esplanade. Ok we did lots of random and stupid stuffs... ya you know..

And today marks the end of our training course at AFTC. =( Going to miss the days we spent there now.. Sigh. Indeed time flies when we are enjoying. 6 weeks is just too short! Rawr! Anyway, it's been a really fun experience with my course mates there, and definitely we are very bonded together. Oh well, fun is over, time to suffer =/.

Reporting to our new air base tomorrow! Oh man.. to the west.. so far.. ><..

2009-08-10T14:42:00.000+08:00

And Happy 44th Birthday Singapore!

It's been a few years(my guess is 3 years?) since I last watched the NDP - be it watching on tv or.. whatever. But somehow, I just so decided to watch this year NDP as one of my bunkmates said it is pretty good! And so, I watched and wow, I was pretty amazed by it! The Airforce didn't put up quite an airshow though, they just did a bomb burst and thats it. Would expect more next year! hehe. Maybe with the new F-15s? =O

Oh yes, sorry about the previous post, which is all stupid and childish. I was just a little fustrated over the fact that I was posted to the WEST. Yea, of all places and of all person right? Oh well, I can' do nuts about it and I just have to accept it(Unless I go AWOL, which is obviously out fo the question yea?). Guess I should look at it as a prestige rather than being out of luck.

"Ignorance causes innocence. When you do something wrong without knowing it or without knowing a reason for doing it, I don't believe it is really wrong."
-Ignorance is bliss

2009-08-08T15:20:00.000+08:00

zzz fudged up..

SIBEH SIAN LAH!!

Zzz..

just when you thought your new posting is assured... you have forgotten that you are down on luck this year.

lan lan suck thumb lo.. haiz..

2009-08-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

Followed Jan to buy his bass guitar today and he will be joining the band!.. Which also means... the band is fully formed with all the necessary basic instruments!! Awesomeness! haha. Went there to look around for an electric guitar too... But aint sure if I should buy now... $450 for the entire thing - the guitar, amp and wire.. That equates to one month salary! =O.. Apart from that, we still need to invest on a distortion pedal! Which easily cost above $200! Oh man... I DEMAND A PAY RAISE! >=O

steal the night, kill the lights

2009-08-01T15:58:00.000+08:00

AND.. My final exam is over!!! Awesomeness man... No more mugging! Well for the time being perhaps. Haha. It was hell trying to memorise and understand all the overloading knowledge from the notes in such a short period of time. But its all over now! =D And looks like next week will be the last week of stay in already... =O Whoa so fast! 6 weeks is really too TOO short for that place man. They should extend the course longer =/. Gonna start missing this place soon...=/

Well, hope next week is going to be a big bang! The celebrations and outings, hope it is going to real fun yea! Hmmm.. I realised that we have not gone for a single outing as a entire group yet... not even once. =/ Well, looks like next week will be the first then. hah

Oh, it's first day of August already... time flies way too fast =/.

"We must adjust to the ever changing road, while holding onto unchanging principles."

2009-07-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

Just a few more weeks, I will be graduating from my course! Sheesh so fast!! NOOO... I don't wanna leave this 'heaven'!!! All the fun and OTOT will be gone! =(

Well, this week seems to really pass by really really fast. It's as though only 2 days have past, but hey.. reality check... it's 5 days already, mister. This week also seems to be the week where I kinda enjoyed the most!! Must be the Monster Hunter frenzy that seems to be going around. 1am-2am+ became our new routine sleeping time as we started to play Monster Hunter. And sleeping with only 5 hours or less everyday isn't really that healthy for us. =/ OH well, got to clock those missing sleeping hours during my weekends. =]

And I never thought I would read a storybook again, but I did. Lol. I started reading, or rather I just jump read a few chapters of the book, Eclipse, which is actually my friend's book. Surprisingly I was pretty attracted to it!(maybe I was just too bored in lecture, don't know about that).. Ah oh well, maybe I will borrow the book from my friend once he finish. rofl.

AHHH... I sure hope that it is muscle mass, or better still my height that is growing.. because despite my weekly workout and less carbo diet... I still grew heavier!! Oh man... XX and deren said I grew more lean, but my parents said I grown more meaty.. ><.. So which is it? O.o..

Alright man, time to get some sleep... Gonna need it.. And my final exams are coming so soon... ><"

just another ordinary shy person in the street.

2009-07-18T19:16:00.000+08:00

You may say I think too much, but it was enough for me to open my eyes.
Just like a fantasy, you came and now you are fading into my memories.

2009-07-04T14:50:00.000+08:00

Oh man.. Back to the mugging days... ><... Cant believe that I still have to mug.. tests everyweek just to make life 'better'.. -,-

Anyway... AHHHHH Damn it... I need to get a new computer monitor!!! My computer lcd screen just died from aging... All I see is just pitch black screen on my monitor.. Need to get one soon!.. Hmm... probably tomorrow... And I probably get a new keyboard too!.. Gah..1 month of pay gonna fly just like that...

This is ironic but... Just when I finally start earning my own pay.. I realised that I've became more cautious in spending my money... lol..

Goodness!... I really need to start to exercise... Im just growing fatter and fatter day by day... I have grown 4kg since army.. Like OMGWTFBBQLASERPEWPEW?!?! ZzzZZzZ. Unhealthy lifestyle.. Lol..

"What we are
is God's gift to us,
what we become
is our gift to God."

2009-06-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is the past, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift.

Which is why 'today' is also known as 'present'. =]

2009-06-25T14:21:00.000+08:00

LoL... Im so loving the life there man...

Can we earn golden wings too? =/ Because I want them. =D

2009-06-22T13:50:00.000+08:00

Let's keep things short, shall we?

Section 4!.. Well nearly half of us. Haha.

Section 4! Lol. Yeap finally had an outing with my section mates. Was fun hanging out with you guys.. Well, hope we meet up more often man..

"Heart broken... Back to Army... With my rifle and my buddy and me... "
- Purple Light

Wait.. maybe without my rifle... Aww.. Gonna miss that good old buddy... Hah. Anyway.. Yes, tomorrow we will be back to army... So fast huh?.. Two weeks of block leave just ended like that.. Sheesh man.. Time sure flies...

Wish me luck!.. =]

If I could find a way to turn back time,
had to let you know, I am by your side.

2009-06-08T01:20:00.000+08:00

Kinda sad that it is going to be all over.. Not sad because of Im leaving the island for good.. But sad because I've accomplished nothing in there.

In comparison to my brother, Im sure quite a disappointment huh.

Oh well, Suck it up!

Met up with my OG mates last night for dinner! Omgwtfbbq The Yankee burger is damn big! Almost wanted to get it all for myself.. Thankfully I didnt. Lol. Shared a Yankee burger and a meat platter for 2 with my OG mates.. And the six of us couldnt finish it. Lmao... Imba.. Maybe I should try finishing the yankee burger all by myself one day. xD

And thanks Jane for the cool shades! =]

Yankified... Gah.. Having sore throat now..

2009-05-23T08:42:00.000+08:00

Oh man... Suffering from a severe widespread of heat rash all over my body!><.. Goodness.. Never felt so torturing before.. It's like as if there is somebody placed a voodoo on me, piercing me mercilessly with thousands of needle from all direction. Aint that bad now.. Left some patches of them.. Haiz..

Oh man.. Got to book in again later.. Waaa... One day rest period is too short!!! ><.. curse it...

But very soon we are going to pop/poc!... Time flies.. yawnz

2009-05-11T01:21:00.000+08:00

If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickelback

Life changing song! =p. Awesome song with awesome lyrics, definitely top in my list now! Powerpacked song! Love the lyrics!...

OH man.. So fast and Im going to book in later in the day... The weekend is so damn short!.. zzz.. And I have yet to buy the stuffs I need.. Zzz..

Watched X Men Origin: Wolverine.. Wasnt as good as I thought it would be. Also, the video effects were somehow poorer than the previous X Men series. I rate it average - 2.5/5 stars. Sounds pathetic huh?

2009-05-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

Book out lo~

Finally stepped onto Singapore's soil once again. Haha. Feels good to be back... Man.. Going BMT is to only become fat.. They feed you so much and we do so little as compared to PES A/B coys. Hopefully things get better.. Like more trainings and not so much free times..

But my Bunk mates are all awesome people! So much laughter everyday. XD.. So glad to have them as my section mates. Thats the gist of my army life so far. lol.

And my brother just POP from Police Academy and was awarded the prestigious Sword Of Honour for best trainee. SO DAMN COOL.. Envious.. Haiz.. And my father ask me to achieve things in army too. Ya like what can I achieve in PES C... zz

And my dad said I've kinda made a mistake in choosing business admin and should have taken engi course.. And my brother once again made the right choice in his uni course.. haiz.. have to dig up info again..zz

Im like living in his shadow.

2009-04-23T14:58:00.000+08:00

A New Chapter Begins

Well, I spent my whole morning hoping to get some inspiration for photoshop on yahoo, and sadly, I couldn't find any. But the search for inspiration wasn't all wasted. What paid off was that I found new brushes for photoshop, which I think it's pretty cool. =) And in the end, I made this out from no inspiration! Well, I'm going to NS very soon, like this Friday, and so yea, I thought I should make something before I go NS. And Im pretty proud on this one because I kinda spent nearly the entire day on it and well, I think it's pretty above average from the rest of my other works! =)

Well, looks like my dad is still very against me for opting combat BMT, despite my all my beggings and persuasion. No matter how much assurance I can give him, he is still worried sick about me. Sometimes I just feel underestimated by him. The recent numbers of mysterious NSF men death must have played a role in his decision too. Sigh, what can I do? So yea, nothing much I can do now I guess. So PES C modified BMT here I come! I just really hope that it isn't that slack and the units that I may be posted to... are still awesomely cool.... Which I actually doubt so. Haiz.

Well, maybe 2 years from now when after NS and I look back, maybe it was a good choice to go pes C after all. Yet again, it may not be. Time will tell. =/

Fustrated. Seriously.
Immature? Probably.

2009-04-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

YOU'VE GOT TO WATCH THIS! SUSAN BOYLE IN BRITAIN GOT TALENT. Thanks to Jokhie who linked this to me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

I cant embed it because they don't allow it. Lol. Anyway.. Wham! Such powerful voice. No matter how many times I watch it, it kept giving me goosebumps, in a good way of course. And I totally agree with what one of the judges, Amanda, who said that "we were obviously being cynical and that was the biggest wake up call for us." THUMBS UP FOR SUSAN BOYLE.

Hmm.. Looks left a few more days before I enlist on Friday! Kinda looking forward to it and at the same time, not. Well because I dont know if I still remain as pes C, which I do not want to. Because of my father who is against me from opting the service-fit volunteer scheme. Reason being - "why try to be a hero?". Oh well.

Well, if I remain as pes C, I just hope things arent that boring. Lol...

Hmm, whats there to buy for NS?...

Nobody by Wonder Girls. Click 'HQ' for high quality, or else its really blur.

Haha The No.1 hit korean song right now, so I've heard. Good song, nice moves and cute girls.. How good can it get? xD LMAO. But honestly, isn't it nice? Haha.

Here is the link for the shorter version of the song, but WAY better video quality, in HD(High Definition). Just in case you wanna have a better look of their facec or dance moves.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bla9XYhixJA&hd=1

And here's the reason why GUYS should never never ever try to follow the dance moves.

See NEVER.

And looks like the next song has been decided. Behind these hazel eyes by Kelly Clarkson. Power song. Haha. But I still have lots to practice for love story.

2009-04-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

CR clan? Well almost entirely everyone. Hah.

Happy Belated Birthday Ernest! Our long lost friend who was MIA for like months. Hope you enjoyed the little 'party' for you ya.

On that same night, I've learnt how to play poker! Which is a pretty fun and easy game revolving around risk taking. Lol. We didnt gamble of course. We used monopoly money Lmao. And Nicholas was the biggest winner most of the time, owning us and ripping us off our monopoly money. Good thing we used monopoly money huh.

Oh yea.. Dinner at Botak Jones wasnt as good as I really expected, especially when so I heard so many good comments from everywhere. I mean it is good, but not that fantastic as I've heard of. Their pasta is disgusting. ><

"Nature is restless." -Furion

Cool huh? By the way, both photos are taken by Edwin. Lol.

Yesterday dinner at home was pretty much boring. My bro is not at home because he is having field camp. My cousins that are around my age arent around because they are busy with projects. So im left with relatives that are way younger or older. I tried to do something different - communicate with my relatives, which was of pretty little success. But soon, I just blended into the wall, eating and watching the television. Lmao. No surprise. There just seems to be a communication barrier between me and my relatives. Well most of them. Oh well. Ineffable fact.

Watched this drama show last night(because everyone else is watching it in the living room) and was quite captured by the show.. Because of Rainie. xD just kidding.. Haha. No la, the show is not bad. Anyway, this is the ending song which I think its nice. Haha.

Light up the city my scarlet baby

2009-04-06T15:40:00.000+08:00

the CR clan

Haha. Alright man! Downloaded a few photoshop brushes and was having some fun with it. So yea, I actually created that 'the CR clan' banner/signature with purely just the brushes that I've downloaded. Haha. What do you think eh? I think its pretty awesome.

aim high. achieve far.

Haha. Was streaming through my photos and this one kinda caught my attention. Kinda just crap out the part on 'aim high. achieve far.' because I dont know what else to write. Insipiring? =P

I made one black and white while this one retaining its colours but with leveling. And I was caught in a dillema on which is better, so I decided to just post both up. Photo taken from Xtro Camp '08. Oh man.. I miss the camp and the peeps.

Haha.. Photoshoping craving is back again. Lmao. Anywayz, went to CR house just now for the jamming session and my part is almost done! Woot. Electric guitar is really so much easier to play than acoustic guitar. Less pain, less strain. Haha. And I think Jeffrey gone nuts playing the acoustic guitar. He always draw faces on his left hand fingers on every practice! Lmao...

I want an electric guitar at home =[

Hoho.. Shall photoshop more tomorrow.. Gyming at 4pm tomorrow! Now it's time to sleep. Zzz..

you'll be the queen and I'll be your clown

2009-04-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

Zoey, let me heal you up!

Lmao. Played L4D VERSUS, 4v4 just now! And it was Team Jan, Jokhie, Edwin and Roshan going against Team Jeffrey, Chuan Rui, Say Haow and me! And guess who won? Well, Tight fight between both teams, but my team was still in the lead at the finale when Jan and Edwin comp got disconnected from the game and are unable to rejoin us. So yep. Haha. Man, it sure was hella fun with versus. Its like so much more thrilling than playing campaign. Some funny and epic craps happened too. Lawl. I hope we can 4v4 again someday. haha.

Oh yes, so we finally met up with Roshan! hahaha. Hey, he dont look that bad with his bald head after all! Jeff says he looks neat and Jokhie says he look younger. Lmao. Soon it will be our turn... Heh.

Watched Shinjuku Incident today.. I say I rate it 3/5 stars. Pretty interesting show showing the mobster days in Japan last time. Haha. It pretty much shows how the weak seek power for their own safety and survival initially. Once they attained power, they lose their mind and power becomes more than just for personal safety. It becomes a tool to feed their greed and desires. How true is that man? I dont know about you guys, but I kinda agree with it on how people loses their sanity through power. It changes the person to a whole new other person.

Well, enough of that. Looks like tomorrow we are heading down to CR house again for the band thingy. Haha. Coolness. Well, think Im gonna catch some sleep now. Cya all..

Aww.. I like this cute picture.

2009-04-04T15:50:00.000+08:00

Finally got to play the electric guitar today at CR house and its like so much freaking easier than an acoustic guitar! OmgWthBbq?!?! Cool awesomeness. Haha. But I still got to practice and practice my parts. Lol..

Ah... Tomorrow, we are finally gonna see Roshan's botak head! Lmao. Wonder how he look like now.. Lawl. Few more weeks to my turn to become botak! Cant wait to go army man! Heh.

Oh yea, here is a Thai advertisement for Pantene, though I dont quite see the link of the brand Pantene and music. But I think its pretty nice(except for her performance at the last part. Her hair flying around is so unrealistic and scary). So Im sharing with you guys! Anyway, its like the most touching and longest advertisement I have ever watched.

Lmao. Credits to Jokhie who spammed me with tons of Thai advertisements. And I have to say, they do really make lots of creative and funny advertisements. Go search up on them if you are free and bored. Haha.

Well, inspired?

let's play the violin now shall we?

2009-03-31T15:10:00.000+08:00

the beauty of tragedy.

"hello there".

Whoo. Finally bought my guitar strings and I have just finished restringing my guitar! Now I got to find someone to tune my guitar because I fear I may break the strings again. Lawl. It was kinda scary restringing my guitar. And my hands stench of metal strings now. xD

Went to KFC with Jeff and Jan in the afternoon for lunch after gym. And I wana tell you guys guys please dont be fooled by the snack set with 5 winglets and fries, which cost $2.90. They cut the wings into half and call each half a winglet. So you technically, it is only 2 and a half wings. And believe me, each winglets are like miserably small. What a way to cheat people feelings lmao.

Shit man.. My air-conditioner in my room became a radiator, literally one. Instead of cooling the room, it somehow radiates heat into my room. Like wtb. Like singapore isnt hot enough. Gee.

Looks like we are gonna play badminton again tomorrow! I wonder if I can play tomorrow, considering my arms are starting to ache from today's gym. Ah heck it. Lmao.

Oh well, guess Imma gonna catch some sleep now. Jeff and Jan are gonna invade my house tomorrow morning! ><>

as i look back into the past, i saw the foolishness in me.

2009-03-30T13:17:00.000+08:00

Rainbows after the storm.

Taken at ECP. If you notice, there is actually two rainbows in the photo. haha.

Well, had some fun today, but with a heavy price to pay. And when I say price, it's really in monetary term price. Lol.

My guitar strings were out of stock at penisula. Probably head there again tomorrow to check out those shops that were closed just now. If by any sheer unluckiness, all the shops ran out of stocks for the strings, looks like I have to get it from Yamaha. Which is more expensive, as what I was told.

Gym tomorrow morning again. Lmao. Looks like we are finally able to keep up with our alternate days schedule for gym finally. Not much time left before we are all going to army! Awesome man. Cant wait to get into army. =)

And those born without wings, continue to strive on to soar and shine.

2009-03-28T15:40:00.000+08:00

Freedom of music

I LOVE THE PICTURE! TOTALLY AWESOME. =D

Oh shit man........ In a dillema choosing uni courses again. Ok I have already chosen and submitted online the application already.. But I feel like amending it.. LMAO. Yea firstly, Im not sure whether should I put business admin as first choice...Bioengineering is currently my first choice.

Secondly, engineering science and material science engineering looks so cool and appealing to me suddenly! Engineering science cover all three, biology, physics and chemistry! And both engineering science and material science engineering touch on nanotechnology which is so cool and interesting! Oh man.. I may just ditch bioengineering lmao. Ah shit... Really got to read up again and consult my wise dad. And probably my brother. Hahaha.

Tomorrow is EARTH DAY! For those people who still do not know, yea tomorrow is EARTH DAY. And to participate in it, switch off all, ALL electricity in your household tomorrow from 8.30pm to 9.30pm. Alright? There will be candlelight dinners along the restaurants in Wisma Atria, celebrations around, and lights switched off in town. Rofl. Im hoping its going to be something.. Well, unique and cool. Probably scenic too. Haha. Yep.

and i saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies.

ironic but true.

2009-03-27T16:00:00.000+08:00

Frozen Vortex

A little digital artwork when I was in Secondary 4. Decided to just dig it out again and post it up here. Haha. This is one of the random pieces I've made. What do I mean random? Well, it means that I just anyhow start randomly painting and doing craps in Photoshop without any particular inspiration of anything, till I somehow actually I find it.. pretty interesting. Well, that's that.

And great! My guitar string broke like last week and I have not get it restrung yet. And we are like going to have the jam session tomorrow? Totally not ready man. I better get it restring ASAP. It is not long before I cant have the luxury to strum everday. Lmao. But guitar is just one tough instrument to play ><. Always thought it was easy. Well, it seemed easy.

Gee. Gym again tomorrow morning. Got to sleep early now. Good thing Maple PS is down. So I can get to sleep early now. Lmao.

be honest.

dont put words into people mouth.

cause i see your lies frozen in time.

2009-03-20T17:17:00.000+08:00

Folded Memories

The best photo that I've taken in year 2008.

Man, I really wish that I have a super uber cool camera. You know those black and bulky cameras? Yea.. awesome stuffs they are.. Can do wonders with those. Maybe I should share with my brother, ask him to invest on it too =p. And then we can split cost. lol. Fat hope.

Well, despite saying that, I have stopped photoshopping and phototaking like awhile. So what I've been doing? Well, going gym, hanging out at CR house, playing badminton, discussing with dad about my university course, playing maple(probably the reason why Im blogging often too xP) and lastly, learning to strum the guitar. Haha. Pretty busy huh?

Man, I really wana master the guitar fast. But it is like not in my blood to play instruments. lawl.. Im gonna take years before I gonna master it. Tch..

Well, I think thats all Im saying for today. Real tired now.. Though I did nothing much today except for listening to talented musicians and singers jamming. Hahaha. Till then man.

All the ignorance and facade. What was it all for? What purpose did it served? What have did it achieved?

Nothing.

I don't know why.

It was just me.

2009-03-13T09:03:00.000+08:00

HUH?!

Hahahaha!!! XD.. I have no idea why I gave that expression there. Lawl. The photographer probably kicked me in the nuts before taking it.. hahaha lawl... Anyway.. pretty bored now and Im like looking thru all the tks photos again... So... Im gonna just post up some photos from my old phones. lawl.. So let me show how my hair changes over the time in TKs hahaha.. All photo are taken by my Samsung V200.

Anyone remembers my retarded mohawk? This photo is taken in Switzerland! =D

I decided to give my hair a break from standing

Remember the even more retarded sunflower hair?

And then, Joemill gave me this.

Haha. Retardedness.

Please... Dont any of you even dare to say Im so vain.. Because NONE of these photos are taken by myself alright. You wanna know whats vain? Look at.....

Ahhh... Choosing courses for university is hell... All.. Okay most of the engineering courses are like interesting to me.. And dad wants me to go for business and engineer double degree... Now I have to choose what engineering courses to take... I wonder how is everyone else doing?.. Hmms...

Gah... Got to keep my fitness up.. 1 more month to enlistment man... And I still wana opt for PES B... RAWR... Haiz.. What a pity.. My cousin just got rejected again by CMPB to opt for downgrade his PES from B to C. Apparently he also have the same blood disorder as me.. So.. if that is not the problem... What could be the other reason that made me PES C?! Dammit... They should have state in the letter for the reason for being in PES C... Haiz... Irritating..

Oh yea.. And thanks Eunice for sharing this music.. So bloody love it... Sounds so serene and beautiful... I wanna learn how to play this music too! Well, if it's easy... Man, first a guitar now piano?.. And my fingers are already dying from my guitar.

2009-03-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

And now, Its finally over...

Firstly, I have to say that I am relieved and delighted for my results. It was a little unexpected, especially for Economics and GP. But for all these, I have to really thank every single teachers, friends and family members of mine for shaping and pushing me into whoever and whatever I have achieved. Thank you, for the guidance and accompany. Every single of you played a part in my life, I mean it. Be it small or big.

Although happy for my results, I still can't deny the sorrow clinching onto my heart. Not for the same reason, but for others, other people, my friends. It's just unfair. Especially for those who worked so hard! They deserve more. Definitely.

Sorry for being helpless back then. Im always.

Distorted emotions.

2009-03-07T02:40:00.000+08:00

Fear and Anxiety

That's two words to describe the atmosphere in the air right now.

Well, time flies and very quickly, we are going to collect our A lvl results in a few hours time. And I had another sleepless night again. It was as bad as the night before our GP paper. Hope it isn't a bad sign. =/ I pray not. ><

It's funny how I tried so hard to suppress the fear and not thinking about it for these few days, when I know that it is still swirling around inside me. Yesterday night have clearly shown Im a victim of fear. It is something that we can't escape, it is in our nature for us to fear - It's inevitable. Regardless of how knowledgable or how hardworking a person is, he still feels it. Maybe the only way to totally supress this human nature of fear is to damage or remove our nerves. And I doubt anybody wants that solution.

In any case, I hope and pray for the best for everyone later! Regardless the results, please DO NOT do anything stupid. A poor A lvl certificate DOES NOT certify your death. It does not. So please, look to your friends and family, or maybe even have some quiet time if you need to. Don't look for the 'quick solution to all problems'.

Anyway, I hopefully doubt so that anybody will resort to it. So... yea. Good luck and all the best all...

"Screwing up the best thing ever, is something you will regret forever."
-Faber Drive.

The best thing ever isn't about the A lvl results, so don't regret forever.

2009-02-20T01:49:00.000+08:00

Pls.. Im not picking my nose.

Lol yea omg. Looks like Im back to Maple. Haha. But I have to say, it is only fun with friends around. Well, I shall talk much, because it is rather late in the night already. So I shall just post screenshots that we took. The camwhore time after all the training and stuff. lol.

Jeff disappeared out of the cave, leaving me and XX

We ate the forbidden fruits and became fat.

We decided to lose some fats. JUMP!

And we landed in a pit of sand.

The Shy Pork.

The FINGER of death.

The real us.

The real real us. Desperates.

Jeff just wanna remain fat and ps us, to be with the princess.

Rawr!

Lol. Yea. Some of the crazy screenshots that we took last night. Haha. Anyway, I think Jan is going crazy over Maple and think he is gonna become a Maple fanatic soon. Lol. He was spamming me with all the MMV(I dont know what it stand for, but my guess is Maple music video) about Maple! But well, some of them are nice. And I like this one in particular! So allow me to share with you great friends out there! Old school song... But its kinda cute. Hahaha. The ending is... stupid though.

2009-02-18T02:16:00.000+08:00

Well, I guess after this short ride with the company just for these few days, I think Im pretty much stopping here already. Why? I have seen the things around, I have gained the knowledge of what their business is like, I have seeked advice and opinions from various people, and gained exposure. I pretty much gained what I wanted. But I think the major lesson here for me, is about decision making and self confidence. I have seen the importance of self-confidence and realised how frequent I have to make decisions and the significant impact of it.

In any case, I am thankful for what they have taught me. And I like this quote this man who was talking to me about optimism.

"God gave us eyes infront because He wants us to look forward.
He did not place them at the back of our heads simply because He do not want us to look back."

Amen to that :P

I guess I have to head over to Recruit Express soon. LoL. Got to try to find new jobs. Well, less complicated jobs.

"So you have heard stories and went there and experienced it yourself. So what is your decision?
You have listened to their story but saw a different light of it. So what is your decision?"

Perception and Decision.

P.S Lol Thanks Jeff for finding the song title "Star Guitar by Shinichi Osawa"..

2009-02-16T03:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Sihua! =D

We celebrated Sihua birthday about two days ago! Yep, went to MindCafe, dine at Sushi-Tei and lastly clubbed at Home Club.. Dinner was good at Sushi-Tei! I have to say the sashimi is really nice! And my first time tasting sea urchin... mmmm... tasty but a little wierd! But I still like it! Went on to Home Club after dinner. More crowded than the other previous times that we've been there. Although the some of the ang moh there were really sick in the mind. lol. Okay, I wont go much into details about what happened that entire day. You can look up on the details on Jeffrey blog. When you need anything detailed, you can trust on him and his blog. Haha.

Haha. Anyway, I've been rather busy somehow with the new job that I have. Well, I dont know if it is really my new job because Im still considering whether I should join but Im gonna have my first appointment tomorrow. Lol what the bird eh?. Honestly, I am still skeptical, doubtful and suspicious about them(Well, Im sorry). Because I have heard and read a number of negative stuffs about them, and also some of the things that I see around.

Well, enough of that. Things arent that bad totally. On the bright side, I've made new friends! Haha. Namely, Dominique from VJC and Joel from TPJC. They joined on the same day as me. So yea, maybe thats why we clique(Probably because we share the same sentiments too). Yea, of course I do make friends with the people working there too la.

As some of you may have know, I have pretty much taken interest in both photography and photoediting. Well, I think Im more interested in photoediting anyway. I guess that is where my passion lies too. I've been looking at photos at Flickr.com. Yea. I think its a really cool website to be fascinated by the beauty of some of the places on earth that are being captured. And interestingly, I have also learnt something called High Dynamic Range Imaging from there. Im still a novice but well, Im still learning more about it. Here is my first try on HDR imaging thru photoshop. Not the professional method though.

Before 'HDR Imaging'

After 'HDR Imaging'

Yea, you guys can guess where this photo was taken. I think it is super easy for this one anyway. Haha. Well, I think you can see what is the difference there yea. So what do you think? Cool? It is just like a change in colour isn't it? Haha. I know I may not be as good as the other professionals out there anyway but bear with me, Im just someone new and interested in it. LawL..

=P. I just gave my brother a history lesson about WWII! He saw the Valkyrie movie on the newspaper and was curious about Hitler. LOL. So I just told him from what I learnt from my history book, my Band Of Brothers book, all the WWII movies and WWII games(see the benefits of gaming, like COH?). Now I think its really cool to learn history. Haha. Can spam all the knowledge from the history book.

Okay, I guess I have to turn in soon. I've been lacking sleep.

You are my lonely valentine.

2009-02-09T16:55:00.000+08:00

Twilight.

Gee.. I swear this photo of the sunset would have been so damn beautiful if I've got a damn good camera back then. Pfft.. How freaking wasted. :( Now its beauty is being wasted just like that. Hahaha. Anyway, who can guess where is this photo taken? Haha.

Anyway, I found the old photos again... Those from my previous phones, Samsung V200 and Saumsun E730. And im kinda laughing my ass off for the photos that were taken in the past. Lol. Feel like posting them up... Maybe some other day. Hahaa. Man.. Now im kinda missing back the secondary school days. Seriously man. I think those days were really fun.. Now i feel so old.. shiat man.

Sigh. I really hope I get the job at Robinson. Or else I've got to continue searching for job again. How boring. They better call me soon!

Anyone remember when was this?.. haha. It's 40th Anniversary man! One of the most memorable time in my life in TKSS.. Yea.. I remember those days and nights, where the multimedia team have to work overnight in school to rush finish the video.. And also all the rehearsal and working with the professional AVA crew members. So much cool stuff! The lightings, speakers and gadgets.. I still remember how screw up it was, when two lightings blew on the day of the final performance. XD.. And of course I still remember all the manual labour and scoldings my AVA team member gets from all kinds of people.. But we always endure didnt we? And at the end of the day, we still feel the accomplishment and the joy that it is finally all over.. Those were the days man. Hahaha.. Ok sorry sorry, think Im talking too much about last time.. Im just reminiscing the past now after looking thru the photos. Haha...

As I watched the sunset, it reminds me of where I want to be and who I want to be.
It was the two of us, but now Im left alone to watch the light fade into darkness.

2009-02-08T17:30:00.000+08:00

Now, who can guess where is this place? Heh.

Anyway, went to watch Underworld 3: Rise Of Lycans today. Interesting story, but the fighting scene and all is like as good as seeing nothing. Too much bright flashes and swinging of the camera. Yeap. 3.5/5 stars

I went to see the doctor too! And guess what he says about my cough. He said it was nothing serious and it is just in the blood. LoL? What the bird. But yea, he later explain more about it and stuff, because of the genes in my paternal side of the family. Yea. So not only Im going to have slow recovery rate, Im gonna fall ill every now and then. Just great...

Oh yea, before the movie, we went to Ben&Jerry at Cathay to lepak because they have local bands playing there every saturday night(It used to be every friday night). And cool.. This trio actually sang pretty well! Especially their last song, which is composed by themselves too. Recorded it but the sound is so muffled and distorted and whatever man. So yea, not gonna upload it.

Alright, Im real tired now.. Imma gonna go off the bed..

Don't you hear me say,
don't throw me away?

2009-02-07T01:51:00.000+08:00

Dammit. I've been waking up at random timing in the middle of the night because of my cough. Which is such a pain in the ass. And because of my cough, I've been waking up early too. Wham..

Anyway, to all the BF1942 fans out there! EA has annouced the release of BF1943:Pacific! Awesomeness! Finally another WWII battlefield game. But I have to say, it didnt really interest me much from the trailer. Firstly, probably because there will only be three maps and they are all 24 players map. How pathetic. Thats like a great shrinking in number of players from the previous battlefield series. Its no longer a fun massive battlefield already. :( Secondly, from what I see from the trailer, the graphics did not impress me and it kinda look a little cartoonish to me. Man.. I really hope a remake of BF1942!!!... Well, anyway I hope this is not the rumoured BF3.. Because I expect more from it.. haha.

Bah.. And I cant allow the full preview of the song Unbeautiful by Lesley Roy because they simply dont allow it. So yea.. Just changed the song to 'It Ends by Faber Drive'. Dont know if any of you heard of it before. But I will just give some info about the song. If Im not mistaken, reading off from somewhere, it is a song that they came up when they were still playing in a garage band. This song was then later developed into their hit single "Tongue Tied" in their album "Seven Second Surgery". So yea, you actually can hear a slight similarity hearing these two songs. Cool huh?.

Anyway, here is the lyrics.

It Ends by Faber Drive

So clear silver moon,

wind moves through my room,

memories of Saturday (memories of Saturday).

Slight turn of her head,

eyes down when she said,

she's goin away, going away

I need to know this.

Am i the fool, am i a victim

I'd rather know,

you'd rather kiss him, good night, tonight, I'm blinded.

I try, I tried.

Is this the way, is this the way it ends.

Dark echoes inside,

can't sleep through the night

all the words i heard you say(memories of Saturday).

Fade over the yard, made under the stars,

stuck down in this place, hands on my face,

I need to know this.

Am i the fool, am i a victim

I'd rather know,

you'd rather kiss him, good night, tonight, I'm blinded.

I try, I tried.

Is this the way, is this the way it ends

Get up and chase the vision,

stand up watch the world go by.

ahhh ahhh.

You found, feel the reason.

Black clouds are filling up my sky,

ahhh ahhh yeahhhhh.

Am i the fool, am i the victim

I'd rather know, you'd rather kiss him

Am i the fool, am i a victim

I'd rather know,

you'd rather kiss him, good night, tonight, I'm blinded.

I try, I tried.

Is the way, is this the way it ends.

Am i the fool, am i a victim

I'd rather know,

you'd rather kiss him, good night, tonight, I'm blinded.

I try, I tried.

Is this the way it ends

I am a fool but not a victim.

2009-02-05T17:05:00.000+08:00

Picnic at Siloso Beach

Lol.. Whew.. Im glad I've have downloaded the new brushes for my photoshop.. Its so cool!. Haha. Anyway, I've edited two photos today!. Both on taken 23rd Jan, but at different places. One at Sentosa and the other at Home Club. Again, by my novice skills, I tried out with the new brushes to edit. I think i need to edit them again.. The one on top.. It somehow looks to me like a poster.. lawl

Suppose to look for jobs today.. But, it rained and I kinda gotten lazy to bring umbrella and all. So yea.. I stayed at home. Hahaha.. Woo.. And while at home, I did this editing.. And also played with Voodooking(MrZul) CoH. HahAha. I have to say.. It was super awesome! Alas, a winning streak again.. The other time with CR was like.. losing streak for all the time he came my house to play.. I wonder is it because of the opponents we get? Or is it the difference in skills and teamwork between CR and Voodooking. Hah.

Blah. My dad is lecturing me everytime he comes home. How irritating.. Oh how irritating..

Anyway, here is the second photo.. Lol.. XX being emo. This one is kinda messy.. Whoops.. Bad job eh.

What can I do to say it's true,
for everything that matters

2009-02-03T13:33:00.000+08:00

Lesley Roy - Unbeautiful

I love that picture of her. The photo edit and all is so cool. Lol anyway, I think her voice doesnt seem to suit her looks. Too hoarse for her pretty look. Haha.. In my opinion, she looks like Avril Lavigne but with Nickelback voice.. Dont you think? Lol.. But she is cool yo and her songs are pretty good.. Haha.

Ah dammit, my dad is seriously getting on my nerves.. Everytime he calls back home, or when he reaches home from work, he will come and lecture and scold me for wasting time at home. And say that I should be reading books and thinking of the future and blah.. Sheesh.. Irritated.

Unbeautiful by Lesley Roy

Don't hang up,
Can we talk?So confused
It's like im lost.
What went wrong?
what made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me
Im unchangeable

When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
Its only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
was it something that I did?
Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful.

I've been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that's true
Im stuck in time
Im stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more.
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cuz im only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now

Because we're much better
All together
Can't let go.

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?

Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful
Made me unbeautiful...

2009-02-02T14:39:00.000+08:00

Edwin, Ms. Tan, Posh(?) and me!

Yay. Went house visiting to each other sec sch friends house yesterday, with an additional person, jeffrey. Haha. Firstly, Thanks loads to everyone and their parents for the accomodation they have offerred. Secondly secondly, sorry Ms Tan for being late!! Thirdly thirdly thirdly, why the bird didnt everyone take a group photo together? Lol. How wasted.

Overnighted at Jeffrey's house and woo... mahjong all night!. hahaha. Swee la!.. But no worries, no money is involved in it. LAwl.. Got a little lucky at the beginning, but kind of lost it later part of the game. Haha.. Beginner's luck perhaps.

Mahjong till morning 7+ and we played blackjack till like 10 plus before we went home.. Whew.. By then, I was already dying from lack of sleep.. I am still dying now actually.. Zzz.. I didnt really get to sleep much.. Woke up like 1+ because my maternal side of relatives came.. Ah goodness, was as good as a zombie walking around the house. Lawl.. Well, nothing much happened but we just eat and eat.. and played with my younger groups of cousin.. All of them are like in primary school level and lower.. Haha. Feel so old on my maternal side. Lawl.

Ah yes.. Just now I was damn birding pissed off because of my cousin. Yes this time, my little cousin who was tricked by roshan in the past. He was glued to my computer to the whole day, which is fine to me. But I have no idea what he was doing to my computer because I was entertaining the rest of my cousins. Then later, when everyone left, I go on my computer.. And what the bird? My wallpaper changed, my desktop icons disappeared, I cant find all my documents, pictures, videos, musics... everything! Like seriously? wthwtfwtb? By then, I was pretty much in a state of panic because all musics and photos are all gone.. But thankfully, I realised that it is still all somewhere in my computer.. and found out that my windows user account is corrupted/damaged and hence thats just a temporary user(Which explains there is nothing there). Like whew.. So now, Im just backing up and retrieving all my data right now. Tch.. Im still pretty pissed with my cousin anyway.. Dont know what he surfing.. surf until my user account corrupted. I should just ban him from using my comp.

Pfft. anyway.. Imma gonna go sleep.. My head is feeling a little heavy right now.. But before I go, let me just post photos of all the cute animals that I've met yesterday. LawL.

Poshy the lazy white dog.

Mochi the fat hamster.

Ocha the shy love bird

Jo(?) The missing dog who loves to hump Jeffrey.

Damn it.. Didnt take a photo of Sihua's dog..

2009-02-01T02:39:00.000+08:00

Freak!. Seriously freak. I woke up freaking out! I say, I just had one of the worst apocalyptic dream ever! Maybe its the worst ever that I had dreamt of. But seriously.. shit man. It was a torment living in that nightmare.. I guess the F.E.A.R video took a toll on me. But I have to say, the nightmare was like L4D and F.E.A.R together.. Sheesh.. I met Smoker and Hunter in my dream. And also, instead of 4 survivors.. There were 5. But all died anyway. HAHA. I was one of them, and the rest were my honourable real life friends. I wont identify them. Man.. I guess I wont survive if really L4D happens in real life. The dream told me. hurhur... Anyway, I think it was year 2020 when it was the end of the world in the dream. Lol. Because I was in this room, and I saw this year 2020 calender along with many blueprints of gadgets in the room. Brr.. The atmosphere was creepy.. But I say the last part was the worst. Though I find it really funny. Well somehow. Because after all of us died(Thats the worst part). I then woke up at the spot where I actually died and this huge guy beside me say "you passed the test". Like LOL What the bird. And apparently after that, I paid the price for I dont know what reason and became a demon. One dark dream seriously. Not one that I will want to dream of everyday. Well, there are alot more but I cant remember some and I dont wana continue talk about it or it will take forever.

So who think the world will end by 2020? :P. Anyways. Here is the video for "F.E.A.R 2: PROJECT ORIGIN". Coolness.. The second one is actually coming out! If im not mistaken, its a continue sequel to the first one. If you think L4D is scary, wait till you play this game. Hah. Anyway.. For maximum FEAR. This is recommended:

1) Off all other audio, be it musics, radio, fan, tv, msn whatever.
2) Watch on Fullscreen (You've got to click the video.. which links you to gamespot site.. which can view in fullscreen)
3) Blast the volume
4) Watch it alone. ALONE!
5) Watch it at night, or... anywhere dark..

Here is the link for the video for the first F.E.A.R. I cant seem to embed it.. It just doesnt play.. So yea I just post the link. It came out like during Secondary 4. So yea, its pretty old already. But, I say its still scary. Not scary enough? Go get the game. Same instructions applies. For maximum FEAR. For this one, to fullscreen, right click and set zoom -> fullscreen.
http://www.gamespot.com/pc/action/fear/video/6100599/fear-official-movie-5?tag=videos;title;16

Dont fear the witch. Fear Alma.

P.S. Alma is the little girl.